Averaging one post per day means you just don't get on BL all that often.Yea, he averaged over 1 post per day, so should have reported back by now theoretically
So he's either dead from bleeding, OD, or he's lost his job home and everything.
Damn..
& If he's actually gonna go through with it, and then dies, what happens to the people helping him on here?
Faint and die? Thanks for the concern and like I said, I am perfectly aware of what can go wrong.. It's not like its 2 inches inside me.. I can push it around with my fingers with barley no pressure.. I dont want reasons why I shouldn't do this because I am.. I need HR for cutting myself not HR for not doing it..
Very nice to hear you are alive and well! Best of luck with your recovery. All opiate addicts understand desperation. Once again...best of luck!Thanks Leftwing, I am sorry I came in here screaming like a lunatic asking for help on a borderline crazy subject. I guess I had a loose moment..
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Also took my boat out and lived on the river for a few days.
sry for suggesting you may be a trollI didn't cut it out.. I took a trip to the physc doctor and told them my situation.. He wrote me for some valium and lithium.. I feel 10x better.. Also took my boat out and lived on the river for a few days.
Ill be honest I just wanted to get high.. I wanted to be able to countdown from 10 and feel and explosion of euphoria..
BUt thank you all so much for your input I truly love and respect you all