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martinbr

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Hey thanks to everyone for a warm welcome. I will look over the faq's that were suggested here and bring you updates as I continue on this journey and hopefully to the road back to sober living again.

I went to my weekly session at the clinic, and talked about my dosage with the counselor and agreed that it would probably be better to split my dosage and not take it all at once in the morning. I am now on 16mg 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon or early evening to even things out so I don't experience the withdrawals which were very mild on 12mg.
peace,
martinbr
 
Welcome to bluelight!!

I think I remember you didn't you ask about splitting your dose. You had to go up to
16mg? Huh I would've expected you not to need as much when its split up like that but whatever works for you if your doc says you need an extremely large dose of bupe then that's fine its your body after all just beware 16 mgs is gonna be very hard on your body it was way harder on me than heroin was when I took high doses of bupe it caused my intestine to to nearly rupture so now i have to eat like a 90 year old man with stomach cancer or else my stomach bloats up even on 0.3mgs every 6 hours so just beware your putting a lot of opiates into your body which strains your whole body as your using it chronicly never giving your body a chance to rest.

Each time you take the 8mg it builds up as it has a 36-48 hour half life so you have about 28-32 mgs of bupe in your body at all times which is about a couple balls of good heroin a day. Just something to think about I hate seeing people getting sick from doctors pushing high doses on them like that I went through so much pain and still do one year later after needing surgery for a bowel obstruction cause I couldn't shit for weeks... not fun especially for something that make me feel like crap now I'm on 1mg a day and so glad I switched cause I feel great it eases my pain like painkillers now and even causes euphoria at low doses. I would never take 8mgs at once ever again I was put on 12 at first my doctor insisted I would need more considering I did an 8ball a day of next to pure China white as I was selling kilos but I never even needed the full 12 I took 8 of it saved the rest at first then I split it to twice a day and I realised I could get by with 2mg twice a day then I went down by half again to 1 mg 2times daily and now it's 0,3mgs 3 times a day and I feel better then I ever could've on 8 or 12mg.

Its Nice to have you on board though
These will give you some insight on how the site is run and the rules

Green lighters(newbies) guide-
http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Greenlighters_guide

Bluelight user agreement-

http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Bluelight_User_Agreement_(BLUA)


If you want some help getting around the site or a buddy to talk to then you can always message me Im on the list of people willing to adopt you can find the link if you want to be adopted by me or another experienced member here-

Nmi adoption program-

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665029-The-NMI-Adoption-Program-v-2014

Here are some drug forums you may like-

Suboxone mega thread-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/716293-Suboxone-Buprenorphine-Megathread-and-FAQ-v-18-0/page18

Basic drug discussion-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Other drugs-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

Good luck don't be afraid to ask for help that's what I'm here for,
 
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Hiya Martinbr,

That's no problem at all.
That's why we're all here, to help the newbies settle in, feel wanted and answer any question you may have with site.
Glad that you talked about what was going on for you and that together you have looked at ways of getting around the problems.
It may be that you have a fast metabolism and that's why you are experiencing withdrawals in the evenings. As I mentioned before we are all different in how we react to any drug, including buprenorphine. The posters in the Suboxone/ Buprenorphine Megathread and FAQ V.18.0 have been invaluable in their support and advice towards my situation. If you wish, please feel free to ask them ask them anything I'm sure they'll be very advising and supportive.

All the very best,
Evey :)
 
I need help I injected oxycodone and now my vein is red swollen hard ball and seems to be growing what do I do this was my first time and my LAST
 
Yes, you were right, 16mg is too much for me. To be honest, I don't know why that they increased my dosage except that maybe because i mentioned that I was still having minor withdrawal symptom. But I guess there are no free rides with addiction. I should expect to have a little bit of discomfort if I want to get off this stuff. I just want to sleep all day. I can hardly drive! Like you said, this medicine is really strong. You have me worried about not being able have a BM. I having a hell of a time trying to go to the bathroom. It takes forever:(

I am going to knock it down to 12mg which I originally started on for a week or so and see how I feel, and then i will go from there. I can't lose sight in the fact that I want to get off opiates all together.
thanks,
martinbr
 
Hiya Martin,

Please try not to worry. Because something terrible happened to one person doesn't mean it will happen to you.

I'm going to give you a bit of advice and suggestions. I can't tell you what to do, only advice you, so please don't think I'm am but if I appear to be doing so please feel free to tell me to back off :) There are things you can do. What is your diet like? Are you eating enough fibre? Are you drinking plenty of water? Not too much, of course, because too much can dilute the good stuff in our bodies. But drinking water should help. Prunes, cranberries, nuts (almonds, pecan unsalted), orange juice; things like that. Exercise will help. This can be hard when on high does of suboxone and sometimes we need to literally force ourselves to do it. I'm not talking high intensity; something like walking for maybe half hour a day? When I have to do something that I don't want to do; I tell myself "Only so many minutes n then it's over and I've the rest of the day to myself or for such n such!" I'm not sure about where you are but here in the UK; we have over the counter (OTC) medications to help with those problems if all else fails. I'm not sure I'm allowed to name the product I use so I won't, but as I said it may not be the same where you are from so if all else fails I would advise you to speak with your doctor or a pharmacist about getting some sort of medication to help relieve you.

I would also suggest to you to maybe try reducing maybe by 2 mg and see how that feels? Would you be willing to journal your dosage and comment on your feelings / side affects each day? If you do this, you could take that to your doctor and show/explain to him/her why it is better for you to be on a lower dosage. Having a journal will help you, yourself, know what is best for you. For instance, say you reduce to 14mg and side affect still preside, you read your diary for the last week/few days or whatever n every day is full of negative comments, then try reducing to 12mg and in a few days, read back to what you've wrote and if all is positive stay on that dose, if again all is negative, reduce to 10mg and so forth. Your doctor will then have visual evidence to back up what you are saying to him/her.

Hope that's been of some help to you and you are MORE THAN WELCOME to PM me anytime if you are worried, need to talk, advice, someone to listen to or whatever. Please try not to worry, I know it's easier said than done but honestly a lot of us on subs experience problems in the, let's say "rear end" department. You may find that once you've reduced, looked at your diet and exercise, that problem becomes less.

All the best,
Evey :)

I think he is taking 8mg in the AM and 8mg at night. "One" refers to a 8mg tab I believe.

I think you're right, CH, I have my suboxone in tablet form (I know you have some sort of film? in the states judging from conversations I've read n what I've seen on the subs MT). In the UK the tablets come in either 8mg or 2mg I'm assuming that, this is the case for the films also. Please correct me if I'm wrong. Also, CH, I really admire you - you've quit suboxone and you're still helping others on subs. I really admire you as that takes a strong person to do that, in my opinion. Hope you are doing ok xxxx

Evey
 
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