4-ho-NMT and 4-ho-DMT
T+0: drink 10mg 4-ho-NMT in lemon juice
T+20min: Feel “off”
T+1hr: insufflate 5mg more of 4-ho-NMT
T+1:08: Definitely feel something, but only a generic tryptamine head buzz and nothing more.
T+1:30-1:45: insufflate 8mgs of pure white 4-ho-DMT over 15 minutes.
T+1:50: This is a hard-edged onset.
T+2hrs: A lot of manic energy. I get little bursts of goofy laughter and feel compulsions to move my arms and legs in strange jerky movements and roll my head (like the way one might feel compelled to yawn). Sparks could shoot out of me at any second. Slight tearing. This is a lot of fun.
I stopped keeping time at this point and watched a Twin Peaks episode. The material is powerfully empathetic. The terrifying parts of the episode are damn nearly traumatic; the sincere, spiritual stuff makes me tear up. I feel so touched at times my chest aches. It’s impossible to know how much influence the 4-ho-NMT (a possible metabolite of baeocystin) had on the 4-ho-DMT at this point, but the experince was wild.
The combination of the two together is similar in its effects to 4-AcO-DMT but significantly quicker, more wandering, and chaotic. If 4-AcO-DMT is like a whirlpool, fully capable of spinning me into the depths, but possessing a constant form and predictable flow that makes it navigable, then 4-ho-NMT/4-ho-DMT is like bounding between neighborhood pools--naked and screaming--making exhuberant swan dives, backflips, and canonballs into each one.
I was mostly down 2.5-3hrs after insufflation, but I was so charged with vital energy I couldn’t get to sleep for about 2hrs after I normally could have, even with the aid of sleeping pills. This is a wild one. Take it slow.