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... a man with one watch knows what time it is, but a man with two is never entirely sure...
 
*sings badly*

All the crazy shit I did tonight, those will be the best memories...
 
panic in paradise said:
he also had a framed cut out from a calendar on the wall, that had no year but was a painting of a little Kid with a fishing pole walking away, looking back at his father: who was motioning as if to hand him off.


lol
freaking guys, i cant help it; when ever i get closed in with an attorney things always seem to become interesting..!
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Sounds like a pretty cool picture, lawyer or no lawyer. :P

The latest in my life: The busses stop running two hours earlier during the summer, and I have commitments three nights a week that last beyond the time of the last bus's departure. My solution? To sleep in the library. Not the worst situation in the world, but also not ideal. I would love to go home tonight. Oh wellz.:|

On a positive note, I am really enjoying my biochem class so far. The physical aspect of chemistry really grinds my gears, but the chemical aspect of chemistry is one of the things that gives me a reason for living beyond my stubborn ass DNA that just won't accept any alternative to existence, no matter how grueling it gets sometimes.
 
im about to make, or start a thread ill say - about dna in a minute, i just wanted to come in here to grab my texts;-)


dont wait for the bus maybe, but carry yourself further with the time in-between...


<3
 
Sweet P said:
*sings badly*

All the crazy shit I did tonight, those will be the best memories...
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Indeed...this rings true with me, they have been a compilation of the best and worst! ;)


DroneLore said:
The latest in my life: The busses stop running two hours earlier during the summer, and I have commitments three nights a week that last beyond the time of the last bus's departure. My solution? To sleep in the library. Not the worst situation in the world, but also not ideal. I would love to go home tonight. Oh wellz.:|

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I <3 this! Brings back memories. *See related post above
 
Asclepius said:
I <3 this! Brings back memories. *See related post above
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What post? I went back three pages in the thread but didn't see what you meant, unless it was PiP's which is good advice.

Unfortunately the library closes at midnight during the summer. :X I almost slept outside last night, luckily I had a friend who was up at 2:30 that was willing to let me crash at their place. Don't know what I'm gonna do though...
 
my friend ODed on purpose this weekend.

this is always hard, because I don't care, and people think you should.
 
^Sorry man. No should/shouldn't in how you feel. More emotions may arise at some point in the future.
 
Sorry to hear that kaywholed :(
You might be feeling numb, which is a common emotional reaction to deeply saddening news e.g. the loss of a friend. Be aware that the emotions might hit you at a later date, so if that happens, that is okay too. As Legerity said, there are no "shoulds" and "shouldn'ts" when it comes to dealing with grief and death. We all react and deal with it in our own way.
Take care <3
 
I'm getting sick of the amount of money my car is costing me...

Gas, registration, and now I have to get some repairs done. If I didn't rely on it so much I'd sell it.
 
kaywholed said:
my friend ODed on purpose this weekend.

this is always hard, because I don't care, and people think you should.
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Everyone grieves differently. When my brother died last October I was the only one in our family/friend circle who was (outwardly) unaffected. If you really don't care about his passing, maybe he wasn't a friend. Lastly, screw what others think.
 
Well the doc gave me some wellbutrin and today was my first day on it. I have to say that I think it was very effective. It gave a subtle boost in energy and when combined with lorazepam, I was able to have a conversation with this girl in my class, act somewhat cool and (this is probably the most significant thing) derive pleasure from social interaction. I really hope it wasn't just a fluke. It's been far too long since I could enjoy simply being with people I cared for and not have anything else on my mind.
 
^^ Good to hear man! Meds such as wellbutrin do take a few weeks to really settle in but that's awesome you had a good day straight after starting on it :)
 
DroneLore said:
Well the doc gave me some wellbutrin and today was my first day on it. I have to say that I think it was very effective. It gave a subtle boost in energy and when combined with lorazepam, I was able to have a conversation with this girl in my class, act somewhat cool and (this is probably the most significant thing) derive pleasure from social interaction. I really hope it wasn't just a fluke. It's been far too long since I could enjoy simply being with people I cared for and not have anything else on my mind.
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thats great to hear! wellbutrin is really good. ive been taking it since 03, and it really does work. its helped me alot.
 
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