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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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Oh deffo Cherry. There are those who use drugs just as many use booze. A good time at the weekend. A nice way to unwind in the evening etc etc.

Then there are those who "need" it.


Some do it for fun. Some do it to fill a void or try to forget. Many an alcoholic will tell you the same. To me there is no difference. They're both drugs. Its the reasons behind why you consume them that seems to make the difference.
 
Personally if you don't have fun with using a drug I don't see a point in using it unless it's for medical reasons. If it's not fun there is no point.
None of this shaman bullshit btw please, acid makes rainbows not prophecies.
 
wtf smackcraft

**Let's just let him do what he wants to do and wish him well ay?**
 
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Meh, Just learn to sit back and enjoy watching people make asses of themselves. Goodness knows I've been providing such entertainment for many years.
 
Mugz said:
The drugs are rarely the problem though mate, it is other peoples reactions to them and also the secret use which leads to a breakdown of trust and communication that is the problem. If everyone was comfortable enough to be open and honest about their drug use then there wouldn't be so much misery.



erm, just because you stop taking drugs, doesn't mean you have to leave the site mate. Spade "claims" to not take drugs anymore (booze and benzos, cough cough) but is still hanging around like a bad smell ;)
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Thanks for the advice guys, we had a long chat and worked through alot of things :) in fact it was a blessing in disguise, i would have ended up being a benzohead in secret and never be horny etc and that would anger her so we've decided honesty is the NEW AND ONLY policy, i came clean about how many ive takem where i got them,why i got them and what we're going to do about it, and i feel closer to her then ever now because i can finally be honest :)
she stated she DOES NOT mind me using just doesnt like it when i lie and sneak and use behind her back,completely understandable,
So we've agreed to get rid of the bulk of the benzos and keep enough so i have comedown tools etc and she gave me my hash and ket back which was so lovely of her,which wont be touched till the weekend :)

i think this experience has made us a closer couple, i wholeheartedly love her and hate myself for what ive put her through with lying etc, so clean slate, and this time things will be good :)

and she doesnt mind me doing a trip and a bit of k at the w/end so all in all im feeling alot happier and i hope she is reading this because i do love and respect you and want to make this work :)


whoa essay post sorry guys n gals :)
 
Great to hear you have worked things out mate :) Really happy for you

I'm angry at my sister again for trivialising things from my childhood that contributed a bit to my depression, she thinks that the thing was insignificant and humorous and was basically laughing at me, and physically laughing.

I got a bit mad at her and said I don't make fun of the things that have upset her in the past and she got all defensive claiming and started doing her usual manipulative sister thing, saying "Am I not allowed to be happy" because she was laughing, rather than focusing on the thing that upset me. :X Hate her sometimes.

She really needs to grow up. She is on the mend now and I hope that when she is well again more people will stand up to her and she will grow up and realise that her behaviour is unacceptable, people have been letting her off her whole life, first because she was just a kd really, then for the last 5 years or so she has always been pretty ill so people let it go.

Since she has been here since December last year she has managed to push two family members away, one of my aunts and my grandma, which upsets me and angers me too. She just doesn't seem to understand that her behaviour is really not acceptable, she expects everyone to follow her rules and can give it out but can't take anything.
 
sounds alot like my sister mate, my sisters in uni and has basically robbed my mum of all her money since she was meant to pay bills but bought 'other things' that werent mentioned so im guessing alot of booze and clothes knowing her, so she is having housing trouble and billing issues which i couldnt give two fucks about as it also turns out she is the one that stole my weed last night, she wont admit it but she got defensive and aggressive when i asked and i know when she is stoned better than my mum and dad do, i didnt get angry, i just made sure she knew that this would not be the last she heard of it, it wont be, i just like to wait and see how things go for her before i get vengance, i dont want to ruin my sister and cause her more 'distress' than she is already in, i just want her to learn that her behavior at the moment towards my parents and my belongings isnt on! but i cant see that happening until something really bad happens :\
 
Haha I know that feeling well BCF!

Oof still not replied to pm, sorry..
 
I'm angry at myself for not going to the chemist to get my supervised script today because I was too fucked on crack, not eating properly for two days and then going out for a drink with, breaking up a fight and smoking more crack with a crackhead mate who lead me astray in ways I shouldn't have let happen.

Don't do crack is the lesson that I never ever learn.
 
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sorry luv as i said i didn't read the previous posts , jus look after tourself yeah:)
i'll read the other posts get an idea of whats goin on
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Brimz
 
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^ mine have gone..

See you tomorrow CCF!

Today I am angry cos I left my bag on a bus last week, went to collect it and the fuckin' lost property shuts stupidly early! Could have told me that when I rang.. Grr. At least it's there though :) so not so mad afterall I guess! Silver linings and all.. ;)
 
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