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Hey guys I would just like to say this exact post will officially make me a bluelighter :) woot woot !
 
Haha yeah but now I have to wait until my account updates itself..... for now I will have to remain with the name of la greenlighter or if I was a guy el greenlighter. El sounds so much better, hmmmm.
 
Ya, lol productive at opening your post that you received yesterday.:p;)
Ok, thats enough non- subtleties and attempts at bollock busting. End. ;)

@ OD: ''My Caliber''...etc! Pfft...Poppycock and Drivel! I will hear no more of that Sycophantic, nonsense(no matter what the intention is-it insults us both!) d'ya hear!? >:/ ;)

Well i wasn't going to tell everybody that you sent a certain article of clothing of yours to me in the mail, but if you want everybody to know then that's your business ;):p

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^Fucker! lol =D Speaking of which, I got your g-string via swiftpost... this underwear exchange scenario isn't quite as seductive as you suggested, Geezus Leg, You could have washed the damn thing-gave it to my cat)

@ Always: Bummer El New, cool one! ...All in good time! You fit right in here like you have been on for years!(not that Im a veteran or anything but...8))Age/posts are only a number at the end of the day! ;) <3
 
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If there was a NA meeting in California, would it be OK to smoke weed there?

Honest question, no bullshitting. Like, if you have a prescription like any other medication.

That's a good question... They probably would most likely make you smoke it outside though. Just as common courtesy.
 
Howdy yall! I've been offline for almost a week, just catching up on all the goings-on.

How has everyone been? I've missed you guys <3
 
Thanks for the responses Bojangs and CH. That's what I was sort of feeling as well. Some of the stuff in NA I definitely don't see eye-to-eye with. I'm sure there is a reason for it outlined somewhere, but I don't understand why you have to introduce yourself as an addict (and thus identify with that label) every time you have something to say. It's like, ok, we are all trying to get better, I get it, it's a thing of surrender and acceptance that we have a disease (if you want to call it that). Again, I empathize and relate to all the reasons people share about why they used and why they dont use anymore. I appreciate that sort of comraderie. It was cool, at my meeting yesterday this girl sat down next me and was like "Hi, is this your first meeting?" "No... my 2nd." "Oh, well I'm ___ nice to meet you" and then I found out she was getting her grey (18 month) keytag that night. I felt like such a n00b haha, she probably knows every single addict in the area code who's ever been to a meeting. Anyway yeah ! I hope everyone's day has gotten off to a good start. :)
 
Haha Mrs. Always that would be ;) And I am feeling very tired right now... I should be sleeping but I still remain on bluelight randomly surfing around. By the way that movie was awesome! It was kind of slow in the beginning but it did manage to turn itself around....even brought tears to my eyes near the end.

Doh! I'm an ass :(

I'm pretty sure I got choked up watching that as well. Shit, I haven't watched a Disney movie in forever because I remember getting all teary watching the Lion King.
 
Doh! I'm an ass :(

I'm pretty sure I got choked up watching that as well. Shit, I haven't watched a Disney movie in forever because I remember getting all teary watching the Lion King.

dude! have u watched "Tron: Legacy" yet?? It's by far my favorite Disney movie thats out..

hell you get to see a "Ducati" bike.. which is like ferrari of the bmw motorbikes.
also the soundtrack goes way back to like the 80's.

like for real i'd give it a 10/10. :) well worth a checking out..

i guess they stopped making really sad disney movies cuz it fucked all of our heads up when we got a little bit older lol.
i still hate mufasa? for killing simbas dad.. :[
 
also the soundtrack goes way back to like the 80's.

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haha! dick, I was just a cunt hair younger than you 'way back in the 80's' :p

I think I'll have to check out Tron. Loved the arcade game way back then =D
 
haha! dick, I was just a cunt hair younger than you 'way back in the 80's' :p

I think I'll have to check out Tron. Loved the arcade game way back then =D

lol i didn't mean 'way back' was so long ago :), damn i've used 'way back in the 1800's' before. hahaha

man everything is crazy down here, so many people hurt... this storm really sucked...

i've been thinking about getting into meteorology. and become a meteorologist when i finish school.
it sucks chasing tornadoes down here because everything is built on a 'grid'. like avenues, and streets.
i'd like to do it out midwest u.s. where the lands really flat and chase storms.
 
Start brushing up on your maths, there's a lot of really cool math in meteorology. Fun math mind you.
 
I am sorry to hear of your story IAMWHY :( It is rough for us to be subjected to the misplaced anger of others' and you are an incredible person to recognize that your SO was acting out on his own loathing and not actually meaning what he said. You have a mountain of compassion and understanding within you, it is apparent. I hope things clear up or at least reach equilibrium for you soon :\ :)?

The hardest part is wanting to help them resolve the pain of the experiences that have festered long enough to cause such hurtful and non-productive words, but realizing that until he chooses to stop dwelling on the past and perpetuating his mother's wrongdoing, he won't even be able to appreciate and internalize any of the help I make a conscious, deliberate effort to give to/for him.

The second hardest part is not knowing whether he actually meant what he said on any level. If he didn't mean any of it, I would have thought he would apologize for being so unbelievably inhuman, yet has not even said he was at least sorry I was hurt by him. I know there's a seriouly complex ego issue at play, but if you actually love someone, you don't want to hurt them, and you make sure you tell them as much, even if you happen to do so. Even wife beaters typically apologize and make some hollow gesture to show it. :/

It's whatever though, all I can do is keep my heartstrings close to my chest and keep trying to develop myself individually and dismiss any shots taken at me because simply put, I don't have time for negative bullshit.
 
Hey n3o!

I've missed seeing you around! :) I'm glad to see you're back here. How did everything go?

Good thanks man!! <3
I hope everyone had a nice long weekend.

Why is it that whenever I have a long weekend I fill it up with so much activity and doing-stuff that it doesn't feel like I've had a break at all 8) :)



D's I love the weather as well, and wanted to be a meteorologist for aaagges!! As Dave said there is heaps of maths involved (which admittedly turned me off studying it at uni). But hey, now I'm studying Psychology, and they make us do heaps of statistics anyway. There is no escaping MATHS!!!!!
 
hey guys, just checking in - I have stayed very close with some TDS'er and they have been huge supports. I'll post more in the opiate thread but I got a bed tomorrow AM with the best detox around and already I'm working with them for rehab / half way house and a suboxone doctor. I want this for myself. People can laugh at it but I wont go ou and leave my dog like this, I cannot believe how far down rock bottom had to be for me. But if it goes well within half a year my mum will see me again, and I'll have a local condo and either be close to tristan or have him with me.

I am taking this one day at a time - scared outta my mind because this is it. But at the same point I made a list today and accomplished it all. I now know from here on out if I am on point with doctors and therapy that I will have sober living communitiies for awhile and followed by a sub doc. I want it for me and I made all this happen - I am proud - I will miss you guys as I'll be away awhile. But when I'm back I'll be my true self, and I do love and care for you all. <3 peace and white light to all ou.
 
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