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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

Have at it then! Not gonna coddle your penises (lmao), but not gonna shit on other people either. I'm the huggy type ;)

How are you today NT?

Trips? How was Miss Molly last night?
 
Hahaha, I forced myself up to swallow: 15mg Roxycodone IR (didn't even crush it up first! go me!), .5mg clonazepam (down to .5mg left, but think I can get 1-2 more to keep me until my refill), and 10mg baclofen (still crossing fingers for some potentiation going on hahah).

Usually I'm not out of bed until I've been awake at least 30 minutes. Oh, and finally got a proper night's sleep last night, woot!
 
Oh man, this 15mg is actually just hitting the spot for pain w/o causing excess euphoria and skipping doing shit for my pain. Word. Looks like my target for my doc is 2-3x 10mg Percodan (I believe it has no APAP or ibuprofen, if it does contain one, it's ibuprofen which does work for inflammatory-related pain for me).

What options are there for hydro/oxycodone that DON'T contain an additional NSAID in the 10-15mg range? It'll take me a bit before I can get them, but it's worth a shot. I'm going to try for Tramadol next time because all my doc's know about my depression (occasionally suicidal, I'm also mildly bi-polar..), and I figure I can argue the mild-SNRI effects could be a positive for me (I've refused any sort of A-D med in the past due to them potentially heightening suicidal tendencies - if I had any effect like that in me before I WOULD NOT be chatting w/ y'all right now).

NT: Roxy and KP are my daily go-to's. If I can't find / afford Roxy I'll use suboxone for a while to recoup (usually that means my wallet haha), and taper down on that before going back to the good stuff. I've gotten dope a few times recently (actually just 12/31/11 so I could trip, subs block LSD for me.., and then the 1st because 'fuck it why not'), and was fairly disappointed both times. I only insufflate, however.
 
^Now that's an inferential leap, you can't have tried all the RCs ;) Besides, I disagree- 2C-D is, for me, about on a par with mescaline in terms of intrinsic richness, and methoxetamine can (if used sensibly, thoughtfully and responsibly) be a powerful agent for personal growth. Are you feeling OK lou? You don't seem your usual chipper self...
 
I haven't particularly enjoyed any of them, yet. Got a few more I'm interested in trying, but it's a short list and I won't be heartbroken if I don't interact with them. My experience is that they're just watered-down, more neuro-toxic versions of the "real-deal"...
 
All RCs are wonderful.
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That's not true either, some of them are pretty shit.

lou, do you want to talk about anything? You might try posting in TDS, or you can send me a PM, but it's hard to help you if you only post single words at a time. All I can say at the moment is that I'm sure it's not as bad as it seems, and that unlikely as it seems now, your current unhappy state of mind will pass.
 
Good luck Lou. I understand wanting to go through tough times by one's self.

This too shall pass.
 
lmao, word.

Well, I can finally access my Live account (aka play online). Still have to wait roughly a week until I get everything fixed up proper and transferred to my name. I've been paying for it the last ~6 years, I don't see how/why it's still under that old fuck's email address.

Ooh, nice effie. What/where is the piercing?
 
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