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The ANGRY thread v2

angry that I just lost my last £110 down the casino. I should have another £60 from a mate that I'm owed tomorrow but it fucking does my head in making these stupid decisions again and again. I'm gonna ban myself from the casinos in Portsmouth for 6 Months minimum now.
 
It wasn't chance games that I lost the money at unfortunately, it was just terrible poker play, I was outplayed on the cash tables, didn't bet when I should have because I was scared and folded when I shouldn't have for the same reason. Fucked up basically.
 
Get yourself banned asap mate cos if you end up on JSA you won't be able to afford to lose 2 weeks money in the space of one evening.
 
Fucking angry at myself, for my obviously spiraling opiate problem, still easily manageable but i have no self fucking control, give it 6 months and if i dont fix up everything i've worked really hard for will be fucked. Made myself a promise this morning and broke it this evening, fucking stupid. Plus i've been snappy to them around me today which i feel shit for, and alot of people are driving me insane, myself at the top of the list. fuck em all and fuck you all

Love, CK :)

Mugz get yourself banned from them casinos, ask them to do it, or get ya dad to get them to ban you for fucks sale! you'l never win anything and anything you do win will go straight back in there, dont kid yourself mate, i did online a while back and lost all my savings at the time
 
I've lost my Fukin NECTAR CARD:X

It's got 400+ point's on it i missed out on another 350 today as well:X

When i asked for a new one i was given a premium 0844 phone no. they were shit at customer services,

Anyone rekon if i can sort it online ?

i hope so . I'm loosing points every day, n points is means handy money when your poor.
 
Mugz said:
think I lost my etiz again, I hope I haven't I'll look in the places I looked yesterday.
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you n your fukin etiz 8)
I rekon you should be on a script if you are going to take benzos mate I wouldn't say that to many people either but with you it would be better if you had a stable script of proper drugs rather than taking eyeball doses off ETIZ powder.

All you do is loose the stuff then worry about it it seems mate .
Your lucky you don't have to worry about real shit like a lost nectar card .;)
 
Think he wouldnt just use massively on top of the script?

A few years back when i had shitloads of benzos one night i had a big loose bag and just hid them everywhere in my room, literally everywhere. Then a year on whenever i was lost wondering where id put my vallies if i was running out id find some hidden somewhere from that night and completely forgotton about. T'was brilliant, kept me from withdrawing many a time

Mugz why dya need the etiz right now? It hasnt run away mate, just relax and you'l subconciously reach for a place where you stash drugs and lo and behold! itl be there
 
ColourfulKronos said:
Think he would just use massively on top of the script?

A few years back when i had shitloads of benzos one night i had a big loose bag and just hid them everywhere in my room, literally everywhere. Then a year on whenever i was lost wondering where id put my vallies if i was running out id find some hidden somewhere from that night and completely forgotton about. T'was brilliant, kept me from withdrawing many a time
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Yeah well it woul;d be a waste of time then he would have to flush that shit mos def.
 
found the etiz, my first phonecall with the doctor where I mentioned I'd been self medicating with midazolam he didn't write me a script for it, says they dont do that, but I've yet to meet him face to face and am making an appointment for friday so hopefully I'll get some luck getting a tapering script, or some loraz for anxiety, I could even take in a few strips of midaz to be destroyed as an act of faith.
 
brimz said:
Yeah well it woul;d be a waste of time then he would have to flush that shit mos def.
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I did that with best intentions a few years back, flushed my stash of benzos and got put on a 40mg reducing 2mg a week then 1mg a week script, stayed strong for a few weeks then my willpower broke and i ended up buying a load more. Luckily i had a fantastic gp who i could actually be honest with, tell her i'd done this and to stop the script and it was never held against me (yet)

Mugz said:
found the etiz
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lol
 
Mugz said:
found the etiz, my first phonecall with the doctor where I mentioned I'd been self medicating with midazolam he didn't write me a script for it, says they dont do that, but I've yet to meet him face to face and am making an appointment for friday so hopefully I'll get some luck getting a tapering script, or some loraz for anxiety, I could even take in a few strips of midaz to be destroyed as an act of faith.
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I seriously think you should do that . Maybe go to a different doctor at the surgery try & go to the oldest one i would say cos they are more comfortable about signing benzos scripts cos they been doing it for years when it was standard practice.

It would be much more stable for you Mart than taking midaz n p[owder etiz/phenaz . It seems that you have decided that you need benzos so it would be far better if you had a stable script no ?

Harm Reduction i believe
 
I get angry at bleeding heart liberals that have been trained to be politically correct because it stops them being able to say what they really think without wondering if it would offend someone first.
 
brimz said:
I seriously think you should do that . Maybe go to a different doctor at the surgery try & go to the oldest one i would say cos they are more comfortable about signing benzos scripts cos they been doing it for years when it was standard practice.

It would be much more stable for you Mart than taking midaz n p[owder etiz/phenaz . It seems that you have decided that you need benzos so it would be far better if you had a stable script no ?

Harm Reduction i believe
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I agree, at my new surgery doctors appointment are only made on same day so am gonna make an appointment this week to try and get prescribed benzos and another months sick note.
 
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