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ha yeah i got what was coming to me

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yeah i know ill have a bigger comedown waiting for me =/ do you think 15-20mgs would be pushing the overheat thing alittle?
 
I haven't had any benzos today, gonna continue working on the automobile project in the sun and that will give me a tiny bit of endorphins and then I'll take a long cold shower (which feels really great when you've been in the heat, even if only for a little while).
 
Hey great idea man! The sun and a hobby is good for the soull. Def better than sittin around wishing you were high.

O and i forgot to comment on cold showers. I lovee cold showers even if just for a few minutes. There was a thread on this over at healthy living. There are many other people too that claim to receive benefits. I know i seem to feel more refreshed, energized and less anxious. Thats all i need really.
 
highhooked said:
Hey great idea man! The sun and a hobby is good for the soull. Def better than sittin around wishing you were high.

O and i forgot to comment on cold showers. I lovee cold showers even if just for a few minutes. There was a thread on this over at healthy living. There are many other people too that claim to receive benefits. I know i seem to feel more refreshed, energized and less anxious. Thats all i need really.
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The sun can be very draining at the same time though, and cold showers are awesome when you're drenched in sweat and it's hot as hell outside. Last time I was disappointed when I got out of the shower and started sweating immediately again, ugh.

NeighborhoodThreat said:
^Exactly!

And maybe when I'm done, I'll reward myself by....getting high ;)
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I'm sure being high would make the work seem more fun, but your method is probably the mentally healthier version of such. :)
 
Afternoon all :) I am also fairly sober (boo) but will soon have the contents of a CWE inside me :) got to get some motivation to clean the flat, got my boyfriend and some friends coming to visit tomorrow eve so really gotta get it a bit tidier.. meh just want to have a nap instead!

edit: am all for sunshine-activities, I've started growing some veg in pots in my roof terrace bit (sounds a lot fancier than it is) and I love it, very good for the soul and a good excuse to sit out in the sun!
 
^Exactly! What did you CWE???? Plus buprenorphine has a long enough half life so that I can wait a day (or almost a day) before withdrawals get pretty bad. I sometimes sweat a bit more when I'm on opiates (not a lot more, not like Dexedrine or Adderall, but a little more) and I know I'm gunna be sweating a lot outside.

So, to prepare, I ate a bowl of cereal an hour ago, followed by a Jones soda and followed that by 500mL water and two multivitamins.

I just drank another 500mL of water, waited a minute, took three fish oil capsules and now I'm (slowly) drinking another 500mL of water. Go hydration!
 
highhooked said:
Oooo so you have shit, your just using some self control. Well jeez best of both worlds for you and i bet you will appreciate that high soo much more because you waited.
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Anticipation without disappointment makes just about everything better. And nothing about getting high is disappointing as long as you know what you have (regardless of substance) is the real deal.
 
Afternoon :) Is a nice day here, shame I have wasted it feeling sorry for myself.

Not really sure what I am going to do this evening, have had a bit of ODT and have started drinking a bit of cider.

Am planning on trying to get an appointment tomorrow with my doctor to try and get me back on prescribed diazpam and to try and get some sort of counselling arranged.


You did a good job of impersonating a ninja earlier NT :D
 
purple_cloud said:
Anticipation without disappointment makes just about everything better. And nothing about getting high is disappointing as long as you know what you have (regardless of substance) is the real deal.
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Q F fuckin' T

Mugz said:
Afternoon :) Is a nice day here, shame I have wasted it feeling sorry for myself.

Not really sure what I am going to do this evening, have had a bit of ODT and have started drinking a bit of cider.

Am planning on trying to get an appointment tomorrow with my doctor to try and get me back on prescribed diazpam and to try and get some sort of counselling arranged.


You did a good job of impersonating a ninja earlier NT :D
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I feel like that's the best plan. As long as your doctor is on the same level as you (or close to the same level at least!).

Nothing wrong with maintaining on a dose for a while. :)
 
purple_cloud said:
Anticipation without disappointment makes just about everything better. And nothing about getting high is disappointing as long as you know what you have (regardless of substance) is the real deal.
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Yess! I actually made a thread on this before. Everytime i get a pill i always hold onto it for a while and while everyone else does theres right in the car i most of the time, wait until we get to the spot we will be hanging out then slowlyyy grind it down and slowllyyy make nice little lines, clean out my nostils and just a bunch of other little time wasting shit and then finally blow the lines.

Like a little tease game i play with myself haha. Its just soo much better though because i enjoy the preperation part alot aswell.
 
^I love the ritual of crushing up powders, making the lines, mixing them up, making them again, rolling the banknote, etc.

All part of the ritual. All part of the whole "lets do drugs!" thing haha
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
^Exactly! What did you CWE????
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Just some codeine, none of the fancy stuff you guys get over there! Haha. Good work on the hydration am impressed :D

Mugz said:
Afternoon :) Is a nice day here, shame I have wasted it feeling sorry for myself.

Not really sure what I am going to do this evening, have had a bit of ODT and have started drinking a bit of cider.

Am planning on trying to get an appointment tomorrow with my doctor to try and get me back on prescribed diazpam and to try and get some sort of counselling arranged.


You did a good job of impersonating a ninja earlier NT :D
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I think that's a really good idea Mugz. Fingers crossed you get a good GP; if you don't, ask to see another! I waste a lot of days sitting around feeling sorry for myself haha, tis part of life, if you beat yourself up over it you will end up feeling even worse.. go for a walk in the sunshine and get on the cider/ODT if it will help you :) <3

edit: totally with you on the ritual/"lets do drugs!" thang NT haha :D
 
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