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TDS Social Thread v. RIP tobala & junctionalfunkie, we love you both

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this is only the beginning. it really is.

my favorite month has always been october, and the smell/feel of fall and winter is what i anticipate all summer.

but im coiling inside, with the deepest feeling of helplessness, fear, and concern i have ever felt in my life... this is no good.

ill either be in jail with no meds, cut off from meds to find new mds, institutionalized, divorced, parents throw in the towel, these diseases will take me on even more and my current mds will have the same knee-jerk reaction, to my ultimate expense.
 
panic in paradise said:
ill either be in jail with no meds, cut off from meds to find new mds, institutionalized, divorced, parents throw in the towel, these diseases will take me on even more and my current mds will have the same knee-jerk reaction, to my ultimate expense.
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I know you're feeling shitty pip but none of that is going to happen. Hang in there mate <3
 
Hello!

I'm in a pretty bad mood right now, but know I'll be smiling when I wake up in the morning - going to bed soon, but I just wanted to pass through here and say hi to the people I've spoken to (in/out of threads), and say nice to meet ya to everyone I haven't...writing whilst in a bad mood has calmed me down a lot.

Here's what I guess I want to add to this thread though - a simple smile. :)

I got this off a teabag tag, but it stuck with me so I thought I'd share - "One smile can open the world for you."

Ponder that one.

Good night
 
^Thanks. We reap what we sow, I suppose. :\

n3ophy7e said:
Hey at least you're still out there going to shows man!! And old? What's this about old?? Pfft, don't be silly jf :)
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Gettin' older by the minute!

It's funny, sometimes I feel like I'm 6 years old again..... other days, I feel about a million years old. I guess most people experience that, though....

Today, I feel.... oh, around 30-ish.
 
junctionalfunkie said:
Egads, I went and saw the people I used to hang around with 4 years ago, while in my hometown temporarily.

Everyone who was a junkie is now an alcoholic (or dead).

Everyone who was an alcoholic is now a worse alcoholic.

:(
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Sure we ain't from the same town ;) . Sounds alot like where i live except this place is full of wasted alcoholic crackheads. When im not nearly as fucked up as most of the people i know here are then i know this place is fucked!
 
PIP, I hope you are feeling better soon. <3

With the help of a very kind BL friend who just moved to my city, we got 95% of my clothes over to my new house. I spent some time with one of my new housies and now we're having a BBQ. I know the stupid move-out fight isn't over yet, but the energy level has been raised in a positive direction :)

Hang in there, everybody. If it can get better for me of all people, it can get better for you.
 
Yeah me too actually. I'm not bad but just a bit stressed and in a tiny bit of a grumpy mood tonight. It's more annoying that anything 8)

How are you Jesusgreen??
 
Sorry you guys are feeling rough..........
Hope tomorrow is better. <3



I myself am a little bit up and down.
My brother called me last night which was awesome.
I missed him and hearing his voice..........
But he had some not good news, that is sort of far off but I've known and I've been worried.
I gotta just take it as it comes.......
 
n3ophy7e said:
Yeah me too actually. I'm not bad but just a bit stressed and in a tiny bit of a grumpy mood tonight. It's more annoying that anything 8)

How are you Jesusgreen??
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Actually I've been great the last couple of days. Moved forward from all the stuff that was getting me down, feeling nice.

Admittedly there are still some things on my mind, but it's more just some random stuff I need to sort out, like visiting some old friends, etc - rather than stuff that's worrying me.

I hope today'll be better than yesterday for everyone here. I have a good feeling about today for some reason, but I'm not doing anything particularly exciting, so maybe it's some of you who'll have a great day? :)
 
just poppin' into the social to say 'oi!'.

I never realized how distracting facebook was until I temp deactivated my account a couple of days ago for a variety of reasons Its refreshing. Now the only site I'm addicted to is BL (which is a healthy addiction)

Hope everyone is well tonight. If you're not, please hang tough.
 
^it seems a lot of folks are geting sick now. Flu season in full effect. I hope you feel better soon.

It sounds odd but someone I know is withdrawing from opiates at themoment and is scared that her parents will suspect something. I told her that this is probably the best time to withdrawal because she can blame it on the flu.

(I'll be back on fb eventually but right now it isn't something I need to engage in. I typically just use fb to post nonsense anyway!)
 
<Offending people is not cool. Find another place to do it. TDS is not the place for that.>
 
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