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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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I can't spell, my grammar is shit, I haven't a creative bone in my body, how could I be a travel writer? You have to be realistic and I'll never be a writer of any sort, it doesn't even pay well unless you're the best of the best and work for a top magazine or newspaper which is like 1% of people who do it. :\

I've never uploaded my CV on to a job website, I've seen jobs advertised online on job search websites and then sent my CV via email. It's how I got my last 2 jobs.
 
TheSpade said:
Burn them?
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I did this with one lot but it took forever standing by the bbq on the patio out back trying not to look like it was prostitute's clothes for the benefit of the neighbours. If I don't take the shredder back that'll just be another thing to throw away or burn. I have to take the shredder back. Or burn everything.
 
my dad had some sort of stroke/small heart attack tuesday night over in Belarus.he does a bit of charity work in an orphange.he flew home friday night and went to his local hospital saturday.
after 10hrs in the hospital he gets a trolley in the A&E area and will have to wait till some time Monday to see a doctor that has any expertise with heart problems.

im pissed off-angry-sad and scared
 
chinup said:
fuck bogman. thats horrendous. there's nothing really can be said, other than you and your pa have my deepest sympathy.
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trying to think of words i couldof said but i cant, same man, deepest of sympathy to you and your family
 
Fucking hell. Another crazy week. Two in a row, I've had to deal with police 3 weekends in a row now.

I've spent the last few days under the care of a good mate. I got taken home in a police car again on Tuesda, after my ex called them on me (again, after he already called them week before to get me a section) I was kicking off, but decided I'd rather be driven home than spend the night in a police cell charged with breach of peace, when I'm already on Bail.

My mate saw the state of both of arms and refused to let me out of his sight. Anti-biotics did the job with one. Basically, he kept me in his house trainspotting style to keep me away from smack. I'm 4 days clean, worst WD's i've ever done, (Probably not the last, but I promised him I'd not fuck up, and he's done good by me, i'd be letting him down) and i'm still hurting. Sooooo close to breaking point!

I've been around crack, but realised that due to the snowballs i'd been doing, and always being used to having smack to balance it out, I sketched out so valium and cider helped. I've felt so isolated, as i've got no way of replying to anyone on my phone as im cut off, can't call or reply to texts, though only one person rang me to see if I was alright, and three others helped me out. They know who they are <3

Angry....not going into specifics but me and mate are in frame for a burglary. Looooooong story, and not one i'm going into.

Another mate is going jail soon. I could fucking cry. My very recent ex told me my life is too crazy for him just now. Funny, he's the one got me deeper hard drugs in the first place......now he cant cope with the fall out. He also has a part to play in my flat being raided. I don't need any encouragement, but he opened doors that were not there before.

Got given some tramadol from a local boy who looks out for me and valium for free to help, it did a tiny bit, i'm let loose on my own back in my own flat for the first time and fuck me is it a test!!!!!!!!!! This is my test.

Just found a tramadol and some valium, THANK FUCK!
 
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angry that my brain can make me feel so good then so bad..got pissed off with everything today, the gf, work, people in my way, the tube, the bus..fucking everything is pissing me off, my fucking bank robbed my last pennies so cant even get a bag of weed, fuck sake, if the fairies dont arrive tomorrow i may kill someone :(.. i know this is a temporary state of mind, that thought is keeping me from trashing my flat for the sake of not being stoned ,urgh anger!
 
my dad got a bed in the hospital today about 11 o clock.thats about 47hrs after he got there.had a few tests done today and hopes to get the results sometime tomorrow.
was in with him yesterday evening.there must have being 20+ people on trollies in the A&E area.the place was crazy busy with only a few nurses on duty with 2 junior doctors.one of the people stuck on a trolly was an old woman in her eighties and a young lad about 14/15.not nice for them to spend a night in the corridors of an A&E.
 
tambourine-man said:
CCF stole it for the brake pads.
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Haha! That gave me a well needed laugh. My mate just got mugged of 170 quid, we can't call the cops.

Not only do i need new brake pads and actual brake handles, I need a new crank, so he'd be missing a crank too, (plus my bike is so retro it needs special parts) as i'm sick to death of refitting the chain. I ride the bike, but it wont be long before I crash, again.

I was in such a fucking state yesteday, that only one lovely lad stopped to help me, maybe he noticed that I had panda eyes and took pity on me as I'd just had an argument in the street with a mate who I thought was a mate, who is now insisting that I set him up for fucking burglary. I don't shit on my mates door steps, plus he's a fucking good mate, well i thought he was.

I'm angry at myself for sticking things in myself again. Not that angry anymore, as it's having the effect it's supposed to have.

Mugz said:
lol indeed, and especially as I found my bike locked somewhere else, must have forgotten I put it there :\ silly Mugz
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Ha! I've done that sooo many times. I always blame it on being fucked.
 
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I know I have posted this in three threads now :\ but just really can't believe it, job offer taken back in bristol because of one unsatisfactory reference. It must have been my current boss. She said herself to me yesterday and previously that she wants the best for my wellbeing and thinks a move to Bristol would be good for me, so why did she send a shitty reference that ultimately cost me the job. Really angry at her, but I guess I will have to move on and I'm gonna be stuck with her for the next year or more so I might aswell try and hide my anger. She is just a "boss" though, quite a hardnut and sticks to the rules, fucking rules. :X

I'm angry at rules, I hate rules. :X :(
 
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