In reply to all of the previous posts concerning SSRI anti depressants, like most people I initially went down the traditional medication route that most physicians favor, with no success. Neither in the form of cure (I can dream!

Nor even noticeable improvement and of course, I did persist for longer than two weeks.
I have been prescribed almost every SSRI/SNRI class of drug that are prescribed in Australia and the only memorable thing about that little experiment is the horrid side effects that I had to endure, both physical and mental.
Eventually after about a year of trying to find an AD that provided sufficient relief of my anxiety, and a GP that genuinely gave a shit about my problems, I was put on a benzo for my anxiety and tried a couple of different anti psychotics to treat a misdiagnosis of bipolar affective disorder. I only bothered with the latter drugs for a very short period of time until my doctor, myself and the psychiatrist all agreed that I was not bipolar at all. These drugs also had nasty side effect profiles and did nothing for my mental health. Well, nothing positive anyway.

More than anything, they almost made me feel as though I had been poisoned and had a really dirty feeling about them.
I have noticed a trend with a lot of doctors eagerly writing scripts for Seroquel as a first line medication for patients suffering from anxiety and/or depression. In my mind, this is like trying to kill a fly with a throwing dagger. So, in the end I know taking benzos daily for anxiety relief is a chemical band aid and is far from ideal due to inevitable dependance but at least now I can function well enough to make phone calls to book appointments to see psychiatrists and psychologists and actually be capable of showing up to said appointments, to begin learning alternative methods of dealing with a persistant anxiety condition. Eventually with the aim of reducing or perhaps even eliminating the need for anxiolytic medication.
Though we'll see, I am a junkie at the end of the day and the relief that benzos provide is just fucking sexual for those of us who are plagued with this mental war zone.
Ash.
