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The BDD Social/Info Booth v21 - Irish Takeover - Saturday. <3!

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had some sober fun at my intensive outpatient program, decided to go home and smoke some synthetics weed, drink a relaxing blend of herbs tea, and 15mgs mirtazapine. i could have stayed out, had more sober fun, but i decided to come back to the crib and get high :/.
 
i really didnt get much out of it besides the sedation it provided in my first few weeks of taking it. i've taken 30mgs daily for almost 2 months now and i don't want to completely go cold turkey so the past week or so i have been taking 15mgs instead of the 30 in an attempt to cease taking them. i plan to be off it by next week.

i disliked how much it made me fucking eat!! but, the sedation for sleepy time. didn't provide much anxiolytic or anti-depressant effects what-so-ever; i'd compare it's anxiolytics effects as that of benedryl because the only thing that helps is the sedation. though, it's not like my depression or anxiety got worse. it's the most beneficial A/D med i've taken so far IMO, but that's only because it provided more sedation than others

after i go of atleast a month without remeron, i will use as needed for sleep, no more daily usage....

i'd say take 15-30mgs if you are having trouble sleeping, but definitely don't take it daily as physical dependence sucks!!!!! especially when you go through w/d for a shitty fucking AD med
 
Yeah i take it when i abort an lsd trip when i need to sleep for school or sleep in general. It gives me an insane case of the munchies and gave me a strange sedative buzz.
 
mirtazapine will potentiate and cure the itches of opiates seeing as it is a anti-histamine aswell as dis-inhibiting dopamine and NE release of 5-HT2c which will also increase opiate euphoria.


you bastard lol, i hate you and your delicious drug combos

bupe, weeds, dph, and ciggs, very nice, i like!
 
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Haha sorry to rub it in laC. Your were on a run yourself before NYE. I was envious haha.

Ive also use mirtaz to potentiate opis at a lower dosage w anti histamine properties.
 
laC, you are never allowed to be jealous of our drug combos after your previous extravagance ;)

Well, its 6am and cold and dark and I am bored. And I've lost my diazepam :(
 
Hehe. I only have 10mg so not really, won't do a lot but I'd quite like to go back to sleep and wake up at a more reasonable time.. I have slept a lot lately but am not feeling being awake at this time :|

How's it going Pee-Jay?
 
Hi Effie, I'll fax some over of you like!

How are ya doing or is this morn not a good bench mark :\
 
I've had better days. Said some stupid-ass shit today, caused a bit of trouble. Think it'll all work out alright, but we'll see.
 
Email it atm, fax is so outdated... ;)

I'm doing good actually, had a fun weekend and generally feeling more positive, got a busy week ahead though. I'm awake at this time because I was supposed to see a friend yesterday evening, lay down for a nap and woke up 12 hours later haha.. oops. How are you this fine (chilly) morning?

PJ, sorry to hear that :( hope you are okay <3
 
Well guys, Im about to dose my last dose of 350mgs dxm for the rest of my life, I wanna cut down on harder drugs and dissociatives etc. They've been fuccing with my brain recently but I want one more good experience before I let it go, thoughts? lol idk but yea
 
"One last time" is not a good mindset to let yourself get into.. is classic addict thinking, tricking yourself that one last time is justified because xyz.. we all do it, our brains are amazing at deceiving themselves! However overall I think quitting it sounds like an excellent plan - when the negatives outweigh the positives it is definitely time to stop. Good luck <3
 
Tuche...Tuche

When dxm it first hits you it feels so good, that head buzz and drugged up character you get? I dont know but Im going to miss this

I am alone
 
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Ultimately we are all alone, siccness, if you want to get philosophical about it.. ;)

I am here, kinda, in between trying to get back to sleep as I have a cold. What did you decide about the DXM?
 
I don't think he needs more :D

Microwave risotto and cheap cider. Mmm.. no, wait..
 
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