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TDS Social Thread vs. Badfish has stayed up too late

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*hug* I guess I do the same, but lately I am the happiest I've been for I think a long while, maybe ever, so I'm not bothered. I have one long time friend, but I see him very rarely which is how I like it, my friend I live with, sometimes annoying because she seems to worry about me hermitting and comes to give me company probably because she thinks I'd appreciate it, but I just am too polite to tell her that even though I love her she talks a lot about everything that is boring to me and I'm only listening enough to not be caught out for not listening, and I havn't anything to say, I just nod and hope she'll go away soon so I can stop trying to listen, it's hard work. Oh and I guess I still have this boyfriend in prison. That's all.

Edit: I can't believe I forgot my cat! lol Oh and the child, flatmate's kid sometimes wants me to play cars with him and I havn't the heart to say no so I play with cars for a bit then excuse self, mostly I can avoid everyone in my room though
 
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Awww kitty!! :) <3 I have mine too and my boyfriend, but I still would love to have some friends to hang out with sometimes. I just miss being able to do absolutely nothing with them and have soooo much fun. I spent a couple days at my best friend's apartment in June and laughed so hard that I lost my voice. Now, that is a good feeling. =D We have plans to all see each other in October which will be nice. I just have to hold on til then. I'm usually not much of a phone person so that doesn't really help, but there will be weird times where my bff and I can talk on the phone for hours. Last time that happened we were on the phone for 6 hours. She's not a phone person either, but when we catch each other in the right moods we'll have marathon phone conversations. People that know both of us don't believe it.
 
Lol, did you fall asleep at your computer desk?
I'm pretty sure a couple times I've been real out of it and I've imagined a post that wasnt there and replied to it, only to find it doesnt exist
 
To be honest, I never expected I'd cry over my brother leaving for college.

I thought about the possibility, but it seemed like it'd be so much easier than it is now.

But I did cry.

And to be honest the last place I expected to cry was sitting on the toilet.

I'm going to miss my brother. I miss that things won't be the same. Yeah we'll still be close but he'll have his own life and it wont involve me the way it did. I'll miss everything. I'll miss his disgusting habits, I'll miss his laziness, I'll miss all the trouble we'd get each other in on accident, I will even fucking miss the fact that he started me on smoking cigarettes.
 
^I'm sure he'll miss you too. Please don't be ashamed of crying, sometimes we all just have to let it out. <3
 
AWWWWWW, Badfish.:( I was so heartbroken when my sister went off to school and I even still had a little brother at home. I don't blame you at all for being heartbroken. Not only has your brother become a close friend but kids are allies against the parents (not in a bad way). And in your case where you have been having conflicts with your parents, I'm sure your brother deflected their attentuion at least half the time. Now, you get all their focus! Yippee, right?

Well, at least he is in State (my sister was on another continent) so hopefully you will be able to visit him a lot which will be really fun.
 
this is so funny to me.

was just out at 2am smoking sitting in a spot hidden some, where i can see down to the main road like 1/2 a mile. there are always people appearing out of no where pushing a baby carriage all cracked out =D or 2 guys suddenly running across the street, then 3 more chasing after, pulling up and dumping baskets of clothes with synergies packed in them, paper guy is timely, prostitutes(some my neighboring tenants) taxis and cops on the beat etc.

it has been bad lately, was doing my shopping in the day a for a few. but tonight there were only some people running around down further then i could make out really. where i sit is surrounded by massive evergreens 60-80+' and fog at times, so the atmosphere changes often, from ghetto wtf to 'forest gnome car jackers' with 'faerie orange cap packers', at any rate, always eventful!

tonight was very quiet for the few minutes i was out, only those few fools off in the fools light.

then finishing my smoke, i hear some snoop being played loud coming up to my lot. it is brother on the knows and here he comes from where ever he goes. i pause as he rounds the corner in new silver volvo station-wagon, still in the same position i can hardly see him looking at me and he is smoking something, seems he djs at some clubs regularly near. while attempting to see if that is him, he honks the horn twice real loud =D he parked finishing the song and soon before it did end i began walking back to my place, making eye contact with him shortly both of us trying not to laugh, i got past his vehicle and he jumped out with his coat and bag and hurried up to his place in the building across the yard while i did the same and just got into mine.
 
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I think I need to print this up and put it on my fridge. I can look at it whenever I'm having a bad day and instantly feel better. =D
 
:)
Had a good weekend.
It was my birthday yesterday, for lunch my lady took me to Darling Harbour for pizza, then to see batman on the massive IMAX screen, then to top it off we done a mini pub crawl together and ended up having 'pancakes on the rocks' for dinner.
 
Hey, wait a minute! While we were all wishing Stardust Happy Birthday, you were off quietly having one, too? Happy Birthday a day late, Trip. <3<3<3 OK, what in the world are pancakes on the rocks?????
 
Firstly; thank you Herbavore :) <3 I think it's really cool how Stardust & I are both born in the same month.
I love August in Sydney (& not just because of my birthday =D ).
Second; pancakes on the rocks.. Well, the rocks is a place in Sydney.. It's actually most Northern part of Sydney, and it's called The Rocks because that is where the city meets the ocean (& the Harbour Bridge :))
I think there may be some rocks around there too :P
So, picture a gourmet pancake/flapjack restaurant located there, who also serve incredible racks of ribs, and that is called pancakes on the rocks :)
 
mmmmmm, for both ribs and flapjacks (love that word). Which did you have? Both? I just went to a friend's granddaughter's 1 year birthday party and her son made the most amazing pork ribs I think I have ever tasted. What was funny was that he is Jewish and his friend was Hindu but they were both eating pork--I congratulated both of them on their open mindedness but then I told them that I am really a very guilt-ridden meat eater. I don't eat it a lot but when I do I feel bad about it. Hypocritical, I know.8)
 
Lucky indeed! I haven't had them since and I'm not sure if I want to. I want to remember them being that good :D
 
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