vortex30
Bluelighter
Guys...I'm finding Ketamine to be just...Irresistible at the moment. When I don't have K, I'm fine to go weeks, up to a month without it, but here is a baggie in front of me, supposed to be saved for 5 days from now and buying me or is gonna be a bit of a hassle, possibly not possible. I'm gonna use it tonight, second night in a row too. I know it's not even gonna be near last nights experience, as that was with a slightly lowered tolerance from a month break from K. Two nights in a row will pretty much destroy any tolerance I lost.
So basically I know I'm taking this K is the wrong idea for me, and I should not do it, lol...But as I said, 'tis a bit hard not to. Addicted? Well, I don't think I need rehab or anything, but ya, I can admit that I'm a fair bit psychologically addicted to it. Explains the binging.
EDIT
I'm only doing 1/3 or so of the bag, still plenty left (had a bit under a gram). So maybe if I can control myself tomorrow and the next few days, the intended date will still be saved for.
So basically I know I'm taking this K is the wrong idea for me, and I should not do it, lol...But as I said, 'tis a bit hard not to. Addicted? Well, I don't think I need rehab or anything, but ya, I can admit that I'm a fair bit psychologically addicted to it. Explains the binging.
EDIT
I'm only doing 1/3 or so of the bag, still plenty left (had a bit under a gram). So maybe if I can control myself tomorrow and the next few days, the intended date will still be saved for.
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