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chooselife

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Just looking for any advice, both positive and negative towards going to go score some nice (hopefully) u/c shards as quoted by 'mates' .. the 'just say no' thing is harder then life itself sometimes as some can prolly relate to.

Maybe people might look onto this thread in the future as a means of fors and against for getting UP..

"too be or not to be" ????


your opinions would be muchly appreciated
 
get the shards. get completely and absolutely off your chops. kill some kittens.

Seriously though ice is such a bitch of a drug, if you've got the will power stay away...personally love it, but I certainly wouldn't be doing without an adequate supply of benzos and if I actually had the will power I wouldn't do it at all...fucks your body and fucks your mind. It is a lot of fun and if you've got good gear its very euphoric, but its the type of drug you don't want to be doing more than once a month. Don't even get me started on iv'ing...lets just say it makes things worse.

best drug. worst drug. best drug. worst drug.

We can't make the choice for you, but now that I'm coming down I say don't do it, if you posted this last night I would have said go for it.
 
so why do we do it?
sex
the rush
to get work done
to dance
to escape reality
to stimulate the brain to make it work lol ?

why go around and around in circles?

what is about it that makes you go back for more punishment?

poinsoning the body?

fun for a few hrs, then slowly end up loopin into oblivion?

why am i contemplating driving obscene hrs in a burnt out kingswood to go get?

cravings from hell here if you havent noticed..
 
Head to the pub, watch some finals footy with a beer in hand... steer clear of Bluelight for a day or two and keep your mind off the gear if possible. Probably the best thing you can if you're sitting around bored/idle/wondering if you should or shouldn't.
 
ok will do, this hard bangin trance from Armin Van Buuren isnt helping at all, it sets me off everytime..and anytime

thanks

god help me if at the pub they're playin a live set from any other trance Dj's



just say nooooooooooooooooo
 
so why do we do it?
sex actually the one drug where sex doesn't interest me
the rush omg slam 3pts of high quality, absolute heaven
to get work done seems silly to waste it on work, but yeah i do this far too often
to dance yep thats the main reason i use it
to escape reality most people wont admit it, but yeah definitely
to stimulate the brain to make it work lol ? any brain cells
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Gotta correct you on one thing tho, Armin don't play hard trance - I've seen him 3 times, more tech trance/uplifting trance.
 
so why do we do it? because it's a shitload of fun.
sex - is great on ice, better than coke by far!!! but need lube handy. dries me out hardcore =/
the rush - THIS IS THE ULTIMATE REASON FOR! nothing like racking up a point of good quality shards
to get work done - i disagree... i can't function at a normal enough level on shards. speed is fine. but meths a little too intense. i didnt make it in to work after my last massive ice bender (was supposed to work on the 5th day.. no chance) lol
to dance - can't dance on shards on their own, i kinda just stand there tapping and staring intensely. need other stuff in there aswell.. easier to shuffle on a combo of pills and meth
to escape reality - reality isn't that bad, theres no need to "escape" it.
to stimulate the brain to make it work lol ? - my brain doesnt work properly on ice, i get too focussed. its frustrating.
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now for a few cons.

the psychosis and shadow people after 4 - 5 days of no sleep and hardcore meth abuse.

the taste of the cutters... especially the stuff that smells / tastes like texta

how generally unhealthy you feel for 2 - 3 days after a decent binge.

and most of all...
the cost.
it's fucking insanely expensive nowadays. it's more than doubled in cost since 2006.
and it's going up again (probably due to all the psuedoephedrine busts)

tbh, i don't care about the reasons why it's gotten more expensive. but it has.

personally i'm only grabbing a halfa to share with my housemate, and goin for pills and acid this time round.

if you are at the point you don't want to go and get it anymore.
then don't

you're obviously over it. and meth addiction is mostly mental addiction. (i could be wrong, but i've not felt physically addicted to ice) maybe it's cos i don't smoke it.. who knows.
but the people i know who would class themselves as addicts, all say they think theyre just addicted to the pipe, and would probably be happy to smoke anything out of a crackie.

but your body actually thanks you when you go clean for a while. trust me ;)
 
chooselife said:
ok will do, this hard bangin trance from Armin Van Buuren isnt helping at all, it sets me off everytime..and anytime

thanks

god help me if at the pub they're playin a live set from any other trance Dj's



just say nooooooooooooooooo
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and in response to this...
i'm feeling you completely.

i was gonna stay home last weekend. and save my serotonin, and just drink.
i got myself a bottle of jack, a bottle of effen black cherry vodka. and settled in for a night of xbox360 and computer games.
i had drunk most of the bottle of jack, started looking for a copy of fable in my cupboard stumbled across my old phone. charged it up and started going through the videos.
found videos from paul van dyk in october, and videos of adam beyer, yoji, walt and hallucinogen from kryal castle last year.
next thing i'm listening to different pharmacy cds,
long stories short, i wound up clubbing, and my serotonin was released. and spent all sunday scattered instead of hungover.

another little anecdote,
my housemate was driving home from work last week, listenin to my defqon 2008 cd, he comes home and tells me he noticed on the drive home, the hardstyle had caused him to start clenching.
 
oh god no...back from the pub, drunk, on a high, ive got a driver ....a road trip is coming i can feel it lol no no no i cant..but you're all making me and prolly someone else somewhere on this planet if not others look ins ... feeling the same

and yes i agreee armin is not hard hard, but enough to send you off into a trance of UPness if its a good mix

sensation white 2005 by armin , i cant remember the date, but well worth a listen..


and yes you're all correct! ive got all positive votes so far except for rogans original vote which i and most can relate too, couldnt agree more
 
armin van buuren - sensation white live 03-07-05 is the track 78mins 15, research it, if that doesnt bring you UP or make you wanna get UP then nothing will

thats my opinion anyways
 
hard dance sets me off like a motherfucker as well. Trying pretty hard to stay away from gear for a few weeks and it's pretty tough. Ended up calling a friend to get my dealers number back that I deleted, called dealer up, arranged to pick a 1/2 up and everything, but ended up bailing and going home to drink get stoned. Now trying to force myself to not call him again tonight I know I'll hate myself tomorrow if I end up getting wired tonight. Listening to dance music makes it hard though, just too much of an association between hard dance & pills/gear in my brain.

Trying to drink that away and smoke a bit, that usually helps.
 
js2k6 said:
to get work done - i disagree... i can't function at a normal enough level on shards. speed is fine. but meths a little too intense. i didnt make it in to work after my last massive ice bender (was supposed to work on the 5th day.. no chance) lol
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What you need is hard physical work, its almost like a game...see just how far you can push your body, almost got away with it but about 2 hours before knock off a guy comes up to me and says "Your pupils look really big" meh fuck it...tho tonight with enough h my pupils will be pinpricks, that'll fuck with there head!!

Despite no sleep, forced myself to eat some serious food...makes you feel 100x better. Of course now I'm craving again :(

Ice isn't particularly physically addictive, a lot more mental...its just the type of drug you can do anything on, just have to put a bit of effort so you don't hell sketchy. I don't think I could stop anytime soon, but I'm pretty good a moderating it - you go for the full on binges occasionally but otherwise I just stick to the speed for one day affairs.


I've said it before but I'll say it again, get your hands on decent amount of benzos - I just really hate that scattered 10-20 hour period between the euphoria wearing off and being able to sleep. 30mg of Valium and you can just chill the fuck out.

And finally amongst ice users you find yourself dealing with seediest sketchy cunts in Australia, its entertaining until you all start coming down. Its a social drug, but that doesn't justify going into a crack den. Though I'm a hypocrite, none of my friends shoot or know I shoot so I end up in the den far too often.
 
js2k6 said:
i was gonna stay home last weekend. and save my serotonin, and just drink.
i got myself a bottle of jack, a bottle of effen black cherry vodka. and settled in for a night of xbox360 and computer games.
i had drunk most of the bottle of jack, started looking for a copy of fable in my cupboard stumbled across my old phone. charged it up and started going through the videos.
found videos from paul van dyk in october, and videos of adam beyer, yoji, walt and hallucinogen from kryal castle last year.
next thing i'm listening to different pharmacy cds,
long stories short, i wound up clubbing, and my serotonin was released. and spent all sunday scattered instead of hungover.
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Haha. I was just going through such a sequence, and then I read this, so it was ironic. I'm at the "I've definately decided that I am going. It's just a question of when." I hate that, how we buy booze and plan for a night in comforted by said booze, then we drink the booze, and then the booze grabs our hands and pulls us to the club. I know that I am going to die a bit inside when I check my bank balence tomorrow, but right now all I can think about is strobe lights and trance....
 
Meh I forced myself to stay in yesterday, I'll be damned if I'm gonna blow all my cash tonight.
 
worst thing bout ice, the binge only ends when your bank accounts are empty and you've maxed out your credit card with cash advances - kinda good tho because you wont be able to afford to do that again for at least a month or two :)

ah well time to put in the cleareyes, take some nodoze and get this fucking work out of the way...chooselife if your gonna do it, go hard, pretend monday doesn't exist :D
 
rogan said:
And finally amongst ice users you find yourself dealing with seediest sketchy cunts in Australia, its entertaining until you all start coming down. Its a social drug, but that doesn't justify going into a crack den. Though I'm a hypocrite, none of my friends shoot or know I shoot so I end up in the den far too often.
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Wouldn't your friends rather know that you shoot and that you're safe with them, then having to shoot up with the "seediest sketchy cunts in Australia"?? I would be confiding in them and finding somewhere safe and comfortable to shoot up rather than risk it in a crack den somewhere.
 
js2k6 said:
next thing i'm listening to different pharmacy cds,
long stories short, i wound up clubbing, and my serotonin was released. and spent all sunday scattered instead of hungover.
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You must admit though, random nights are the shit.

The best nights are usually the unplanned ones.

:D
 
Modulus said:
You must admit though, random nights are the shit.

The best nights are usually the unplanned ones.

:D
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Agreed.

When the bad times outweigh the good... it is time to stop.

Unfortunately for me and my wife, we get anxiety just thinking about meth and how long we will be up and the people we will have to put up with and the horrible moods we will be in for the next 2 weeks and that we will most probably end up with some type of virus from going out and mixing with the masses... anything I missed?

I forgot to mention the total lack of interest in food... And I think food and good drink are 2 of the pleasures we should enjoy on this earth.

Yep, bad times have outweighed the good.
 
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