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Pyro

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Tell me something - do you believe in ecstasy? Do you believe that you have been healed by this chemical? Has it filled the emptiness and quieted the noise? Has it made you happy? Has it made you holy? Is there kindness, where there used to be selfishness?
Has your desire to know someone mentally been increased beyond your desire to fuck them physically? Do you see things with new eyes? Do you follow a new God, a new religion, or no God at all? Have you become more accepting of other people? Have you become more open-minded?
Do you have trouble sleeping at night? Do you have terrible nightmares? Are you depressed for no reason? Do you feel empty inside? Are you afraid to express yourself without chemicals, for fear of not having anything to blame after all is said and done?
Do you ever fear that maybe, ecstasy helped you more than you knew, and that maybe you are the one who fucked yourself up, not the ecstsay?
Maybe I'm not talking about MDMA?
Maybe I'm talking about something else that you used to save yourself with? Or maybe I'm talking about something you sought to for peace and perfection? Something you looked to, so you could feel holy? Something you went to for a hiding place, somewhere quiet?
Maybe ecstasy is just a test for the masses?
"Would they be able to handle something perfect without imperfecting it, and ruining it?"
Would they?
Tell me something - do you believe in ecstasy?
Tim - Pyro
 
Do I believe??? I used to believe in a lot of things...I'm still looking for the words to describe half the things I've seen.
Well written Pyro.
 
i believe in reality...
i believe that ecstacy leads my brain in a different direction...it took me awhile
i pry myself away from he desire to make correlations between the two.
pyro...thank you, it is just a shame that more people will not see this
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satori shalom
 
Pyro, thank you for posting that. I especially liked the line about the fear of expressing yourself without chemicals.
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I don't know where we're going, but we're going somewhere.
 
Here here Pyro
it made me realize that I can do anything I set my mind on and it gave me the confidence to talk to anyone i choose, on or off it!!!
I now realise that everyone just want to be loved and meet people, we are after all social creatures.
before i used to form oppinions of people on their appearance but now i will listen to what they have to say first.
I AM A BETTER PERSON NOW!!!
Do the drugs, don't let them do you.
-Doc (Morgan)
 
Pyro well written
Sometimes perfection or the idea of perfection scares people and they don't know how to handle it in moderation,
instead of learning from it and growning from it they tend to abuse it,,
anything at anytime can be abused!
wonderful work
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~I still belive in your eyes~-Gigi D'Agostino
~~~I can be your Wendy, and you can be my Peter Pan. And we can fly to Neverneverland~~~
 
pyro - well written... i dont know what else to say
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i'm speechless.
Mellabopper
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~*~*~ meat is no treat for those you eat ~*~*~
animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
 
Beautiful! Thanks pyro.
I've always thrived on meeting new people and learning from them. Being introduced into this new world has helped me to open up even more in the old one. What an amazing thing to share so openly and be able to leave it in a single night to remain as a special memory forever.
CassieVee
~reality is for people who can't handle drugs~
Play safe my friends
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I am sorry, am I missing something here? Drugs are just that, they are not an answer or a saviour. They are a recreational toy to be played with and enjoyed.
The masses dont ruin MDMA. The gov't made drugwar does. If it was upto the masses then we'd have clean MDMA sold legally and we would have all the info on how to use it. Instead the gov't puts up a bunch of laws and holds polls to see how many of us get taken out by the black market the laws create. Its a joke you see. Like calling the guys who go around killing people a SWAT team. Get it? Swat? you 'swat' a bug when its annoying you.
Ok getting back to the topic. Unless were talking about 'spiritual' drugs, then perhaps they provide some answer. But even then you have to go through a ritual of sorts to open yourself up to that, and some believe its you all along and not the drugs. So, if you want insight or whatever, look within. Its not in some pill u get off the street. I agree, drugs can open ur eyes, but its your own strength that keeps them open.
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Live to trip, trip to LIVE
 
Thank You, That was Beautiful
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The mind, once expanded by an overwhelming experience, can never return to its original dimensions
 
Well said Void. Keeping your eyes open to all of the things you have seen past can be difficult.
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[This message has been edited by Noodle (edited 17 December 2000).]
 
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