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Bluelighter
I'm pissed off that in the past when I stopped taking heroin I could enjoy replacing it with beer.
But now I've stopped taking it since August 31st & I'm determined I will never go back to using heroin again.
What is pissing me off though is that I just cannot get any real pleasure from drinking beer and generally I've had enough to drink after about 2 cans.
I never thought that I would turn into a lightweight.
This has happened to me, I've been unable to get through more than a large bottle of beer the last few nights, and struggled to drink half a bottle of wine the several nights before that. I'm not enjoying the effects, I'm not enjoying the liquid in my gut and I'm not enjoying the taste.
MXE doesn't work on me. 3-MeO-PCP doesn't work very well either. AH7921 works but it's not very euphoric. I can't be bothered with stims just now, I need my sleep. Poppy tea makes me boke. Kratom makes me gag. I could trip but I just don't feel like it.
Kratom is actually the only thing I have whose negative effects I can be bothered dealing with to get the good, but it involves going to Asda for yoghurt and it's too cold so I can't be bothered
