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The Ancient Soul Sucker

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Dope, medicine, comfort, and candy
Healer, protector,mistress, and lover
He is Morpheus, a god, he's comfort, and glory.
She is Crystal, electric, vivacious, and confident.

They are 10 million faces, times, and places.
For a man, she is a beautiful woman with huge lucious tits laden with milk,
A sex goddess, a mother
Feelings, pain, seduction, and sleep are the milk that pacifies
The tits sweet with the dope that satisfies

Tits so soothing, are his mother, and his love
Beautiful dope, are his mother and his love
She'll never let him down
Will always want him around

The broken bones, beatings, humiliations
Left his soul torn, vulnerable, and bleeding.
"Shhhhh, hush now child, Dope Mama is here
Sleep now child, I will take your tears away


No more pain, rest your pretty head
We're together now my son, Mama's here, pleasant dreams
Don't you fret your're not good enough
I will always make you feel like a man.
I will be your lover and your teacher
Don't you fret, no more worries

Stay with me at all times
You'll be the sensual stud, the pervert,
The macho gorilla, casonova, the clown
As long as you love me, adore me, worship, and obey
In exchange you will have freedom from pain

I am your Mistress, and am always good to my slaves
All I ask in return, is your soul, your essence, your life force, you see
Suck on my tits, drink the sweet tasting milk
The dope, the candy, the heroin, the hope

When you suck on the tit, that oral pacifier
You suck from the tit, the tit sucks from you
I am The Ancient Soul Sucker, just call me ASS,
A void, a non entity life force, a bottomless pit impossible to fill.
Come drink my poison, take my pills, suck off that bottle, suck on that pipe

Inhale from the straw, the burn and the bite
Tie off that arm baby, here comes the stick, the beloved prick,
The sharp spike, come suck my tits
Suck on that pacifier, embrace the pain
Love the reward, the pleasure, the treat.
The juice from the tit is always so sweet"

Forty five years have passed by
Since the 15 year old boy was put out on his arse
In the rainy, overcast black cloudy sky
Accustomed to years of abuse

His soul tore up like his flesh
A stab wound to his chest
Still fairly fresh
Produced no feeling from him
After all this world was quite grim

Yet deep down inside he knew just the same
The tears that escaped from his face
Came from the pain of disgrace
How long he had walked in the cold

Who knew? What did it matter anyway?
When night fell upon the young lad
He came to an old condemned church
Once inside the tears fell like rain

"My God what is the point of this life?
There's so much sadness and strife
What good am I to You anyway
Is it true all those things my Mam says?

Falling down on the ground
Not a living soul around
The lost young lad cried himself to sleep
Dried tears stained his cheecks
As he slept for 2 days in a big giant heap

Somewhere inside his dreams
Were precious few moments
Where all was not what it seemed
Hearing an ancient lulliby
The sound melodius, lovely, and high

Brought peace to his soul for a while
Came from the only other Mama he had
Mama sleep made him happy not sad
Craddled him tight and assured him he was good not bad

Enjoy the peace while you can good lad
Breathe in the beauty, the peace of this poppy field
Cling to the breast of her peace and be glad
Sleep your last innocent sleep

Soon you'll be in trouble deep
Ignorance is bliss in your case
Of hate you've had a huge taste
The poisonous vile of souls it can and does waste

But bear in your heart the trials you have faced
Endurance and strength your soul has been laced
Nevermind the bitter and rancid aftertaste
Look to your God, your light you will see

Through snares, traps, and tricks
And dangerous paths you pick
Love is stronger than hate
Though it will take time to appreciate

Understanding will come
God has always been your real Mum
For now, forever, for eternity

Your enemy will divert you
His plan to backfire in his face
For he can never hurt you
As he'd have you believe

The secret is he can't
Unless you let him
For God is light and satan is dim
From Satan is where lack of love stems

Yet for now, the young lad awakes
It's two days later, with sleep his eyes are caked
His body feels weak, he shivers and shakes
Walking down the alley in a bad part of town

Digging through trash, a rotten meal he found
Hearing faintly in his mind that lovely voice from another place,
He focuses on the lovely tune that she sang to him
His other Mama, from another time, without a face

"Come drink my poison, take my pills
Suck on that bottle, suck off that pipe
Inhale from the straw the burn and the bite
Tie off that arm baby, here comes the stick
The beloved prick, the sharp spike, come suck my tits

Come suck my tits
Drink the sweet tasting milk
The dope, the candy, the heroin, the hope
When you suck on that tit the tit sucks from you

Suck on that pacifier, embrace the pain
Love the reward, the pleasure, the treat.
The juice from the tit is always so sweet.."

Odd words, strange lulluby
Yet he felt such peace
And that was no lie
That voice so enticingly brilliant, strong, and soothing

Kept his rotten meal down
And his stomach from spewing
Then out of nowhere 2 bad boys
Inquired of Tommy,"What in the bleeding hell are ye doing?"

"Feck off," he said
Not caring they were twice his size
At last he'd be dead
Seeing his disinterest, the conversation led

To insults exchanged back and forth
"An eejit, ye are from the North (Dublin)"
To which Tommy said "Go shag yer Mum,"
While pointing to a horse

"Too busy shagging yer sister, mister,"
Then Tommy walked away
He had nothing more to say
"I'm chatting to ye donkey shagger!”

Tommy reached for his dagger
Lost his balance and staggered
The contents from his stomach violently heaved
And spewed the two lads
Now quite peeved

Oddly enough their fighting turned to laughter
Cause Tommy's insults were always so witty and bold
That day he became friends
His enemies were sold

Unable to find legal work anywhere
On the streets of Dublin, on the outskirts of nowhere
You did what you had to do if you dare
With no education, but the school of hard knocks

You learned or got burned
Got scarred up and knifed
Your ass got to be one tough hide
Cause living on the street aint no easy ride

From working on the docks to running dope
A lad had to be tough in body and mind
For life was not kind
The tough survived and did not fear pain

Those that were weak died
Or they went insane
And some like Tommy,
Found peace and courage

Hope, and happiness
And yes even love
The night Tommy's vein got shoved
With a rig full of dope
For the first time ever,
He fell in love

Dope was his comfort, his Mama, his courage
Dope was his lady, his mistress, his wife
Dope was his lover, his strife, his bitch, his life
Dope was proof the day he met her

That 1% of life is filled with joy
When your're living on the streets
And a 15 year old boy
All sorrow's vanish, all emptiness leaves

Lady heroin truly gave him a dope happy reprieve
Heroin made him feel loved
The instant the needle was shoved
Once again in his vein

He found sunshine in the rain
Over the years, through hard times and cheer
He and opiates have had a whirlwind ride
From needles, to powder, to pills, and smoke
Dilaudid, to morphine, to heroin, and coke

Of poppy dreamers rainbow clouds he toked
Late one night sitting on the deserted empty lot
With 4 other boys he had bought
The dealer giving them each their first shot

Dubious at first
He'd heard what could happen
To those that got cursed forever for the needles' thirst

Yet late one night huddled in the gutter with his mates
The night he got his very first taste
Was the night he got blessed
Was the night he got cursed

Then WHAM! it all happened
The feeling of a pit in his stomach
Then the nausea passed
He became aware of being wrapped in oblivion
He was fading fast

If only this would last!
Yesss life can be sweet
Oh lady heroin, my treat
You swept me off my feet and gave me peace

Somewhere in his land of paradise
Could be heard the beauty of a lady's voice
He could barely make out the words
She was beckoning him to her

His eyes went down half mast
A half smile on his face was cast
His breathing became slow and laboured
The velvet darkness surrounded him with beauty and peace

Ah yesss that song, that lady, his true Mum beckoning
With that ancient lullaby he'd heard some far off place
"I am your Mistress and I'm always good to my slaves
All I ask in return is you soul, your essence, your life force you see

As long as you love me, adore me, worship, and obey,
In exchange you will have FREEDOM FROM PAIN.....

Ohh yess, he thought as he was answering her summons
Such a lovely promise, anything you ask, just don't stop signing
"Come drink my poison, take my pills, suck off that bottle
Suck on that pipe, inhale from the straw the burn and the bite

Tie off that arm baby, here comes the stick
The beloved prick, the sharp spike, come suck my tits
Suck my tits, suck on that pacifier
Embrace the pain, love the reward, the pleasure, the treat
The juice from the tit is always so sweet....."
 
way good. but personally I don't have anything against either God or Satan. anyway I still love this poem, amazing sense of rhythm and rhyme. Also just great, honest writing. I could love your poetry even if you had beliefs completely different than mine just because you're honest.
 
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