Re-post, I think I deleted my last iteration of this:
HOLY SHIT
My july 4th was NUTS
Dropped 2 tabs AL-LAD and 1 1p-LSD usual doses 150/100ug respectively
All I can say is... WOW!
Things were really upbeat and beautiful for the first half, through the fireworks for the first maybe six hours. Lots of people crammed really close, and cops everywhere, but I was in no way upset or scared, the euphoria was unbelievable.
Eventually I get home since one of the people I was with seemed DETERMINED to make the night about them, and she wasn't even tripping, LOL! Her negative vibes were a complete pain in the ass, and she smoked all my weed by making me feel guilty she wasn't tripping, even though I had encouraged her to do so and offered her the means with which to make that happen. Some people are just not happy unless they are miserable I guess.
So I get home, and I figure I'll go out and check out the stars and see what is happening in the neighborhood.
So I pop another tab of 1p since the trip was still highly visual, but starting to lose some of it's depth.
I did not really expect it to do anything...
HOLY SHIT WAS I WRONG!
In the dark there were wire-form plant vines everywhere, coming out of trees, and there was a bug zapper set to ultra violet mode... To me I could see the black light was in fact a female entity not unlike a many mouthed pig, but purple and emitting light. The visuals were so astoundingly clear and defined that I can not even convey it. I can not believe my brain was able to render something so detailed and beautiful. So, it seemed this pig woman was chained inside the zapp cage, with all these vines everywhere.
Then I noticed, the vines attached to the tree stump the zapper was on, to where the original branches had been cut off.
I was seeing the ghostly after image of the energy remaining where the branches used to be. It's like I could see into another dimension or plane or something. Cars appeared to be parked slightly next to themselves if that makes sense, as if I were seeing many different dimensions overlapping, and the amalgam one car was parked here, and in another, slightly to the left, but nearly all of them in this one area. This is hard to explain.
I have never had such detailed closed or open eye visuals in my life.
I could tell that reality was malleable, and set about trying to control it.
I called down to the lightning bugs at one point over the pond by my house. I could see fish skeletons swarming in the water, fish of every hue, and see how the waves they generated while swimming added to the whole of the movement and the concensus reality of the pond.
So, before long I was SWARMED by lightning bugs. There were some kids hanging out on the opposite side of the pond, setting of fireworks and doing what kids do.
I asked them, "am I completely covered in lightning bugs right now?"
And one of the girls said:
"Oh my god, are you alright? I thought you were wearing some kind of fourth of july sweater or something with lights in it"
THEY WERE REAL! I had called out to the bugs and they came to me. Although I had been spinning a glow stick on the end of a lanyard not long before, maybe they wanted to know the deal with that?
Everything was subtly shifted. I could see the trees where tree stumps were, but much fainter than the vines from earlier, I guess because it had been so much longer since they were cut down. They were complete ghosts, barely even visible at all. I think the difference is that the tree with the vines was still alive, whereas the stumps were dead.
I am still re-integrating.
There was never a time I was afraid, or could not tell fantasy from reality, but there were definitely times when I came to realize I had NEVER TRIPPED SO HARD IN MY LIFE.
A blank wall became a portal to another place at one point, and I watched as a servant girl, or maybe a new wife, (she was not enthusiastic about this) was roughly disrobed by her husband and drooled all over.
I found this disquieting, and the unhappiness on her face made me feel so bad for her. I looked away hoping the image would be gone, but it remained, and even later when I walked past that wall, even though the couple were no longer there, the bed they had used was still there, it was as if I had a permanent window into some room in India. I wondered if I could step through, but I was too afraid to try, both because I was afraid if it worked what that would mean for my reality, my sanity, or my life if somehow it was truly a portal. I threw a ping pong ball at the space in the wall. It bounced back.
More to come later, as I said, I am still coming back to reality.
AL-LAD and 1p-LSD is no joke guys, it is... I don't even KNOW what it is, but I have not had a experience so lucid and yet so insane in my life.