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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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^ HOSPITAL NOW?!?!?

fuck. on 7th Jan, I went to get an appointment at orthopedics, a checkup I was supposed to have 2 years ago but didn't as I had no symptoms. Have just been called to say my appointment for 6th May has been cancelled and they don't know when they can reschedule but I'll be getting a letter IN A FEW WEEKS. I am so pissed off. At times I can't even hold a fucking pint glass in that arm without it hurting.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow, booked a double appointment as I have 2 problems. I am not standardly allowed to mention my arm in this appointment as that would be a third problem but I've put up with what I believe to be an unacceptable and downright scary amount of pain for months. I'm going to call them now and ask, given the unforseen circumstances, whether I can mention 3 problems in 2 appointments.

I know the NHS is great in general but I'm totally fed up. the number of times I've been tempted by opiates for this problem is ridiculous but I just don't think I should go near them with medical supervision, but how am i supposed to do that?

also, my MAPLE functions work for all the cases apart from the ones I'm actually interested in. looks like i have a lot more coding to do. how do i manage to test every bit of code i write with a pathological example?

ugh i hate my fucking arm. and fucking anorexia. i know it wouldn't be anywhere near as bad in the first place or now if it wasn't for that. what kind of idiot goes snowboarding when they're experiencing frequent blackouts? i've maimed myself and am trying to cope and usually do but not with this.
 
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Chinup.. <3

NHS waiting lists suck. I'd just mention all 3 probs. In general Drs don't like it cos then they run late but really, you have exceptional circumstances, I'd just tell em! If in doubt start to cry, the sympathy vote can do wonders..

Hope you get it all sorted <3

Jancrow, I entirely sympathise, fuckin' house alarm going of for ages this morning. Grr!
 
well thats what they do at ours, apparently to keep appointments running to time. it does make sense in a way but i had a right pain trying to get a doctor listen to what was essentially the second part of the same problem once, which is sily cos they surely need all your symptoms to make a full diagnosis.

annoyingly now cos of this crap the elbow is really hurting. it always does when i stress about it.
 
Same at our GP's. One problem per appt. Impossible for me though, so I never stick to it =D

As for noise at night, we live in the sticks. I mean in the middle of nowhere, but it still drives me mad. We have a field at the back with cows in it, and there's one cow in particular that has what must be a cows speech impediment. Fucking thing can't moo properly, but it will stand with it's head over our fence facing our bedroom and let off this unearthly sound it scares the shit out of ya. Thing is, it will wait for about 10 minutes, until you're just dropping off to sleep again, and then let rip with something that sounds like the death rattle of a sperm whale. Bastard :X
 
^ I dunno, I got lots of Valium in my system just now.
Gonna sort something out later, and it's the last bag i'm getting for a few days.

I didn't get my early night, thanks to someone knocking on window at 5am, wanting to come in and chill for a bit til his train at 6am, he was told to fuck off so I'm a grumpy bitch today.
 
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About to go out and shout at some little shit thats been blowing a whistle for the past 10 mins continually its doin my fucking head !!!!!

Its no even the proper one with a ball inside it, its like them stupid plastic toy flutes that have that really annoying high pitch sound ... why do parent buy these irritating pieces of crap for their kids !!!
 
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well thats what they do at ours, apparently to keep appointments running to time. it does make sense in a way but i had a right pain trying to get a doctor listen to what was essentially the second part of the same problem once, which is sily cos they surely need all your symptoms to make a full diagnosis.

annoyingly now cos of this crap the elbow is really hurting. it always does when i stress about it.
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next time tell them you want to book 2 appointments next to each other im sure they say to do that in mine
 
Pist off :(

Wanted to make some new art for the first time in about a year but i cant find my mouse and im not using the pad on the lap top
 
Just this moment received a note under my door from neighbour saying -

'I don't know what you were though you were doing stomping on the floor on PURPOSE (which he has underlined) - all reported to phil ( our neighbourhood officer) If I hear anything of the sort again there will be concequences - please sort it out'

Last night was a very very quiet night, as I knew that there was someone sleeping in one room at mine, and we were sat just smoking and takling hardly fucking moving. I was fucking chilled out to fuck, I hardly moved off the sofa! I was SOOO quiet last night, as I knew that girl who I adopted really looked like she needed a sleep!

This is victimisation. I'm facing homelessness again because of this cunt, and i'm doing nothing wrong. Don't have music on just now, i'm using headphones. Even though, the rule is music is allowed friday and Saturday, he's rinsing his louder than mine right now, but I hardly spend weekends nights in the house anymore.

I've called the neighborhood officer twice to make my own report, and he has not returned my calls. Apparently he has been made aware of my messages. I think neighbore must have been told about my complaints, hence the note under door rather than aggressively knocking on my door until I answer.

I Fucking really really really can't deal with hostels and homeless again. I've tried so fucking hard for the past few weeks since this all started. There's been time's ive been away fro weeks at a time since he complained, and now I stay out most of the week so he has utter silence. This has just now got me in tears. He's making shit up now. I feel totally victimised, it's been fucking up my head for the past few weeks hence me not feeling like I can live in my own flat, but my housing agency don't seem to care, nor return my very polite calls.

Nah fuck it, he wont make me cry, but i've got nothing to block it out.

I'm not going down to speak to him, as it will end in a shouting match, as I'm scared of his temper since he last raised his fists at me and called me abusive names. I live in my flat , two days out of 7. This is fucking pathetic.
 
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The problem with many flats is that even when you walk normally on the floor it makes a fucking racket down below. We were top floor flat and often got our neighbours coming up asking if we could stop banging about on the floors when we weren't even aware we were. We could just be sitting around watching tele but downstairs it feels like we're bouncing up and down. There's not really much you can do about that.
 
^ Exfuckingactly! Nail = Head!

He will not accept this, the problem does not lie with me. I tiptoe around my flat, just because of him. Fella upstairs does not, he leaves his heavy boots on with no carpets on his floors, early morning and night.. I don't make his life hell. Give and take with neighbours.

These flats are OLD, no soundproofing, single glazing, shit walls. Noise travels, he should have thought of that before he moved in. He's also moved to one of THE noisiest streets in Bristol, just off the city centre where the riots kicked off on Stokes Croft. What did he expect?
 
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