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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

I just made a charity caller's day by agreeing to take part in a lottery to support the local hospice, haha, he sounded so surprised when I said yes!

That's my good deed for the day done. Come on karma, send me something awesome! ;)
 
Haha. Maybe we should start a BDD lotto? I'm not being the prize though, I reckon one of you boys should be. Try to attract some ladies in (I see your efforts were hugely successful the other night, hehe..)
 
Hey i'll have you know you make it three vagina's today in this thread...

I would happily nominate myself to be the prize.
 
Hey i'll have you know you make it three vagina's today in this thread...

I would happily nominate myself to be the prize.

Haha good work! Was Beachcat back? I missed her :(

Okay, who wants to buy a ticket for an hour of fun with your very own moderator Tripman? Proceeds go to the Keeping BDD Mods In Drugs fund :D

School doesn't sound to hateful now: 10mg diazepam + 10mg methadone + 3mg lorazepam and some caffeine :)

Hehe I bet it doesn't.. life doesn't feel so bad now with some temazepam inside me.
 
Mornin' folks.

Feel like absolute shite. Skipping my pain doc this AM. Work in the afternoon. Bleh. Fucking hate rain too...
 
There needs to be a clause integrated to society that implies that a person is not to be berated / made to feel like shit immediately upon waking up.

Or I just need a sign that says "shut your fucking mouth" that I can wear until mid-afternoon.
 
^probably due to content, not subject ;)

Enjoying the GABAa inhibition, dougie?

Yes I did...and I had another 2mg of klonopin and 10mg of vallium for this morning, probably about to get more to kick things up a notch before it fades away lol...

btw, is there a website you can go to, to find pain management doctors in specific areas?

I had the card to one doc that actually Rx'es narcotics, but lost it and there's only 2 in the closest town that does...Rx narcotics that is lol...

I just know the trams ain't cutting it, and I don't care if I'm on pain killers the rest of my life and I die at a younger age (like 50-60)...I'd rather have less time on earth while in less misery than be in pain for a longer amount of time. Fuck my liver lol...

edit: and what's so bad about me saying I smoked meth? That's usually when I get hounded about it... (e.g. "Meth is bad, you shouldn't do it.")
 
It's whatever...bitches gonna be bitches... :P

btw...I shaved and cut my hair...look completely different lol...

NSFW:
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word snow day - uni closed at 2pm on account of snow and freezing rain. Its finally winter in new england
i promptly left my research lab; came home; shoveled the stairs and walk as well as my neighbors stairs too

now i can sit on my porch and roach joints all afternoon/evening and they can't complain...

always smoke trees.
 
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