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The ANGRY thread v2

The tube was stolen i had hidden the methadone but not to worry about the stolen tube . I found a roll of foil in a tower block the other day which was left there by the tube thief so i got back a whole lot more foil than i had to start with.
On family newz im really qiote delighted by the power i wield over
My sister. I really really sicken her! Im so slow. I should have worked it out years ago that she will neverever back me up! Really quite hilarious if i wasgoing to go into specific details.
It gives me more strength knowing i have to deal with shit on my own which i have been doing.
My lad knows things have changed round here. He he he wS working yday and i was txtin to see what he wanted doing before he got back.
He let me know and i td him not to worry all would be done by the fairy of forgiveness while he was out.
He was confused till i explained.
Im not too angry at the mo.
I was angry about getting laid off work too. The boss asked another person to eork the month of june with no pa!
I see where my wages are going theyre going to the new leader. Good luck to them.
Ive even got little pieces of replacement work to keep me going.
As raas would say trust in the lord god almighty and good will cime your way.
 
I just acted in a complete and utter cuntish way to someone close and I'm so fucking angry at myself after being so fucking angry at them.

It was more of a survival response and due to long running frustration but I'm still an utter cunt for doing it.

Fuck. I truly apologise
 
Marmalade said:
I just acted in a complete and utter cuntish way to someone close and I'm so fucking angry at myself after being so fucking angry at them.

It was more of a survival response and due to long running frustration but I'm still an utter cunt for doing it.

Fuck. I truly apologise
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I'm probably the last person you'd want to hear from but we've all done that from time to time. I was nasty to raas a week or so ago and felt as guilty as hell. Just apologise to the person. If you're close and truly care - they'll forgive you. If they don't straight away - they may be angry so just give them time to calm down and I'm sure it'll all be ok.

Evey
 
Yeah, I already apologised. Theyre in a bad way tho atm. I know it'll pass but it was still uber fucked of me considering their current mindframe.
 
Guilty of doing that myself... getting pissed off at myself for being pissed off... a cycle of frustrated pissed off-ness
 
Marmalade said:
Yeah, I already apologised. Theyre in a bad way tho atm. I know it'll pass but it was still uber fucked of me considering their current mindframe.
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We all do it, me than most. I've totally ripped into people in the past, just for being nice to me because I thought they were taken the piss, didn't think they truly meant it so ripped into them to stop getting hurt - but ended up getting hurt by hurting them anyway. The fact is you regret it, didn't mean what you said n when they've had time to come round, I'm sure they'll talk to you and all will be ok... The best friendships have fall outs nothing is perfect in this world.

Evey
 
There's this fucking cunt of a pathetic immature loser to whom I want nothing more than bash her head in, which fyi, would be more than entirely justified considering what she's done to my fiancé and me, but I can't, because for some fucking reason my fiancé's family would put the blame on me even though that bitch tried to ruin our relationship by deciding she had a fucking right to tell all of my fiancé's family about my ex-heroin addiction
i'm absolutely fuming. i'm not a violent person but i've never wanted to bash someone's head in so bad.
 
That is a bit of a cunts truck. Hopefully his family are understanding and it doesn't really affect your relationship with them. If that is the case then chill, now it's out in the open she has no ammunition left to try and derail your relationship.
 
For fuck's sake! :!

Arrived home to fuck all mail AGAIN. Except a letter from the bank.

Was expecting one parcel, which to be fair was only despatched yesterday. But I also spent £180 elsewhere, and have nothing to show for it except three fucking weeks of waiting in vain. So put the two together and... yes, I'm fucked off.

I'm sure the three-week wait is an honest mistake and not some kind of scam, but in this kinda frame of mind you start to wonder. Trouble is, there's no way of proving things either way, and I've received a subsequent parcel from the same (ebay) vendor, albeit a smaller order.

Really hope I'm not back in this thread tomorrow. I'm off for a spliff and to bang my head against a wall.
 
Same situation here sam, shite aint it.

That is indeed a right piss take Summer x
 
Yeah, will still pay it but not pleased. Will get some less good stuff when I go up to birmingham next week as well probably so I don't end up running out again. If only I had some more reliable dealers lol.
 
Soucing, huh? ;)

Look at it this way: at least you're paying £120 for a gram of SOMETHING. I appear to have paid £180 for FUCK ALL. Unless you count three weeks of disappointment.

Be happy. :)
 
Someone needs to get a teleporter invented. teleport me some speed thankyou please
 
Sammy G said:
Look at it this way: at least you're paying £120 for a gram of SOMETHING. I appear to have paid £180 for FUCK ALL. Unless you count three weeks of disappointment.
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Yeah, well once I get it I doubt I'll give a shit how much it cost anyway. He's going to do me 3.5 for £350 apparently, bargain 8) At least I always get to try a decent amount first. Gutted about that £180, the only time I've ever completely lost money on drugs was when I paid £40 for a gram of MDMA which did turn up... but what happened was basically one of my fucktard flatmates answered the door to the postman and apparently didn't recognise my name (:sus:) so it got sent back to the central depo place and destroyed or something. Nice one.
 
Fuming....

So I goes to do a drug test for MrsMist to prove that iúm clean. Im confident, im happy.... Things are looking up...


FAILED.... WTF.....:!

For the life of me I cant think of any reason why its positive. MrsMist is fuming..

So I thinks about it, what have I took to give a false positive??? :?

Poxy OTC sleeping aids is all ive took apart from benzos, Diphenhydramide :sus: Hydrochloride you son of a bitch, not only do you fail to give me some sleep but you also fail drug tests for me.. so so :!

My own stupid fault for not checking, it really was an honest mistake, however in the eyes of my girlfriend its some elaborate plan to get around the tests..

Bollocks :( Just when I think things are looking something hits me square in the face.. :! :! :! :! :( :! :!:!:!
 
I'm angry that I no longer have a fuck buddy or a snuggle buddy. Life is shit when you have no one to spoon with!
 
ScotchMist said:
Bollocks :( Just when I think things are looking something hits me square in the face.. :! :! :! :! :( :! :!:!:!
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Aw, fucking hell. :(

Why test for diphenhydramine at all? That's just guaranteeing that a good percentage of otherwise non-druggie insomniacs / hayfever sufferers would fail. Seems insane.

Commiserations. Don't know what to say beyond that, but hope things work out somehow.

JeneK said:
I'm angry that I no longer have a fuck buddy or a snuggle buddy. Life is shit when you have no one to spoon with!
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Can be shitty, but at the same time you have more space in bed, nobody farting on you, you can eat breakfast without worrying about etiquette and don't have to deal with the inevitable emotional weirdness that accompanies the entire 'fuck buddy' arrangement. Which, whatever people say, nearly ALWAYS ends up becoming a problem.

If you're truly desperate, meet me on Withington Green at 9:30 this evening. I'll be the one who looks like a thirtysomething Ramone.
 
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^^^ in the twenty something t-shirt ;)

I'll be doing another test today no doubt so things should be ok.. I couldn't believe it, sitting there all smug and then she said I failed, get the fuck out...!

No amount of protesting is going to convince her otherwise, cant say I blame her tbh, tis frustrating when I really am trying to get my shit together. That'll teach me, taking silly otc drugs in desperation, stick to real drugs now.

Those sleeping aids are the only thing ive taken that could of thrown up a false positive..! Unbelievable....:!
 
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