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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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Am angry that my phone text message inbox gets full so quickly, got a message waiting to come in as i had a display saying "no room for new messages" then I deleted some old messages and now the new message still hasn't arrived. Was in the middle of a txt conversation, want my message now, don't want to have to send another one back saying "I didn't get your last message"

Stupid old fashioned cheap as fuck phones.
 
GREAT! I have to watch fucking soap operas! Dunno why it's pissing me off tonight but it is. I mean Fucking Holly oaks. I'm not fucking 14 for fucks sake. Think I would just rather go to bed now.

I know it's a crap american sitcom but Holly oaks beating out My name is Earl. WTF. Truth be told I'd rather not watch anything.
 
I mean Fucking Holly oaks.
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:X Angry at the holloyaks dissing is not allowed, lol. It is not meant to be serious, is good to laugh at the bad acting and storylines, plus there are loads of fit girls in it, although that wouldn't really be a winning point for you.

I'm angry my MXE didnt arrive today and I don't have much food in the flat so am probably going to have to go buy another microwave meal then do a proper shop tomorrow.
 
If I can get angry watching River City ( same bad acting premise applies ) Then I can get mad at HollyOaks.

EEErrggh, Sorry about your delivery. Know you were looking forward to it. That sucks.


Nap helped a little. But I woke up really confused. I was wondering why eastenders was on at 7:50 in the morning and why I'd overslept. Been ages since I've been able to fall into that deep a sleep in the evening.
 
Angry at fucking insomnia, I got work tomorrow and am finding life tricky enough as it is without being knackered all the time! Insomnia can definitely fuck off tonight :X
 
:( sorry about that effie :( insomnia is a bitch, you got any sleep aids, try some binaural beats (as much as they have been disliked by a lot of peeps) or even some hypnosis vids, I read that 30 minutes of real trance state in hypnosis can rest your brain as much as 4 hours of sleep does.

Hope you sleeep soon and work isn't too bad without as much as you would have liked (hug)
 
Those binaurual beats and hypnosis things are gash, they don't work.
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They do work if you dont just sit there with them in your ears thinking constantly "this wont work, this wont work, this wont work", have an open mind, unlike this funny hedgehog.

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Aw hedgehog <3

Tried a hypnosis thing on the internet, I actually did feel like I was nodding off, was great, but then I had to turn laptop off and then I couldn't get comfy again and it ruined it :|

Might try again tonight, as a couple of hours sleep clearly isn't enough for me to function in work. Got some temazepams tho so hopefully will get a few good nights this week! Might give hypnosis a try again, not heard of binaural beats.. Thanks for the help mugz :)
 
Every time I attempt to carry a cup of tea up the stairs do I have to spill it? Less benzos (...nah)
 
I know, I've got a pint-sized one! Perfect for festival-drinking, no spilt pints for meee :)

Actually, I don't know where mine has gone, so bit angry about that :p
 
Mugz drugs can't even make me sleep, never mind silly noises and pricks with annoying voices chatting pish pretending to 'hypnotize' me...more like annoy the fuck out of me.
 
Boshed the last of my oxy yesterday evening. Which was fun.

Trouble now is acquiring more with sources being far less abundant than they were last year. It was the only thing that has really stopped me boozing to excess lately, so it's an annoyance.

The easiest alternative in theory is to try and score some smack, but with no existing reliable contacts or guarantee of the quality of the gear you can forget that.

So go without and get along, yeah? Only I've been offered some morphine tablets from an old oxy source, and it's preying on my mind. Obviously, it being morphine, I'm going to end up going down the IV route in order to get anywhere near where I would with oxy.

Which is not the kind of behaviour I should be indulging in, as I've never really been a needle person and don't want to develop a fixation. And that's aside from all the risks involved in injecting tablets.

The best answer, of course, is to get a life and leave it. It's not the best time for me now though, and having spent a few days in oxy-land I've got the cravings back.

And I'm an HR mod, y'know? Pathetic.
 
if you continue it will surely carry on being not the best time to stop? the present is never a good time to stop doing something that feels lovely.

take care man. and you're not pathetic. wanting to escape a shite situation is kinda evolutionarily built into us. fight OR FLIGHT, you know?
 
if they're contins they're just about the worst possible pills to shoot, if you're dead set on it (i don't encourage/condone it at all) at least get some sterifilts from exchangesupplies.org and make sure to use cold water/don't heat the solution at all to get as little shit in your veins as possible.

infact just get a 5ml syringe (no needle) and squirt the solution up your bum, morphine's ok plugged.
 
They're instant release. I would never consider shooting a contin. :|

I generally fuck up with needles anyway so I stay away from them as a rule. And yeah - plugged is probably the way forward, all told.
 
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