I'm sitting here in a hair salon in a small coal mining town two hours away from home. I came here to drop off the girl I've been seeing who I met in rehab.
She is feeling those feelings that us addicts feel when we return to our old stompin' grounds. This feeling is contagious so I may leave sooner than expected.
I'm glad her parents weren't home. She planned on chugging a beer as soon as she walked in the door. I'm not ok with that.
She has plans for us tonight but hasn't revealed them to me.
I've been around long enough to know that this isn't a good spot for me. I feel like she plans on using. She has a prescription for some potent stuff waiting for her tomorrow.
I can only hope for the best. I still have a bad feeling.
This isn't a good place for me. I can always leave if it starts to look the way I think its going to.
I gave her my knife for protection so I just have my boots to handle any 'tough guy' addicts I expect we'll be meeting.
I have 34 days clean today and will not fuck that up.
I hope she makes the right decisions. I can't be around people who use, PERIOD.
She is feeling those feelings that us addicts feel when we return to our old stompin' grounds. This feeling is contagious so I may leave sooner than expected.
I'm glad her parents weren't home. She planned on chugging a beer as soon as she walked in the door. I'm not ok with that.
She has plans for us tonight but hasn't revealed them to me.
I've been around long enough to know that this isn't a good spot for me. I feel like she plans on using. She has a prescription for some potent stuff waiting for her tomorrow.
I can only hope for the best. I still have a bad feeling.
This isn't a good place for me. I can always leave if it starts to look the way I think its going to.
I gave her my knife for protection so I just have my boots to handle any 'tough guy' addicts I expect we'll be meeting.
I have 34 days clean today and will not fuck that up.
I hope she makes the right decisions. I can't be around people who use, PERIOD.
