steewith2ees
Bluelight Crew
PS4 has just died. To lose one machine in a week is difficult to deal witth but now with no playstation as well...
I know everybody on here is sick of my pathetic self pity, but with my birthday this weekend and not one single friend to share it with I am not apologising for venting my depressing position.
I suppose this is the karma I deserve for being the wrong kind of addict so I will be sending some back around as with nothing to even occupy myself with I will be stocking up on some fresh rigs and a ton of geear, something I had managed to get out of the habit of since Christmas.
I do not want to die but if I dont wake up after my sesh I do not think it would be the worst thing that could happen. I no longer serve any purpose as a human and am just a parasite after sucking 4 years worth of methadone and benefits after giving up work in order to seek 'treatment' for my dependancy.
I know everybody on here is sick of my pathetic self pity, but with my birthday this weekend and not one single friend to share it with I am not apologising for venting my depressing position.
I suppose this is the karma I deserve for being the wrong kind of addict so I will be sending some back around as with nothing to even occupy myself with I will be stocking up on some fresh rigs and a ton of geear, something I had managed to get out of the habit of since Christmas.
I do not want to die but if I dont wake up after my sesh I do not think it would be the worst thing that could happen. I no longer serve any purpose as a human and am just a parasite after sucking 4 years worth of methadone and benefits after giving up work in order to seek 'treatment' for my dependancy.