thanks guys,
im feeling like shit, i spoke to her and she has nothing to say apart from we will talk about it later
Dunno what that will entail but hopefully it will be ok, i mean the reason she hates me using benzos is cuz when we first met i made a huge tit outta myself on em with booze, and she knows i do drugs, she is fine with that, what has pissed her off is the fact that ive been ill and i secretly ate lucy then when passed out she found my stash of various things, benzos of most kinds,hash,k, etc
i dont know how to approach it, i sorta want my drugs back too but not at the risk of losing her


i duno what to do, im guna let her calm down and see what the reaction is like when i get back later
hoping its not a case of packing up
she isnt anti drug, just she asked me not to do anything this weekend cuz im ill and was needed in work for mon,tues n weds although i am still sick as a dog and docs isnt till the 16th
What would you do?
all i want to do is crawl into bed and not see the world for a few days
