Well fuck... You know I waited for 50+ posts to be able to start this bloody thing, now here I sit, silence at my fingertips. No more Topics to follow, no more restraints, I can let the words out. Let them finally escape, but what the hell are they trying to say??
I guess I could talk about my day, well night considering we didn't really sleep... Maybe I should start from the beginning...
It all started with me saving a special surprise for my Bestie, but when she asked for a ride from my Ex the little *&^%$$% ^&*(*&^%^&*(*&^% started BS lies- Like really who is so fucking miserable inside that they need to try start shit between their Ex (me) and her bloody BFF?! Anyway after realizing Bestie only fell for her shallow ass attempt at manipulating the situation because someone had a couple to many shots of patron hahaha... Admitting she didn't want to fight anymore, me being a salty bitch said you wouldn't be hollering at me in the tub, you would be in the fucking tub with me! & of course my Bestie being the Bestie that she is immediately strips her happy ass down and gets in my bath! ( Just another reason why I love this chick so much!) We took what was our attempt at our first fight ever (BFF's for 5+ years) and turned it into a bathtub party! Haha We've both got the cigys (Kamel Red's - NATURALLY) She's got the weed, I had the bubble and a night of smoking, talking, laughing and sharing commenced.
We'd both been going through some stressful ass times and in an attempt to spare the other were not telling each other everything. Finally got the girl talk and all the bullshit out, not mention getting in those deep ass conversations you can only get into with your Best Friend in the whole fucking World. Its amazing what a little time with the Bestie can do (Okay, ALOT of time :D ).
I literally feel 100% better. Yes, we both still have the stressors in our life and yes, we still gotta deal with all the BS that will come our way, but knowing you've got that one you can say anything to and they're still going to be there until the bitter end... It brings a comfort you can so easily forget, because sometimes you just need to vent, sometimes you just need someone who will listen to all your fucked-up-ness with out judgement and then counter with their fucked-up-ness.
True Best Friends for Life, My Ride-or-Die Bitch, Straight RUST-PROOF! :D
The moral of this Post is that when you find that BFF that completes you, that fills all the missing pieces and holes in your soul with theirs... Thats something you don't take for granted. That is something you never let go of. Thats your soul mate. Even though I know she won't see this (but she will just know ;] even though she is napping for a shitty work shift later haha) I wouldn't want to go on breathing a single day with out her. We hold each other down to earth, thats true companionship.
Anyone who takes the time to read this, do me a favor, text/call/randomly show up, do something so that who ever your BFF is They know they are loved and appreciated. Sometimes we just forget to say it out loud
I guess I could talk about my day, well night considering we didn't really sleep... Maybe I should start from the beginning...
It all started with me saving a special surprise for my Bestie, but when she asked for a ride from my Ex the little *&^%$$% ^&*(*&^%^&*(*&^% started BS lies- Like really who is so fucking miserable inside that they need to try start shit between their Ex (me) and her bloody BFF?! Anyway after realizing Bestie only fell for her shallow ass attempt at manipulating the situation because someone had a couple to many shots of patron hahaha... Admitting she didn't want to fight anymore, me being a salty bitch said you wouldn't be hollering at me in the tub, you would be in the fucking tub with me! & of course my Bestie being the Bestie that she is immediately strips her happy ass down and gets in my bath! ( Just another reason why I love this chick so much!) We took what was our attempt at our first fight ever (BFF's for 5+ years) and turned it into a bathtub party! Haha We've both got the cigys (Kamel Red's - NATURALLY) She's got the weed, I had the bubble and a night of smoking, talking, laughing and sharing commenced.
We'd both been going through some stressful ass times and in an attempt to spare the other were not telling each other everything. Finally got the girl talk and all the bullshit out, not mention getting in those deep ass conversations you can only get into with your Best Friend in the whole fucking World. Its amazing what a little time with the Bestie can do (Okay, ALOT of time :D ).
I literally feel 100% better. Yes, we both still have the stressors in our life and yes, we still gotta deal with all the BS that will come our way, but knowing you've got that one you can say anything to and they're still going to be there until the bitter end... It brings a comfort you can so easily forget, because sometimes you just need to vent, sometimes you just need someone who will listen to all your fucked-up-ness with out judgement and then counter with their fucked-up-ness.
True Best Friends for Life, My Ride-or-Die Bitch, Straight RUST-PROOF! :D
The moral of this Post is that when you find that BFF that completes you, that fills all the missing pieces and holes in your soul with theirs... Thats something you don't take for granted. That is something you never let go of. Thats your soul mate. Even though I know she won't see this (but she will just know ;] even though she is napping for a shitty work shift later haha) I wouldn't want to go on breathing a single day with out her. We hold each other down to earth, thats true companionship.
Anyone who takes the time to read this, do me a favor, text/call/randomly show up, do something so that who ever your BFF is They know they are loved and appreciated. Sometimes we just forget to say it out loud