I have to post about my last weekend as a warning about these fentanyl analouges (and triazolo benzos). I received an order i have long forgotten about and it contained several samples; namely etizolam 2,2mg and 1mg pellets, 0,3mg flubromazolam blotters, 80mg 4-FBF and 120mg BF.
I made a solution of 4-5mg/ml in water with the 4-FBF first, calculating from the amount of water my nasal spray delivers and the concentration of commercialy available 4-FBF sprays. I could feel very little from 4 sprays consisting of 2mg. (note i use heroin and/or up to 2mg buprenorphine daily). I went up to 8 sprays in half an hour and got a pleaseant but not quite there euphoria. But i could feel strong narcotic and pain killing effects compared to the level of euphoria. After this i injected 0,5-1ml of this solution with heroin like euphoria but extremly short lasting. Everything was nice this day.
I think it was the next day when i made another solution with the remaining 4-FBF with some specks of BF, to increase the strenght. The potency of the solution increased, i injected and spayed it because so many injections are highly impractical, it reminded me of my cocaine affair. In the evening i droped one 2,2 mg Etizolam pellet, and did expect a level of relaxtion like 10mg diazepam. After one hour i felt practically nothing, mind you i still used the fentanyl and smoked weed. So then i proceed to drop a 1mg dark blue pellet (inside white). and drank a beer, so i would feel at least something. I got very slightly sedated after half another hour. I have never used etizolam before so i thought this stuff is either weak or the pellets are bunk , which i dont really belive considering the fentanyl was strong.
Now comes the bad decission of the evening. I also droped one 0,3mg flubromazolam blotter (Homer Simpson imprint). This one quickly hit and in my impaired state of mind the last thing i remember is that i droped another half blotter flubromazolam.
Now i was in blackout mode, and the first thing that come to my mind is that i sit in front of a solution with unknown concentration of BF and injecting it with several times used needles. After every shot, i told to myself to concentrate but i lost my consciousness every time for an unknown time. Usually waking up in the same position with the needle sometimes still beside my arm. I was in a total delerium and somehow was not able to stop.
My girlfried later told me, she had to call the ambulance one time the next afternoon after i dropped the flubromazolam. I lost my consciousness in the bathroom and fell on the floor. She threw the pills and the BF away, but somehow i managed to find the BF and made more solution. i think i am lucky i survived. All i needed was 3 days off of work, but on thusday i was largely fine, only a little forgetfull. I have absolutely no idea about the BF concentration, but i felt no euphoria, i just blacked out every damn shot, reminding me of midazolam ampoules. The whole 120mg BF where gone in two days, and my arm looked really bad.
