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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

I work in condensed matter physics
the Surface Science Lab at my uni

we use scanning tunneling microscopes, among other instruments, to examine the surfaces of novel materials to study their applications for organic photovoltaics and nano-scale electronics
working with pentacene derivatives and graphene

this is my second year
Don'y yet have a specific project for my dissertation yet but I'm in it for the long haul - PHD
 
lolz

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Northern Hemisphere Harvest Wet Hop Ale — Sierra nevada
Ovila Abbey Saison — Sierra Nevada and the Abbey of New Clairvaux
Good weed

awesome night
 
werd up guys

another fun night of itching myself for the next 16 hours :p

whats everyone else up to?
 
Wondering why I am awake so early. I'm not feeling it. I would take more benzos and return to bed but I ate a few too many last night, oops.. nothing compard to Trips tho ofc :D

Hope your wounds are not too bad Trippy and today is a better day. Haha your name seems so apt..
 
^ Ahh dear, sounds like DHC is not your drug nAON! :(

Morning! Decided to sublingual some diaz and return to bed, hehe.. It's Sunday. I do not need to be awake.

Hope you have a good day! :)
 
:| indeed... but damn i am still jealous!

MXE day for me today :D
 
want to get high all time

who else get incredible bad cravings for drugs especially d-amphetamine.

i mean its just so bad i think every minute of the day of it. when i look back i always have the best times on prescription meds or drugs.

if i had the money im surely would get high every minute of the day and play video games all day.i am an addict and i know it. im just depressed right know and even prescription drugs like amphetamine do actually make me social and make me happy and focused.

who also get the cravings and what helps you the most. besides more drugs obviously. 8)
 
This sort of topic might be better suited for the social thread =D

but to answer your question.. i crave most drugs, all the time. not so much stims nowadays, but any downer is better than being sober.
 
anyone know if opis fuck with your immune system? since doing this cuntload of DHC, had my nose get all blocked up, sore throat, skin irritations randomly over body, etc.
 
All the time mate, I usually try and keep myself busy even if its just on the net but at the mo its a constant craving for Benzos as I'm on a taper. The ones I have are really shite but I reckon I could mange to get off with them as I've managed these last 2 weeks on them. But i could make another order to a trusted supplier and get in some really good ones. I know this will lead to me binging but I can't get it off my mind.

Once you've had the itch once I don't think it ever leaves you, 10 years on and I could still murder a J with hash and tobacco !
 
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