tempted by a dream

I had a dream that I was looking all over for my kit. I was going to do a line and I was searching madly for my kit. After a long time of looking, I started thinking about what else I could use to a line. I went into a private bathroom off a private bedroom (the house I was in was immaculate, so it wasn't my house.)

In the dream I felt bad that I was going back to the drug. I briefly considered saying no, but I felt like I wouldn't get the chance again. I had bud with me in the dream. I don't know where I got it. I don't where I got drugs either. I just had them and wanted to find my kit.

I know exactly where my kit is in real life. I don't have any drugs in it. I don't have the money to buy drugs. I don't have the desire to buy drugs. I have a couple joints right here. I'm going to get high and eat bacon. I don't want drugs.

I don't like dreaming about drugs though. The rush before the come up... the anticipation of the come up... I had forgotten about that and my dream reminded me.

I am a little bit tempted this morning.

 

Haha i have dreams like this; sometimes its crack. I suck on the pipe and get a rush: when i wake up, i crave the drug. Mostly though, i dream i go to inject, but my veins are horrificaly mutated, like swollen and poisoned colours.
(This relates to the shame and guilt i would feel around my IV use)

Our dreams are our subconscious telling us about ourselves; in our case our drug use.i think its powerful that in your dream, you didnt want to use; thats the thing to take away from the experience...also remember that cravings are temporary. They do pass.

 

Thanks so much dope. I appreciate your advice. I suspect my dream had a lot to do with running into someone I scored from once or twice. I was with family when I saw him and it spooked me pretty good. I am doing well though.

 

Its damn scary the type of powerful emotions triggers can trigger; i saw a subutex packet the other day and was suffering the most intense cravings...

Its great 2 hear your doing well though; keep up the positive mindset!