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Lolie said:
Yeah, everyone's OK. They're all quite excited really because the town is constantly in drought and no-one's seen so much water in their lifetime (all the old school friends I'm in touch with are 50+).

The real worry is that facilities like the hospital might get hit. The nursing home there was built with funds raised by the townspeople and it would take forever for a town of 1500 people to raise the money to rebuild it.

It's harvest time and everyone's crops will be destroyed but there are more bad seasons than good seasons in that area so people will take that in their stride.
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whew! I'm glad folks are okay and that good money has been raised to help those affected.

Glad you're okay!!!!!
 
I just wanted to tell everyone that after ten years on bluelight, I'm very glad to have finally found this forum :) glad everyone seems to be doing ok
 
there is fucking shit all good about this morning. fucking rapid cycling like a nutjob, i hate my brain.
 
Aww man sorry to hear that. This cycle will be over soon though, hang in there okay? Be nice to yourself in the meantime <3
 
wait 30 minutes ill probably be buying you a loto ticket swearing shits a winner , lol , i can almost laugh at it - if it wasn't reality i would. The concept is sickly mildly amusing, as I am an all or nothing person. but these depressive swings, im just very lucky to have someone who loves me deeply. I would be fucked, my past proves that to me.

thank you for the kind words. I'm pretty numb, don't mind me.
 
n3ophy7e said:
What took you so long man? ;) <3
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Honestly I think I was/am sick for a long time and didn't want to come in here out of fear of seeing myself. Thanks for being so welcoming :)

taow - you're strong and it's going to be ok
 
thx man :) , I'm fine now I stopped hours ago , now it's just the insomnia battle which I'm peaking on 60 hours at 6pm, tonight I will sleep finally.

I've finally openly admitted my rapidly growing addiction w/cutting , it was hard and humiliating but I've made it days now and last night was the ultimate trigger when you are so numb you just want to feel anything. I had wonderful support and kept to the tools i've learned in therapy.
 
^^have you considered a 12 step program of some type? I find mine to be of infinite solace
 
I have not , at the moment I go to therapy three times a week. It started off seemingly bringing nothing but MORE mental troubles , anger , delusions - since I've opened more and believed in myself and what my mind is capable of, I've managed to turn the corner quite a bit. Once I understand something I do not look back anymore , I lived in hindsight for so long bro.

I would be interested in a group for PTSD , and sexual abuse. These are areas that I still am haunted by and I've finally accepted it was not my fault , I would like to be around other people who I can connect to in person on that level. It's a lonely place to be sometimes you know ? I am going to ask my therapist next session (tomorrow) :) . Thank you for the advice.
 
Mehm-- while it's usually an unhappy situation that brings people here, it's nice to see you around this corner of BL. I've always gotten the impression that you're a genuinely kindhearted person, who had this life thing well figured out.

Stick around, this is the anti-lounge-- nothin' but lovin' and support.
 
oh! I forgot... I started school yesterday (again)! One class three days a week. I'm the 'old dude' in class. During the day seems to yield more younger folk. I kinda feel like a dirty old man checking out these young girls but, hey, what can ya do? :\
 
haha! Great minds, d9... great minds! Psychology 101 is what I'm currently taking

I'm majoring in Human Services (Drug and Alcohol Option) Its exciting!
 
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