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The ANGRY thread v2

However, I have not heard from ANY friends to wish me OKAY today. This court hearing could see me homeless. Like the last court hearings, I've done all the leg work on my own, dealt with the blows on my own. Getting too used to it.
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It's pretty bad that none of them have gotten in touch but I read something once that I always remember and it was that most people have enough of their own problems and worries that they don't have time to think of other peoples, it's not anything against you, they're not being bad friends they just have their own shit going on that they need to focus on. You shouldn't worry about it and just deal with your own stuff.
 
^ You're DEAD right spade :) Spot on words. I sometimes just get so tied down with my own stuff that now and then it'd be nice to just get a message from someone saying 'Oh you have court today , it'll be okay.'

But, I do maybe expect a lot from people, however, I have loads of stuff going on, but today I've remembered to get up early to make sure another mate got UP for magistrates court incase he missed it as he has no electricity for an alarm clock just now and he's, managed to get to a different court to be there for another mate who's boyfriend was being sentenced today. I've also managed to fit in making an appointment to see my lawyer to sort out a pretty serious mess that i'm in. So, maybe I don't expect to much, as I'm still there for other people.....

I agree with what you said though!
 
^ I texted you yesterday! Do I not have the right number? That would explain why I couldn't get hold of you the other night :| Shoot me a PM <3

Angry at O2 today for being such dicks about my stolen phone and subsequent huge bill. Yes, I know I fucked up. No, I've not been thinking properly. No, I don't want to explain why all over again, you already know, just fuck off please :! if it wasn't so much money and I wasn't so broke I would probably just leave it, this is horrible.
 
Idiots, it would surely be sensible for them to have something in place that triggers suspicious useage, like when there's a large spending spree on a card, and the bank will call you just to make sure it is actually you doing the transaction. That would make sense.

I'll PM you my proper number, you mustn't have transferred it over from your other phone when all the hassle with it was happening, I can't believe they can't be more accommodating about it and help you out!!
 
^ yeah i'm missing so many numbers.. thank you :)

whole phone affair is driving me mad :! off out for a bit. do pm me! <3
 
TheSpade said:
It's pretty bad that none of them have gotten in touch but I read something once that I always remember and it was that most people have enough of their own problems and worries that they don't have time to think of other peoples, it's not anything against you, they're not being bad friends they just have their own shit going on that they need to focus on. You shouldn't worry about it and just deal with your own stuff.
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Spade has spoken some wise words here I reckon Cherry. Cognitively its healthier to assume ( if you must) that people havn't rung or whatever because theyve got stuff on.. not because they dont like you or value you. Otherwise you could wire your brain up to victim mode and then all thoughts and feelings of rejection or abandonment are going to continually bring you right down.

Think about it. Any assumptions you are making are in your own mind and you could be building a monster.

Take back your power sugar xxx;)xxx

There are clearly plenty of people who care about you here Cherry.
 
Think about it. Any assumptions you are making are in your own mind and you could be building a monster.
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Yeah, you've guessed it. I'm a proper one for being paranoid and doing other people's thinking for them, assuming that everyone hates me. It gets me nowhere.

He has, i'm impressed with his words. They reminded me of a few things I'm guilty of forgetting about too much.

Still though, I managed to be there for my mates today. Just call me superwoman, or as it really is, typical head burying behavior! Help other people, forget about my own shit that is hitting the fan, then I go crazy when my own shit is then ten times worse as I've then got to deal with it on my own! Circles 8(
 
So all that pain could be nothing but a fucking illusion.

Hindus call it 'maya'.

I assume too much about other people as well cherry. I've made a conscious decision lately to really stop doing it.

That bitch maya's going down!
 
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Angry that I've been sick for the past 3 days when I had plans and it's ruined them. Blocked up, coughing, spewed yesterday, was shivering, hot and cold sweats, no energy, the shits. Just don't feel right at all. It comes and goes, I felt shit earlier so cancelled my plans then felt alright a bit later and probably could have went out. GRRRR!

I hope by tomorrow I'm OK as I've less than 3 weeks less in the kingdom and I need to be making the most of it.
 
I had Dengue Fever when I was in Thailand. I cant remember if I got a cough with it though. Definitely fever, vomiting, diarrhoea and pitifully weak. I can remember finding it impossible to eat even after about 5 days of eating nothing as well.

Its caused by a mosquito bite.

I'm sure if you go to a pharmacist they'll rub their hands together with glee and try to sell a shops worth of stuff but I think, from memory its generally something that just gets better in time.

Hope you get better soon.

Edit.. You might want to get someone to listen to your chest if the cough carrys on just in case youve got a chest infection and need anti-biotics. Untreated bronchitus can make you feel weak too and you might have a combination of things.
 
My dad & my grandad were both emergency airlifted out of Africa (40 years apart) with malaria. In my dads case it turned into encephalitis and he was eventually sent home from the Liverpool Hospital of tropical Medicine basically to die. My mum nursed him back to health to everyones amazement. The coming & going of flu like symptoms is a classic symptom.
 
I found out how much it costs for Malaria vaccinations the other day, 70 quid or so? My mate was having a twist about it as she's going to some far far away place to restore some stained glass on a listed building, she calmed down when I pointed out that the company she's working for can probably reimburse her.

Maybe Cheryl Cole was just too tight to shell out for them.

I've actually not been angry once today, makes a change! It's because i've been paid for the first time in over 4 weeks! Try me tomorrow when I'm skint again and pissed off that i've rinsed through my money too fast ;)
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
I had Dengue Fever when I was in Thailand. I cant remember if I got a cough with it though. Definitely fever, vomiting, diarrhoea and pitifully weak. I can remember finding it impossible to eat even after about 5 days of eating nothing as well.

Its caused by a mosquito bite.

I'm sure if you go to a pharmacist they'll rub their hands together with glee and try to sell a shops worth of stuff but I think, from memory its generally something that just gets better in time.

Hope you get better soon.

Edit.. You might want to get someone to listen to your chest if the cough carrys on just in case youve got a chest infection and need anti-biotics. Untreated bronchitus can make you feel weak too and you might have a combination of things.
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I'm not quite that sick, I can eat (and drink beer) and have been out and about no problem. I feel OK today just a lingering cough but the aircon does that to me anyway. Going to a Thai pharmacy with even a dose of the shits ends up costing you a fortune as they love to sell you everything and anything, last time I ended up with 3 different drugs. One I later found out was a very strong antibiotic that was used for serious intestine issues and only as a last resort when all over antibiotics had failed, banned in most countries and the most horrendous of side effects. I only wanted some immodium. I'm avoiding the pharmacies if need be, unless it's to buy valium. ;)

It could be dengue fever or malaria but it's probably not. Not likely in Bangkok though could have picked it up in Cambodia a couple of weeks back not sure how long it takes to kick in.

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I found out how much it costs for Malaria vaccinations the other day, 70 quid or so? My mate was having a twist about it as she's going to some far far away place to restore some stained glass on a listed building, she calmed down when I pointed out that the company she's working for can probably reimburse her.

Maybe Cheryl Cole was just too tight to shell out for them.

I've actually not been angry once today, makes a change! It's because i've been paid for the first time in over 4 weeks! Try me tomorrow when I'm skint again and pissed off that i've rinsed through my money too fast ;)
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Yeah it's expensive and the side effects are horrible. Some doctors will advise you off the record that they wouldn't take them personally because the side effects aren't worth it. I've taken them a few years ago when I came to this part of the world and they had me hallucinating and other nasty things. You're also not supposed to be exposed to sun when taking them...difficult in this part of the world for most people.
 
You cunts have totally got me thinking I have malaria now, I felt fine earlier until I came on here and then I went and looked up the symptoms and I've got every fucking one of them. It just seems so unlikely because mozzies don't really bite me and Bangkok is not a hotspot so it would have had to have been in Cambodia 2 weeks ago. Thing is all the symptoms of malaria are the symptoms of normal flu / fevers too so I hope I'm just being para. Bastards! :sus:
 
I wouldn't be so sure, symptoms have a habit of recurring for about 1000 different tropical diseases and whatnot.

You might not have malaria.
 
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