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Good morning. :)

Ya I know what y'all mean.

When I go to a doctor if the doctor sounds more ignorant than I, Ill start to manipulate and use them for whatever I can.

If they aren't smart enough, I take advantage and do a little acting :)
 
KAYLA2010 said:
Good morning. :)

Ya I know what y'all mean.

When I go to a doctor if the doctor sounds more ignorant than I, Ill start to manipulate and use them for whatever I can.

If they aren't smart enough, I take advantage and do a little acting :)
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My doc is the "well I couldn't become a cop because I'm a fat sack of even smellier shit, so I'll be a doctor to exert my 'power' over others" type.

Yeah, can't say I don't manipulate him / talk down to him a little bit as a result. Screw people that are "holier than thou" - I'm gonna make their life miserable in return. However with his siggy on that script... I do tend to keep some thoughts to myself, hahaha. :)

Mornin' Kayla!

Edit: back to the garage. AIM/text if ya wanna get in touch w/ me anyone <3

Having more intelligent people around here is wonderful, btw! :)

(Still missing effie! I dun wanna wait 2 weeks for her to get her laptop sorted. wah. hehehe ;))

Edit again: Yes, I'm nice and hyper from my morning Tramadol / klonopin / baclofen / oxycodone intake..

Everything I take is a downer, yet I'm hyper as fck right now (I love it though!).
 
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Pjkt2501 said:
Having more intelligent people around here is wonderful, btw! :)

(Still missing effie! I dun wanna wait 2 weeks for her to get her laptop sorted. wah. hehehe ;))

Edit again: Yes, I'm nice and hyper from my morning Tramadol / klonopin / baclofen / oxycodone intake..

Everything I take is a downer, yet I'm hyper as fck right now (I love it though!).
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They have the same effect on me to.. I can't take my suboxone after 3 pm other wise I can't sleep. Cana also under 5 mg makes me hyper..

I react differently to all kinds of meds.

You sound like you feel fantastic lmao
 
Everything is coming together now, Insurance is reporcessing all my claims and paying out, I am getting much needed R&R, I have drugs, I had a long, wonderful, and meaningful talk with wife yesterday, I am off work until at least saturday, I may be getting $6k soon, and I am happy! It seems all this stress and hardships are paying off. :D
 
Morning BDD, how's everyone doing?

Just got back from dropping my grandpa off at dialysis, and now I'm here with you guys. ;p

Damn aveo, things are looking up for you, eh? Good shit, man. That does sound pretty awesome.
 
aveoturbo said:
Everything is coming together now, Insurance is reporcessing all my claims and paying out, I am getting much needed R&R, I have drugs, I had a long, wonderful, and meaningful talk with wife yesterday, I am off work until at least saturday, I may be getting $6k soon, and I am happy! It seems all this stress and hardships are paying off. :D
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Glad to hear that A. :)

Sounds great.
 
KAYLA2010 said:
I react differently to all kinds of meds.

You sound like you feel fantastic lmao
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I react pretty opposite of their side-effect profiles most time too. Strange indeed.

And I was feeling rather nice. I've come to baseline now (except I just smoked a bowl so I'm high as hell hehe), but the Tramadol keeps my normal day-to-day pain at bay fairly well. Of course using the clonazepam to potentiate it is also a bonus. I'm still feeling the kpins from last night LOL. I remember last night just fine too, ah well.

Hey Oxide, what are your plans for the day?

Aveo - dude.. glad to hear it man! All good things come to those who wait. :)
 
I plan on eating this Kratom for now, but soon I will be looking to procure some marijuana I think.

In a few hours I'll go snag up Grandpa from the dialysis place, then I'll probably play League of Legends for a couple hours before I come back here and moderate the shit out of something.

;p
 
ha ha ha game's initials are lol... Wonder who pulled that off..

Ice cream so goood mmmmm

being such a fatty haha
 
Pj-You already know what I'm Doing. Wish I had a bowl to get threw this wait..and there are plenty of dealers walkin out to lol
Btw you sounded high as hell this morning lmao

I'm praying not to get arrested....I'm sure try will leave me alone tho.... If not fuuuuuck. I did bring a friend tho to go inside for me...
 
Pjkt2501 said:
ha ha ha game's initials are lol... Wonder who pulled that off..

Ice cream so goood mmmmm

being such a fatty haha
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Omg I ate a chocolate and banana bomb stick yesterday best freggin ice cream ever..

I do however have to watch my weight now because since I got clean I've gained 15 pounds... Everyone keeps saying I look healthy now.. So good I guess but im not trying to get any bigger.

I hate how my metabolism goes to shit after each binge... No more binges for me.. I am trying to get ino a new work out routine..
 
Bum a ciggy and hit up one of the wooks walking around. Dump some out, pour some in - not-quite-instant-but-quick anxiety relief :)

Just don't go in with some fire engine red eyes LOL

You'll be fine, just don't do anything to draw more attention :)

Edit: banana is always a good addition to ice cream, mmmmm, as is caramel (my fav... *drools*)

drugs are an excellent wait loss program.. there is that. Getting onto a proper / healthy eating schedule will fix ya up right in so many ways. :)

Your metabolism is probably pissed due to how little I bet you're eating. When I'm bad I'm eating once a day, at like 7pm, maybe. That's awful for the digestive system in terms of keeping it running right.
 
Lmao I'm trying not to. They are everywhere... Most the guys walkIng out look high.

This place Is in a small ass town so they are very linient. When I was in here I was still getting high and snuck all my pills in.. Then I got lucky the girl with me had down to do we had our own little party until we were separated...

I'm sure these dudes did to..
 
Small towns may be lenient, but they're sure gonna remember everybody... :\

Just keep your head down, so to speak. You look respectable, I don't see why you have actual need for worry. I do would be shitting bricks, but that'd be my normal anxiety times a million.

Haha shit oxi - what drugs are you doing?

I'm down to 155 at 6'1" (just shy of, but close enough) when I'm binging, and up to 175lbs when I'm abstaining and working out.
 
Pjkt2501 said:
Bum a ciggy and hit up one of the wooks walking around. Dump some out, pour some in - not-quite-instant-but-quick anxiety relief :)

Just don't go in with some fire engine red eyes LOL

You'll be fine, just don't do anything to draw more attention :)

Edit: banana is always a good addition to ice cream, mmmmm, as is caramel (my fav... *drools*)

drugs are an excellent wait loss program.. there is that. Getting onto a proper / healthy eating schedule will fix ya up right in so many ways. :)

Your metabolism is probably pissed due to how little I bet you're eating. When I'm bad I'm eating once a day, at like 7pm, maybe. That's awful for the digestive system in terms of keeping it running right.
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Fat ass c....

Anyways.

Yes my metabolism is shut from the amount of food I wasn't eating :)

When I was using I ate maybe once every two days. I was very very small. It was terrible.

But now I'm eating at least twice a day, but with the sub w d I can't eat. Sucks..I really want to get heathly.. Just not motivated while sick..
 
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