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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

I lol'd a little. I think I'm less sober than I thought I was.. maybe stick to tea and give the rum (and mushrooms!) a miss, although where is the fun in that.
 
I hate being exposed to movies before the book(s) they're derived from.

I love reading, but hardly "find" (manage properly? yeah, that's more like it) time for it. Or $. Books is etsphensuhv. hahah wow that's terribly botched. (yes, done on purpose! :p)

Trainspotting... I watched that movie every day for a while haha. My mum probably was a bit weirded out that I mostly watch dark movies about heroin and such... Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream, Blow, SLC Punk, Escape from Woodstock (I think this is the title - Dimitri Martin is the main actor)[also - best screen-capture of an LSD experience, visually anyhow, in my opinion]. Lots of Breaking Bad and Weeds (at least until the season where they got their store w/ the tunnel to Mexico, season 3? 4?, and it just went downhill instantly).

I'm now warm hahaha. My friend finally woke up and came by w/ a pair of Roxy 30's for me. Cursed tolerance, I hawk em up in one big ole line (well, 1 each, thankfully I don't have to do 60mg at once to feel proper - the $$$.... ugh. 1/day is bad enough at a buck per mig... bleh). Think I can get some more benzos, so I took another .25mg, and 10mg Baclofen (I still don't think they really do much, but there's something happening, probably due to combinations and placebo). I need my doc to not look at me like a drug-seeking child; being 22 and openly stating that I smoke weed apparently has me the "drug seeker" label. Though I told my GP about my psychedelic use and MDMA usage, and that I *occasionally* use percocet that I get from "friends w/ recent dental surgery"... My GP is pretty awesome, have a nice chat each time we meet up. One of the few authority figures in my life currently that seems to give a fuck. (Folks, if you have 2 parents that love you dearly, biological or not, return the favor visibly so.. having an asshole for a father turned me into a fucking asshole when I was younger.)

Anywho.

Thanks for the copious laughs Effie <3
 
Had a nice weekend of kratom tea. Full leaf is definitely the way to go, and I like the process of making the tea. This time I got Bali, but next time I'm going to get a different strain. Any suggestions?
 
to the bdd members struggling with colds/flu

wish I could send you the tea I just made - I've been working on making my own immune system boosting tea. I think its pretty tasty even if its more of a psychological boost.
motar and pestle - Echinacea, Cinnamon, Cardamon, Cloves, Peppermint, Hibiscus, Fennel Seed, Lemon Grass, Orange Peel, Burdock root and Ginger
grind it all up and bag it!

I think its delightful
making your own tea is wonderful
 
Had a nice weekend of kratom tea. Full leaf is definitely the way to go, and I like the process of making the tea. This time I got Bali, but next time I'm going to get a different strain. Any suggestions?

I really want to try Kratom sometime. When it's in season, there are plenty of Mimosa trees close enough to where I live. I make a tea w/ the needle-like flowered buds and it's very mellowing. ...I'm not about to dig em up for their root-bark though lmao. I want to try a DMT extraction in the spring for shits and giggles.

I've never tried deemsters before (other than one time where a friend and I did a basic extraction to a drink and made ayahuasca - one of the worst things I've ever tasted) - it just felt like a very light dose of both mushies and acid for 2-3 hours. Vomited my pint up immediately. Well, more like chugged half, vom'd for 20 minutes, waited a few, drank the other half, and spewed it all up yet again. My friend held his down for roughly an hour before praying to the porcelain gods. He got a more proper effect than I. We had 5 pints of leftover too... In hindsight I feel pretty crap for dumping it all out and him getting rid of his kit (we used like 5% of the material he had), but at that point in time we had ZERO interest in delving again or bestowing it upon anyone else. I'm just now wishing I had all that root-bark. I believe he had several hundred grams of the MHRB, and quite a good amount of Syrian Rue.

I've always wanted to try pharmahuasca. Take a prescription MAOI (need to do more research on selectivity therein and which would be appropriate for my needs) and eat some DMT, probably as a parachute or in a capsule.

Huge score to find #1 capsules at a local health-food store. 500 for like $6 I think? Maybe it was 250, but either way it's a better price than the $6 for 100 ginger capsules - and I won't have to empty out a shitton of ginger powder hahaha. Man that stuff burned our eyes and lungs... Still have em from last June when I got em though. Granted I really only use them for mol or measured ket bumps if I go out, but w/ those I prefer to thumbdad the molly or handbump the ket.

to the bdd members struggling with colds/flu

wish I could send you the tea I just made - I've been working on making my own immune system boosting tea. I think its pretty tasty even if its more of a psychological boost.
motar and pestle - Echinacea, Cinnamon, Cardamon, Cloves, Peppermint, Hibiscus, Fennel Seed, Lemon Grass, Orange Peel, Burdock root (that may be all, can't remember at the moment)
grind it all up and bag it!

I think its delightful

That sounds excellent! I like a mix of mugwart, echinacea, and some others I also forget. I'll post 'em up when I go back downstairs and can have a peek at what my goodie bag contains.

Edit: The movie I was thinking of earlier is "Taking Woodstock" derp.
 
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BDD fact finder was when we had a monthly competiton to come up with the best fact about drugs :) we stopped that recently though and replaced it with the BDD Quiz (there is a thread) where we post questions (when the mods have time/are sober enough) over a month and people win points for guessing correctly. No current question as we're all ill/exhausted/not online but there will be one shortly I am sure :)
 
Wus gut BDD?

Tell me whyyyyyy i don't like mooooondays...

Unh. Had to drive the mother to the airport at 6:30am then come to work today. Kill me now.
 
*kills*

edit: not really. i need you to think up quiz questions as i've had too many drugs today and am now unable to think.
 
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Why thank you effme.

Seriously though I just want to go back to sleep.

EDIT:

I see the BL clock has picked up an extra minute... 11 fucking minutes in the future we are.
 
You did ask.. :D

6.30am, bleugh. Hope you have an easy day <3 I'm considering bed but pretty cosy in my slanket with my cheap cider and diazepam though.. don't want to pass out on the sofa though.
 
What the fuck is a slanket?

Damn you being cosy with cider and diaz... I'm fucking un-cosy as hell in an office chair :(.

7hrs 38mins till knock off... But who is counting?
 
Ahh, I went down the clonazepam route.

Right now I'm self medicating this cold (I'm beginning to think its the flu now though, I'd have a fever, deep chest cough, pain, etc) with DXM, gauf, buprenorphine, and clonazepam...

I can't believe I'm still coughing...
 
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Forgot I owned one. Best thing EVER! Was feeling a bit bleugh after my stim/mxe/mushroom weekend, but my slanket (and diaz) sorted me right out :D

Mine's red though, much better than yellow.

Maybe your office time will start to speed up like BL time?

edit: ahhh no good NT! Fluids and rest! Much <3
 
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