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The ANGRY thread v3

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Sadie said:
It do my lovely mz Snollz but only if you have a pretty clean area where it was dropped. You're gonna pick up everything!!! I found this worked in a stim related spillage incident. Worked rather well for me =D That is if you don't mind the odd fluff n stuff that comes with hoovering. :!

Damn, sounds like a nightmare with your mate! I know jobs are getting a bit easier to come by than they were a few years ago but still, you should treat any opportunity like gold. No offense but said mate that you tried to help out sounds like a true dick! It's one thing to fuck up on a job that you got on your own but ALWAYS, do your very best when you've gotten that job because of a mate. You're only letting them and yourself down if you don't. What a shame. Feel for ya hunnie, i've been there.
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Ah no offence taken, he is a dick I've just somehow taken far far longer than literally everyone else to realise it! He has his issues too but I've tried for ages to help him out and eh.

Also did not consider hoovering for stim-related spills, really really wish I'd thought of it when I was big on speed, god the amount we used to lose. And the dreaded sorting of the weed crumbs from beard (i hope) hair that always ended up in my mate's carpet. Urghgh
 
snolly said:
Ah no offence taken, he is a dick I've just somehow taken far far longer than literally everyone else to realise it! He has his issues too but I've tried for ages to help him out and eh.

Also did not consider hoovering for stim-related spills, really really wish I'd thought of it when I was big on speed, god the amount we used to lose. And the dreaded sorting of the weed crumbs from beard (i hope) hair that always ended up in my mate's carpet. Urghgh
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Yeah, sometimes it takes a while to realise someone really isn't worth your time. They tend to suck up all your energy giving you nothing back.


OMG HAHAHAHAHA I do hope those were beard hairs!!! Sorry hunnie, so damn funny!!!
 
Aye, I've been far too nice for too long and the twunt literally just got caught drinking sooooo that's me done!

I really hope they were beard hairs, I mean...yeah ew pube and floor weed joint, no ta.
 
Right got me cafe latte lets resume this vent. Well ye all know how my key worker was putting my script down to 4 mg instead of 6 today, RIGHT?! WELL SHE FUCKING HASNT AND IM DAMN FUMING N EXTREMELY UPSET! I said to her " i psyched myself up for this. She'd arranged for me to see the doctor tomorrow n in this instant that part is my fault as i forgot n the council are comibg to fix the doir. I cant cancel with them because its taken 3 weeks for that appointment n i need the door fixed.

Anyway my other key worker never needed me to see the doctor to reduce my script. She just did it n he was happy for this.

She told me that today my script would be for 4 mg. I feel like they are keeping me on this trash n not helping me get off it. I made the biggest mistake going there I feel like I'm never going to be able to get off suboxone. My Mam has said all along they're just trying to keep me on it. AND IVE GOT TO VISIT HER IN A FORTNIGHT INSTEAD OF MY USUAL 4-WEEKLY.

I've the script here n I just feel like tearing it up, stopping dead n not going back there ever.

Can i get in trouble if I stop going to this addiction place? I don't even like an addict anyway. Others deserve it more. And where do people get off messing with people's lives like this.

I dont know what to do :( feel trapped n really could do with some help, advice whatever.

What would i face coming off?

Evey
 
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To jump off 4 mg Evey is by no means Impossible, however you are going to feel rough, cold/hot sweats, aching, lethargic etc, the usual opiate/oid withdrawals. If you had no responsibilities and you could lay about sweating it out with enough determination you could do it.

You've your daughter to think about though and you will probably find it all to much coping being a mom and sickness. My advice would be to speak to your drug worker about a Lofexidine detox if you want to get out now. Between that and some other remedies for upset stomachs etc you stand a better chance. Lofexidine does effect blood pressure a bit, it didn't effect me so much when I tried it but some people can suffer significantly low blood pressure..

In a nut shell, speak to your worker and be firm with them, they have to at least consider your wishes and at least give you a valid reason why they think their way is the right way for you. It's your body, your life, take some control back.. :)
 
Thanks. Im not so much angry more frustrated. If I just stop going to my key worker can i get in trouble for it? I'm done. It's all bullshit (i hate that term usually) but c'mon there's fuck all wrong with me n someone else who is a proper addict n real problems can take my space. I've never felt right since my old key worker left, never felt I could get trust.

Also the fact she brought up that many of her friends used speed to clean their house, was unprofessional. It gave me ideas I shouldn't have had n caused a few arguments. Surely a key worker should not be telling clients about drug use saying things like "my mates used speed to clean their houses, as they had to be immaculate."

I was just gutted because I thought my script was being reduced today, told everyone in my recovery group n they were all very pleased for me n encouraging. Now goodness knows what they're going to say. I can't say to them I'm thinking of ditching my DSP n using my supply of subs to self taper.

The other thing was my key worker was going to put me on subutex because you can go under 2 mg with that. And I was really looking fwd to bloody well trying this route. My key worker seems to forget what she says / suggests every 4-weekly which does f*** me me. Ugh! The sooner I'm free of this the better.

Evey
 
Fucking FUMING!!!!!

So theres me digging the garden n there's lots of glass everywhere on the place I'm digging. My child could have hurt herself on that n if she had n I'd found out who it was they'd have a piece of my mind. What dickhead (I don't like that word but most appropiate throws a glass object into a garden where a child lives? Obviously someone with nothing between the ears n a right selfish attitude.

Fucksake where's people's bastard common sense???????

Also can someone PLEASE update the index as the Angry thread there is old. There's no point in us having an index if it's not updated.

And the SE doesn't word. I typed in "The Angry Thread" n had to wait UNTIL PAGE TWO to get to this thread.

Evey
 
Eveyvibe said:
Also can someone PLEASE update the index as the Angry thread there is old. There's no point in us having an index if it's not updated.

And the SE doesn't word. I typed in "The Angry Thread" n had to wait UNTIL PAGE TWO to get to this thread.
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But you somehow managed to find the right one, just like a normal person.

Limit your search to EADD, search by thread title, search for "Angry".

The search engine works fine. Stop bossing about the mods like they're your servants, and greetin' about the software, which works perfectly well.
 
Ummm I am a normal person????

Im not bossing anyone around. How about you stop talking to me like shit eh. Who the hell do you think you are felix? Just because you were an admin once you think you have the right to talk down to me n others. Ive as much right to vent so GET OFF MY CASE.

Better still ill put you on ignore n have done. Fed up of this.

PS it was KNOCK who mentioned the index being edited (see front page of index thread) n i just brought it to their attention - it is NOT bossing them around. I was doing what KNOCK ASKED PEOPLE TO DO!!!!!

Evey
 
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Evey have you put my hubby on ignore?

That's the best LOL I've had all day - thanks :D
 
Eveyvibe said:
Just because you were an admin once you think you have the right to talk down to me n others. Ive as much right to vent so GET OFF MY CASE.
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You don't have ANY right to vent at the handful of people who moderate this site as volunteers, in their free time, for fuck all, as if you're ENTITLED to be led around by the hand because you don't have the fucking patience or wherewithal to learn how to use a simple search engine.

I'm not talking down to you; I'm just calling you out on your childish bullshit.
 
Eveyvibe said:
Ummm I am a normal person????

Im not bossing anyone around. How about you stop talking to me like shit eh. Who the hell do you think you are felix? Just because you were an admin once you think you have the right to talk down to me n others. Ive as much right to vent so GET OFF MY CASE.

Better still ill put you on ignore n have done. Fed up of this.

PS it was KNOCK who mentioned the index being edited (see front page of index thread) n i just brought it to their attention - it is NOT bossing them around. I was doing what KNOCK ASKED PEOPLE TO DO!!!!!

Evey
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Felix is a nice guy.

and to think you posted recently asking people to give their honest opinion about you Evey.

Well, there's your answer.

I don't know if it's the coke comedown that's making me feel depressed, or its reading yet another one of your surly, sarcastic, self centred replies.

It's all very genuinely upsetting. (Probably the comedown though. Kate - I need a hug!!)
 
Eveyvibe said:
And the SE doesn't word. I typed in "The Angry Thread" n had to wait UNTIL PAGE TWO to get to this thread.
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i just searched for "angry" in eadd, titles only and this thread is the first result.

please stop saying the search doesn't work and learn how to use it properly.

alasdair
 
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