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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

My fave dealer is always at home <3

So, you managed to bring a lot of women here I see, Trips! ;)
 
Got a job interview in the later afternoon. Hoping all goes in my favor and i get the position. More money = more drugs & more marijuana. Still up! Took some promethazine in hopes of sleeping, but no luck. Just smoked a bowl.

Stoked for the 3.5 mgs of alprazolam i have too chill out on with some bud, after the interview though haha. Dammnit i need to get to sleep
 
I need to get me a job already. At the moment, i'm too lazy even to try applying for JSA :p
 
nAON, that is pretty fucking lazy hehe :D

How's it going?

Good luck with the job interview Ed!
 
Escapedysphoria said:
Got a job interview in the later afternoon. Hoping all goes in my favor and i get the position. More money = more drugs & more marijuana. Still up! Took some promethazine in hopes of sleeping, but no luck. Just smoked a bowl.

Stoked for the 3.5 mgs of alprazolam i have too chill out on with some bud, after the interview though haha. Dammnit i need to get to sleep
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On my last interview I timed my Diaz dose perfectly so that I was just chilled out enough to be calm, but not too calm to seem slow, and then I was able to nap an hour after getting home. Or at least that's how I think it worked out. Maybe that's why they haven't called back yet. Hmmm :)
 
^The last job I had, I went to the interview on dexamphetamine and wore my nicest suit, like, we're talking three or four levels of "business attire" above what everybody else was wearing - including the guy interviewing me. Felt sort of like the scene from Trainspotting during which one of the characters takes a lot of UK street speed and goes to an interview...

Needless to say I got the job :)
 
So I saw the end of a grand mal seizure yesterday...

Was just chillin at a friends house and had just tossed down 1.5mg of klonopin with 20mg of vallium when my friend heads to his room to get a bowl of weed for us to smoke. He didn't come back for a few minutes and then I hear him making these noises as though he's making fun of one of the cats at his place that was in heat.

Jokingly, I asked if he was alright, and when I heard no response, I start walking back there. When I get to where I can see him, it looked like he was trying his fucking damnedest to stand up, but he kept falling back on his bed, still making these weird noises. At this point I still wasn't sure what was going-had an idea-but wasn't sure.

I remember seeing his bloodshot eyes looking up at me in a look of terror, yet I could tell he, himself, wasn't behind those eyes. Went and banged on his sleeping roommate's door as she was starting to wake up from the commotion of him flailing around his bed trying to steady himself...

Good thing he's alright, but it sucks because it was almost 3 years since his last seizure...

Just the day before, we were talking about how long it had been since he had, had one is what's so fucked up about it.
 
edit: thanks NT

Damn does xanax sound amazing...Tramadol withdrawal is a bitch...so hard to sleep on it...physical symptoms not excruciating...just can't fucking sleep...took 200mg seroquel at 8 o'clock yesterday (which normally would have had me still out for another 6 hours til past noon) but it didn't even knock me out (as usual) so much as it let me sleep. DXM might have something to do with it as well though...

God it's so fucking awkward, and such an annoying feeling these days (but it beat's withdrawal). I don't understand why I liked the shit so much in high school (DXM that is)...
 
Yeah DXM WDs are serious business. A few friends of mine in high school used to do 800-1200mg a day.

Needless to say they ended up having horrible withdrawals and still use DXM (in high doses) on a regular basis.
 
I'm not withdrawing from DXM...I'm using DXM to tolerate tramadol withdrawals. And odd...I used to do 480-960mg of DXM several times a week in high school, but never had withdrawals from it...other than rebound depression, and rebound friend-loss because they thought you were a fucking loser for getting high off cough syrup lmfao...(and I'm not going to argue that I wasn't a loser in high school lmfao...)

I was just saying that DXM, while it makes WD more tolerable...I hate feeling all "robo-ed" out all day long. Makes driving feel weird as shit...

Dissociated really does best describe how those drugs make you feel lol...you feel as though you only have one arm when your driving because it's the only one being used, then holy fuck, you move your arm and it just comes out of no where...if that makes any sense at all.........really hard to describe how that feels lol...
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
^The last job I had, I went to the interview on dexamphetamine and wore my nicest suit, like, we're talking three or four levels of "business attire" above what everybody else was wearing - including the guy interviewing me. Felt sort of like the scene from Trainspotting during which one of the characters takes a lot of UK street speed and goes to an interview...

Needless to say I got the job :)
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Love that scene, haha.
What was the job for?
 
Working the phones at a security system installation company.

Everybody there was either on Adderall, Dexedrine, Ritalin, 5-hour energy, Red Bull or coffee...
 
lol...it's either one end of the spectrum or the other isn't it?

When I hear about people that worked at places like convergys (FUCK that place) or TCIM/Sitel/whatever it's either "I never went to work without being geetered out (ice)" or "I never went to work without being barred out (xanax)" but every once in a while I will hear the "If I wasn't stoned I couldn't be on the phones." but it was usually meth/adderal or it would be xanax/vallium so they could sit through the day...speaking of which...xanax still sounds really nice...I could use a good 3 or 4mg right about now...
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
Working the phones at a security system installation company.

Everybody there was either on Adderall, Dexedrine, Ritalin, 5-hour energy, Red Bull or coffee...
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I am definitely the type of person that would rather take a xanax before a job interview. (More confident)

The level of anxiety I have while on stimulants is usually interpreted as insecurity.
 
Jesus Christ, I don't see how people trying to be 100% clean can post here...I read a post mentioning meth and there goes my sphincter getting tight, I feel like I need to take a shit, my stomach drops and starts swarming, my chest gets tighter, my breathing faster, and I just WANT!
 
I cant be fucked to do anything this morning. Eating a bagel, waiting for the mail. Approx 3 more hours.......

Maybe I could feed my netflixion again but that means I got to get up off my ass and get the remote and xbox controller.

AM 2233 let me sleep real fine last night. No need for ambien, was nice :) Wish I could do that every night.
 
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