79 mg of 2C-T HCl were taken on a Friday evening on an empty stomach. Again, the taste dissolved in water was bearable. Smelling the water, maybe there was a bit of a sulfury smell, but it is hard to tell if this was suggestion or perhaps I'm just half anosmic and so can't be sure. As I didn't sleep long/well the whole week and the night before was particularly bad, I was fucking tired. I had hoped for the 2C-T to cut through this tiredness, but it wasn't able to. Currently, there is much negative stuff going on mentally - I hoped the 2C-T would grant me some relaxed me-time, thinking about some stuff that is going on, while getting to experience a novel and entertaining Friday night. Unfortunately, it did the "annoying 2C experience" kind of thing - not cutting through to some desirable space, instead, spending a mildly confused time with not much going on.
On the bodily side of things, right from the beginning, it felt again like I had trouble with my hands... yet not over it (psychosomatic from a 25E-NBOH experience 1.5 years ago which just doesn't leave me...). After eating a pudding, I got very nauseated and almost had to puke, but it only took a short time to resolve itself. I have a regular tremor that I should get checked out by a doctor probably, but the 2C-T seemed to make it even worse. The extremeties were feeling very cold, so I decided to take a bath with some candles. Two of the candlelights were flickering, which I then interpreted as my body/heart jittering as well. The bath helped well with some of the issues in the extremetities and lying back, I had some interesting but low in saturation mandala-light-tunnel CEVs. Crossing my legs and touching my feet, I got very confused with which side is which, as if my body was wired up incorrectly now. OEVs never developed past a very slight waving of letters or textures. I got very upset again with how I treat my body and the potential health risks associated with it.
After the bath, I spent a great deal of time chatting with a fellow substance connoisseur (

- you know who you are) about various stuff going on in life, substances, etc. Lying in bed, I felt a very gentle, uplifting and comfortable body feel underlying. However, it was never enough to cut through my semi-depressed/upset/confused space. As by my 53 mg experience, there certainly is potential in the substance, but this time, set/setting did not allow for it to happen and show its magic.
The duration of the experience was about 3.5 h. With the experience fading out, I got happier again (also due to chatting), resolved to change in many ways, take a break from all drugs in February to return to frequent psychedelic consumption, instead of eating up triple releasers as if they were candy (geez, no wonder I feel depressed after opening my statistics...). I think the experience didn't shine because I was way too tired to begin with, had underestimated the mental stuff going on and maybe there is a little bit of a cross-tolerance to entactogens. Definitely I have a great deal of things to address before tripping again with this substance. I think I'd want to have the dosage the same, as I don't think the dosage was an issue, rather the mental state.