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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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MillhouseFarted said:
Got the bank coming TO ME to sign the final papers for buying the 2 up and 2 down.

Means I have to be there (at the house) at 8.30am however.
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Fuck me, this post should not go under the radar. You mean you have the power to buy a house? If this is a first purchase, then this should be in the papers!

A rarity indeed. Good luck :)

Negative what?
 
idiots who say something is "deffo right" (when they know it isnt, its just coz they prefer you to be wrong), and the other idiot who agrees with 1st idiot for (for the same reason)

and idiots who dont have their own mind, but seem to have done well in life for it...... ah well, i know all the tricks now!!
 
my weed has disappeared. my boyfriend has twice this year stolen drugs from me and denied it, then admitted it AFTER i accused someone else i really got on with and now don't speak to/i started thinking i was truly cracking up due to the random disappearence of drugs. what the fuck am i supposed to think? i was totally wrecked last night and literally couldn't move from my bed so why isn't it within reacing distance of there?

edit- oh and now its my fault because after last time i swore i would lock all my drugs away, and didn't in the end cos its too much hassle. not that he's admitting to taking it.
 
Boyfriend thieves from you - get him to fuck. It's not really my place to tell you what to do with your relationship but I wouldn't let anyone steal from me even once without telling them to fuck off & never attempt to speak to me again, especially not someone that you're supposed to be able to properly trust.

Edit - Unless you're literally talking about him stealing a bit for 2 joints or something, in which case I'd have done the same :)
 
the total value of said drugs was about 15 quid, its not really worth throwing away 9 years. over. its more that i can even vaguely suspect him that makes me angry, and that i'm so absent minded. i lose things a lot more frequently than other people as i just put them down anywhere without realising as soon as i've finished using them. still v frustrating though means i've totally fucked my rationing this week.
 
chinup said:
my weed has disappeared. my boyfriend has twice this year stolen drugs from me and denied it, then admitted it AFTER i accused someone else i really got on with and now don't speak to/i started thinking i was truly cracking up due to the random disappearence of drugs. what the fuck am i supposed to think? i was totally wrecked last night and literally couldn't move from my bed so why isn't it within reacing distance of there?

edit- oh and now its my fault because after last time i swore i would lock all my drugs away, and didn't in the end cos its too much hassle. not that he's admitting to taking it.
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If he's stolen it I could always kick fuck out of hm. I've met him and I'd fancy my chances in a ruck. ;)

On a more serious note, you may just have lost it. Look around, but if it's not the case then I'm sure you'd have no problem getting rid and doing better.

EDIT: and before anyone starts, I don't mean me, okay?
 
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upset and angry

fell asleep last night after being up the night before on acid etc and the gf found all my stash, including bags of benzos ,some k some acid and hash and wont talk to me, i dunno what to do :(
i think this could be the end for us as i am a sneaky druguser which she hates and now i think ive blown it, havent even bothered searching the flat for them :(

im a state of depression and now gotta get up and go to work and got no fone cred to call the gf to apologise not that she would listen anyway :(

soo yeah i may not be on here much of recent :(

Pm me if you want to chat, im not in a hugely good mood though :(
 
Hope all is well breakcorefiend, if you are a daily user your girlfriend could be a considered wake up call to do the same.
I've been the same, with 'secret' dosing, or 'evening' sessions when no ones around and I got caught and to be honest I felt like a cunt afterward. Is she 100% anti-drug? If not, explain it's for the odd wee session you like to have, explain you aren't doing it to annoy her/affect her but solely because you like a bit of fun once in a while.
It's times like these you have to value either your girlfriend and drugs more. Personally I'd never be one to stop 100% just because a person disliked it, my parents didn't like my drug use and I didn't disown them. But maybe coming to some form of agreement is better, I'm sure she drinks alcohol and can see how you find getting a little dazey and rainbow licky is fun too.
 
I don't think that I could ever be with anyone again who didn't understand about me and my drug use. After having a relationship with someone else who was also a drug user, and who would understand the use it seems like it would never work with someone that is anti drug. Just couldn't do it. There were times even when I was with angelsmoke that I hid some extra drug use when I was doing buperenorphine some evenings and that was bad enough. I can't imagine hiding everything from someone, even if I wasn't using regularly anymore, it's nice to be able to talk to you girlfriend about that sort of stuff.

I know you are obviously upset about her finding out, and it seems like you love her, and you shouldn't have hid everything from her, but I think the problem is deeper than that. If you didn't feel that you could trust her with the knowledge that you use drugs then how can you expect the relationship to last.

I dunno, it could just be me, but I think if you are hiding something like that from the very beginning of a relationship then it is doomed to fail once the other person finds out because they will feel betrayed that they have been lied to for so long.

Will stop rambling now, hope you get it all worked out with her mate.
 
Good luck BCF.

Just let her get over the initial shock (which may mean not making that call immediately) and then maybe talking honestly, openly and calmly will do the trick.

Really hope it works out anyway. :)
 
thanks guys,

im feeling like shit, i spoke to her and she has nothing to say apart from we will talk about it later
Dunno what that will entail but hopefully it will be ok, i mean the reason she hates me using benzos is cuz when we first met i made a huge tit outta myself on em with booze, and she knows i do drugs, she is fine with that, what has pissed her off is the fact that ive been ill and i secretly ate lucy then when passed out she found my stash of various things, benzos of most kinds,hash,k, etc
i dont know how to approach it, i sorta want my drugs back too but not at the risk of losing her :(:(:(

i duno what to do, im guna let her calm down and see what the reaction is like when i get back later :(

hoping its not a case of packing up :(

she isnt anti drug, just she asked me not to do anything this weekend cuz im ill and was needed in work for mon,tues n weds although i am still sick as a dog and docs isnt till the 16th :(

What would you do?

all i want to do is crawl into bed and not see the world for a few days:(
 
the fact that she wants to talk is surely a good sign. sorry you're still ill too, doesn't help with your ability to deal with this appropriately.

and thanks sam and brimz for the support above. i'm not sure who would win, probably depends on who's the most sober at the time.
 
Thanks Chinup

i hope your right, i really dont want to lose her but i also like doing drugs and i Dont want to stop doing them for anyone but me, pressurized stoppage leads back to sneakyness i dont know what to do to be honest, as soon as she calls when she is on lunch i dont know what im going to say :S

i mean i love her, and i love drugs, cant it be both? i mean the first drug i did since xmas was some mandy like a month ago, ive been doing really well and for this little slip up to fuck things up maybe its for the best, who knows :( all i know is im very sad and when a colleague asks if im ok i practically break down :(

fuck knows what to do :(
 
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