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The BDD Social/Info Booth v21 - Irish Takeover - Saturday. <3!

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yes, but then how am I going to be able to pay my parents back with my student loans? or buy drugs with it for that matter lol...that's what our card is for...federal funds...
 
Idk I didn't do drugs in college. I just did them over summer and winter breaks.
 
I did 10 20mg adderall in total, and I re-discovered weed spring semester my last two years. My fall semesters were always harder I guess, so I didn't smoke during them, and then by my last 2 years when my anxiety got better, I was able to handle a few hits of weed again. I loved smoking in the spring when it would start getting nice out, especially after the brutal winters in upstate NY.

Edit: I smoked weed freshman year until panic attacks started.
 
you are stronger than I...at least for this semester...what's bad is all the shit I take that doesn't fuck me up lol...I'm staring at a collection of 50 Rx bottles that are just stacked on top of my desk in front of the bottom of my pc screen and these have all been full-month Rx'es and I only started collecting bottles after my incident last january...

albeit...I started smoking weed by 15 and was using hard drugs just after I turned 17...

17 was quite the year for me lol...tried coke, x, lsd, shrooms, meth, soma, and I'm sure there were more lol...
 
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o-Hell, lou, what's up? ;)

Goodmornin' everyone else, my teeth hurt in a weird way. been happening in the mornings, idk why (very strange). Apparently it's gonna be nice and warm outside. Looking forward to getting work done in the garage w/ the door open. :D
 
Good morning :-)
How's everyone doing today?
I've been having a wonderful morning...
Woke up to a bowl and some lovely weather, woohoo hehe

And to Pjkt2501- you're teeth are hurting? Strange :-/
 
morning all...

good way to start off spring break...got my tramadol in today...

my pharmacy changed manufacturers though, so we'll see how this goes...

I was getting amneal, but now I'm getting caraco...anyone have any experience with caraco pharmaceuticals and can comment on the quality of them?

and welcome to BDD you tipsy gypsy...
 
Thank NT.

I was in a state of emptiness. I suppose it was just a terrible side effect from xanax w/d. Its been a couple weeks and today i am finally feeling some what happy and normal. :) Normally i am outgoing, laid back, free spirited.... But since i started w/d i have been quiet, depressed and insecure. It was fckn terrible, i am hoping it is over and today is my finally recovery day..... I really hope i am not starting to have good and bad days. I want all GOOD days :)

I am saving money to go to the UK this summer. I cant wait but i probably should not hve watched Hostile, now i am paranoid of being kidnappe while im there lol jkjk

Besides my depressed crappy feelings. I have been watching black n white movies (charlie chaplin and marilyn monroe buster keaton) Netflix rocks. I love silent films!

Anyone else watch silent films?
 
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There was many a time I wanted to. Many a time me and a friend "planned out" some robbery, only to figure out another way to get high and quickly forget all about our plans.

But I did meet a guy in detox, who made his "drug career" so to speak out of robbing dealers. Heard quite a few stories. He refused to pay for drugs. Cant say I think its a terrible idea, or that its against karma somehow: I mean a dope dealer selling someone poison obviously doesnt give a fuck about you, why should you give a fuck about them?

THATS the karma to me, for the dealer at least, though I guess youre right, the other guy'll prob get it in the end too.
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posts like these piss me the fuck off...people thinking they're better than someone else when they don't even know the other person's situation.

I still haven't taken my tramadol, because I read that and had to respond immediately...

And just because someone's parents have money, doesn't mean that they get that money...(unrelated to the quote above, but the post under his pertains to that)...I may live in an upper-middle class neighborhood, but I have never had an allowance, I had to pay for my own car in high school, AND I've been working (up until recently when pain became an issue) since I was 15 fucking years old.
 
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Don't worry, I can bring it back.. bigger, and better than before..


Where was that post you quoted Doug? Didnt see it anywhere

And Kayla, sounds like an awesome plan, you can buy me a drink =D
 
I didn't quote the other post...he just happened to post his before mine while I was angrily typing...

btw...are certain text options disabled here?

Or does it just properly capitalize a post if it's all said in caps? lmfao
 
Oh, just realized...that post wasn't from this thread...it was from another one in drug culture...if you click on the little blue box with the double arrows next to "Originally Posted by 'X'" it will take you to that quote...I really like that feature, but it took me a while to realize you could do that...

and just to get conversation going...what drew y'all (I'm from texas, I'm allowed to say it lmfao) to BL?
 
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