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Posting in Words. Today was my first time other than comments on our lovely mod ms. Herbavore's poems :) I think I'll stick sound there. Nice way to help straighten out thoughts, I really do like writing, it helps me cope.
 
@doomed: I'm feeling much better than before although the chest pains are still there. Thank you though <3

@dave: yes the anxiety is killing me right now. I just had some lorazepam and it did nothing at all for me. Hopefully once I see a psychiatrist we can figure this all out. And wow your BP was very high mine went up during the visit but then dropped after they gave me the ativan. I'm glad to know the problem does get better though.
 
i was religiously dragged to church as a child but 3 different kinds, roman catholic, church of england and a spiritualist church. I am not an atheist but i do have some "interesting" views on religion to say the least. I find the psychology of ot fascinating.

@stay faded, no worries just glad you're feeling a little better, i know how scary it can be when you're hospitalised with your heart, i was admitted once with a suspected stroke, god damn that was frightening, i now have to have ECG's regularly. anyway you take care <3




n3ophy7e said:
^^ Good to hear man :)


Went to see my baby nephew get baptised this morning, he was SO good!! Didn't cry or make a fuss at all! But, he is a very well-tempered baby so I'd be surprised if he did make a fuss :)

Religious ceremonies are so bizarre to me... (absolutely no disrespect to anyone who is religious, of course!). And what is even more bizarre to me is that out of me and my 4 siblings, 3 are atheist, 1 is christian and the other 1 is catholic. Both of my parents are christian, my father particularly so. How did we all end up with such different beliefs??
(not that christianity and catholicism are very different...but, you know what I mean)
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@SFXfriend im sorry to hear u gots the bad times goin on, i can sympthise i got anxiety pcked to the roof and am not in good form..
glad to be home even though a trip to a different place was ok, tha place was and is still a hole, had a few hours @ an old stomping ground and was proud i resisted to wait around for the nightclub to open and end up in a gutter @ 3 am :\ Or worse yet waking up in some random chicks bed. meds n piss dont mix well:|
goin back in January and will spare a few days to catch up with some old crew. Shit stil seems a tad hopless but ive beeen thinking im stuck in a circle ... all i gotta do is make that circle bigger everyday and hopefully i can break it one day... Much <3 to n3o, dave, herbavore, badfish, xstayfedespres, ceramic cat, D2P and anyone else i missed out on as im in a bit of a hurry. Any feedback on whats happenin 4 yall? This bein the social and alll?
 
I'm currently waiting for beds to kick in with a hot sweet tea and trying to recover from all the stress I had last night, my cat is being a ninja and zooming around my bedroom, it's hilarious.

How are you smfg? Feeling any better? I hope so <3
 
@S.M.F.G. Your idea about making the circle bigger is brilliant! Seriously, it's a great metaphor but it actually sounds like a really practical, workable plan. :)

@D2P, cats are the best entertainment when they go wild!

I'm sick atm with a cold and sore throat and I have no voice at all so BL is a good option. My students are all amped as the school holidays draw closer so yesterday I was constantly having to raise my voice to get them settled down enough to get the instructions across. I started out with a scratchy voice and had none by the end of the day. In the end, I taught everybody how to to make paper snowflakes and spirals and stars and we all went wild with paper and scissors. Sometimes my job is heaven. Nothing I like more than making stuff out of paper and scissors and glue; then getting paid for it! I think I am an eternal kindergartener.:)
 
Me too herb, that is why I enjoyed working with sen kids soooo much.i even have a book on how to teach art therapy to autistic children, best book ever!!!!

Get some nice hot soup down you, hope you feel better soon Hun

Ps the cat is wrapped around my neck asleep now, my hot water bottle soft fluffy scarf that he is <3
 
All my days are the same @kayholed lol they all lend into one and melt. It's like living in a salvador Dali painting ;)
 
kaywholed said:
lets talk about feelings...
its just another saturday.
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Sunday here..:\
Fuck the timezone thingee, cant we all be on the same day?! but as to feelings, fuck ive been a numb sorry son of a bitch latley, getting outa town was good but im back here now regretfull i didnt take another few days, worried about my daughter ( the mthers company is a pack of ferals) and gotta get outta here and do something, this reqiures money that ive just spent on tha last little misssion, happy also in a way to have gotten a mad fuck upon my return, and the solitude of being to do pretty much whatever i want can be dangerous but ive got a good chick keepin me in check so heres to christmas and hopefully to a better 2012....<3
 
S.M.F.G.--I'll heartily second that wish for a better 2012! Sounds overall good for you right now so relax and take it in--your daughter will be back safe and sound before you know it!

@Kaywholed--what's new with roommate issues? All sorting out well, I hope.

Hope everybody has a great day!<3
 
herbavore said:
@Kaywholed--what's new with roommate issues? All sorting out well, I hope.
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Nothing has changed.
I have not seen her in days.

One more day of work, then I get to go home for the holidays (which I am dreading for there is lots of uncomfortable family stuff to deal with) but at least I get to see my "friends" and relax for a bit.

Still struggling to build a social life here (skyrim does not help). I guess I will wait until spring or summer and make a effort to be social, it is hard to be social in the winter here.
 
I'm going to a 2 day long convention for my Jewish youth group. I like the people there, but there's a lot of people from other chapters (groups). I don't like large crowds of people.
 
badfish45 said:
I'm going to a 2 day long convention for my Jewish youth group. I like the people there, but there's a lot of people from other chapters (groups). I don't like large crowds of people.
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find the other person(s) that also don't like big crowds, and form a small comfortable crowd of your own.
 
Good luck badfish with ur convention... hope its not too overwelmng 4u..
D2p sounds like a god way to spend the day...Ive been looking further into my finances and lest tosay im having a bd day now... Got all the bullshit out of the way i can till new years.... Lookin like another lonley christmas i just hope that the acid dont flood the market again or meth, or dope... Got a chickta lookin after me but this a bad time of year 4 me generaly and i just gotta wing it and pray for the best... I worry so teribly about my kid when shes away. Sorry dun wanna drag the mood down, My wish is to sleep a bit and be able to give this girl the attention tonite she wants/needs.
Adehionah is a cunt of a side effect, altough things seem on paper to be looking rosy... in reality its stil me stuck within me... Still trying to widen that buble:\
Much <3 2 everyone else i missed i do read these things, just not have the zeal to imput atm.
Hope holiday season is @ least ok for everyone!!
 
It was good at first. Now I can't sleep, it's 4.30am and so I am thinking Harry potter marathon. Balls to whoever is meant to be ringing me tomorrow, I'm staying asleep hopefully.
 
Hey everyone :) just popping in to say hello now that I have the chance. Things weren't going do well at first, I as really depressed anxious and shy. But I got to talk to somebody there, one of the advisors, pulled myself out of it and then had a better time. I actually rapped Mary had a little lamb To the beat of an eminem song while hypnotized. Apparently everything was exactly wih the beat, and I improvised the whole thing ( I just sun about Mary and her lamb :P ) Anyway I'll be back tomorrow night. Thinking of all you guys <3
 
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