I like these recent Disco conversations a lot. I've been doing some personal research myself for years. The past 6 months, I've been using 2-Oxo-PCE daily, in varying doses - and after using daily - 3-MeO-2-Oxo-PCE - 3-MeO-PCP - 3 MeO-PCE - Ketamine - which i remember seeing a long time ago was like 2-Oxo-PCQm ? Call me out if I'm wrong. I'm spacey. I also used to trip on Dextromethorphan for months at a time in my early 20's, and actually detoxed myself off a Heavy Heroin using Pattern for a few months Robotripping, but I ended up back in the Opiates eventually due to DXM's lack of being a practical daily substance. It just runs the body TOO hard and caused overheating issues more than anything else for me. I could only do it during the winter because I constantly was so warm on it, couldn't even enjoy it in the summer - even fully hydrated and with proper sleeping and eating. These new Disco's are fucking beauty, they're so Clean - when you get the good batches - they're so Insightful and Human and Alien a the same time. I call them Forced Meditation Sessions - because, I know I'm not physically addicted in any way - I've quit massive times over the years, for years at a time. But I always come back. Because the insights and flexibility of use patterns, and abuse patterns - they're healthier than ANY other drug I've been "Addicted" to. Opiates are a fucking Ball and Chain and can suck a dick. Meth is fun, but is SO Neurotoxic and reeks havoc on both Dopamine and Serotonin, and not only that - when you become an addict the vasoconstriction becomes so unmanageable that you can barely get your dick up if your a Guy...It takes your dick away, in a way - so does long term Cocaine Addiction. The entire time I've done Arylcyclohexylamines one thing that I've noticed - while they run your body hard, they feel very natural and have never caused me any form of long term mental or physical damage that could not be repaired or figured out.
The only thing I will say - I get lost a lot, like I gave up my compass for direction. I've lived in the same city periodically for a long time - and I get lost in the city I grew up in sometimes because I like to just Wander Around and kind of don't always care where I'm going even, I just like to be out and about - so when I try and find places sometimes, I get confused - but then I can focus my mind and run through a map of the pictures in my head of what places look like - and when I see a place once, like a business or particular friends house that I value - I can picture what it looks like, and my mind Maps me how to get there by visually reminding me which roads I need to use - but for the most part, east west north south - up down sideways, my brain just flows like water, it doesn't give a fuck about directions. It's straight liquid with the Universe and down for whatever at this point. Some might call it Schizophrenia - but I call it beauty, and I think that these sexy compounds might have a lot of answers in them that Humans have wished we had for a very very long time.
Do you guys feel like Dissos are actually neurotoxic?
NO NO maybe in strange way, but I don't think it's actually neurologically damaging in any way that can't be fixed altered or repaired. It seems like NMDA regulation is JUST as important as Dopamine and Serotonin to me. Maybe even more so. But one interesting thing that I've noticed about doing TOO much 2-Oxo-PCE or 3-MeO-PCP or 3-MeO-PCE.....when I get TOO Far out there - I've learned to go and get some Methamphetamine, and when I'm getting into that land of "I think I'm Jesus, I've found all the answers".....I'll smoke some Speed, just 2-3 hits, but good ones - and it IMMEDIATELY brings me back into my full state of Consciousness. It takes the dreaminess away and gives be a boot of Reality if you call it that - but I also counteract the Speed - BY CONSTANTLY SMOKING SWEET sweet cheeba Mary Jane. Weed is the one thing that sometimes - while the Physical buzz is WAY TOO INTENSE after using Disco's heavy for a minute. Weed puts me in my place sometimes like I need it to. It put's Disco's in CHECK if you're using them too much. But if you're not using them too much, it just enhances the experience - at least for me. All of this could just work strictly for My Chemistry...but regardless I want to share it. I'm not an example - or someone to trust my word - I want EVERYTHING to be questioned, and answered, and then questioned again and answered again - because Humans are the variable in the equation of Life. We are the Wild Card. Each of our own Chemistry is So Unique, that we have to learn to help each other understand by sharing our experiences - but also we have to learn to understand and respect that what works and keeps working for You, or for Me - isn't wrong or right always, it just....... Is. It is what it is. Which can be nothing, something, or everything in between. That's the true nature of our universe.
Dynamic, Controlled, Chaos. I'm trying to smoke a spliff my G's and G-ettes. Take care of yourselves with love and peace. It's not about Race, Color, or Creed - It's about whether or not You'd Help A Brother in Need. - MEOWFISH Out. RIP VORTECH