I've never expected this to happen to me. I thought I was really happy. But you came and I've never felt so happy in a while. You made me feel alive. You brought out these feelings. But I owe him a lot and I don't wanna hurt him. I don't want to just say good bye to him or cheat on him. But that one night ill never forget. Ill never forget how you made me happy. Im not sure if you are going to read this but everyday I will be thinking of you. Everyday I will be longing for you. Everyday I will regret it as I know I will not be happy but always know that you have my heart.

