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It's been about 20 years since I've done ketamine (as liquid Ketaset from an animal hospital). I had a bottle and large IM needle. The first time on the come up I thought I finally did it to myself, after years of experimenting I finally killed myself with this drug. I watched myself die and rode that wave higher and higher, saw the while light behind all matter and energy, then realized there is absolutely no such thing as Death. Amazing.
Yet further experimenting proved fruitless. Too little just made me dizzy and too large just made me unaware of anything. Basically I was ready for an operation and wouldn't have felt anything should my arms have been cut off.
The recovery felt polluted and I certainly couldn't play guitar (and at that time in my life that was a good test of a useable psychedelic but not so much anymore).
So after about 15 tries (stupidly) dumped the rest. I couldn't have given it away at that time as ketamine was not mainstream. Now I see people snort powder which has me wondering if the same states can be reached as IM. Funny enough at a festival this past summer a friend of mine tried ketamine powder his first time. Snorted some and had an amazing experience. Yet later snorts were simply not as important as that first experience in his opinion also.
So while it showed me there is no Death, it never became as valuable as tryptamines or phenthylamines for me. LSA was better IMO. I'll make it to the LSA thread at some point.
Yet further experimenting proved fruitless. Too little just made me dizzy and too large just made me unaware of anything. Basically I was ready for an operation and wouldn't have felt anything should my arms have been cut off.

So after about 15 tries (stupidly) dumped the rest. I couldn't have given it away at that time as ketamine was not mainstream. Now I see people snort powder which has me wondering if the same states can be reached as IM. Funny enough at a festival this past summer a friend of mine tried ketamine powder his first time. Snorted some and had an amazing experience. Yet later snorts were simply not as important as that first experience in his opinion also.
So while it showed me there is no Death, it never became as valuable as tryptamines or phenthylamines for me. LSA was better IMO. I'll make it to the LSA thread at some point.