Hi folks! Been a long time since I don`t post, but after my recent experiments with novel dissociatives, I felt compelled to share.
I Had 2 good experiences with 3-HO-PCP so far, with initial doses of approximately 10mg and a few redoses until a total of 30mg max (oral). As I always do with 3-meo-pcp, I dissolved 100mg in 2ml of gyn and dosed using a dropper vial, so each drop should have 2.5mg. On the second time, I already had 50mg of 3-meo-pce in the vial, so for each 10mg of 3-HO-PCP, there was 5mg of 3-meo-pce on the mix.
I must add that my last experiences with 3-meo-pce didn`t give me real effects until about 20-25mg was consumed (also orally), so I don`t know to what degree it influenced this trip. The mix seemed more potent, as 4 drops were enough to achieve a really nice state, while pure 3-HO-PCP seems to be more noticeable at about 15mg. However both experiences weren`t much subjectively different.
Both times I took it, I was in a party environment. Dancing was really enjoyable (I felt like a dancing machine actually) and socialising was more easy than normal - I interacted with various random ppl and made a few friends. Alcohol was also consumed.
It`s stimulant and, at the same time, produces a "zen" state of mind. However, the body feeling of relaxation is stronger. Laying down with my eyes closed was very pleasurable and I could reach states of loss of notion over my body limits. In this sense it kinda reminded me of Ketamine. It also induced a few deep conversations, my reasoning was sharp and there was a strong feeling of oneness. Social barriers were more fluid and the feeling of empathy came quite easily. I had sex at the tail end of the second trip and, as with 3-meo-pcp, it definitely isn`t aphrodisiac, but also didn`t make it impossible to have an erection.
I should note that 3 drops of the mixture one the day after my second experiment gave almost no effects, only a slight dissociation/stimulation that kept me from sleeping. There is probably some tolerance.
In the last year I went through 1g of 3-meo-pcp, 4 or 5g of Ketamine and 3 or 4g MXE, so that`s my referential, but before that I didn`t have much experience with this kind of drugs. Overall I think in low-medium doses of dissociatives are great social lubricants and better tools than MDMA to deeply and truly connect people, so I frequently use them in social events. I actually see them as quite carnivalesque drugs, if you know what I mean... maybe with the exception of ketamine which surely I prefer to consume while lying down on my bed hahahah!
Back to 3-HO-PCP: so far I see it as a very versatile drug in the sense it has the potential to induce states of deep introspection, but it also enables social interaction and isn`t more motor impairing than low doses of MXE. I guess Zen is a good word to describe the dissociative effects of this drug, as it serves as a good tool to intensely live the moment, free of redundant internal chatter.
It`s a little bit early to say it`s my favorite dissociative, but these two experiences certainly gave it a special place in my heart. I am yet to decide if I will mix 3-HO-PCP or MXE with ALD-52 at the Radiohead concert I am to attend in a few months.