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about to go do some service work, cutting the grass.

i don't want to, i must.. in order to fuckin feel good about doing something.
 
D's said:
i don't want to, i must...
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THIS

No matter what, man. Its difficult at first but it sure gets easier. Service is HUGE. We've been doing ourselves for so long that its time to balance those scales and throw in for the next person.

Doing things regardless of our own personal wants builds that character that has been persistently degraded through our own will and actions.

You're a strong dude, D's. Persistent and resilient. Keep on pushing through, man %)
 
at work, man i drank a huge redbull this morning and had to get on an extention ladder, man i was atleast 30feet up on that bitch, never have been that scared of heights before.
 
Heights don't bother me oddly enough. Not sure why.

I think its because when I was young me and my friends use to climb trees high as fuck (not high like under the influence, high as in high up lol) and would jump into a local river. Sometimes I'd get like 80 feet high right to the top, and the fall down into the water would sting your feet like a mfkr.

But its a great way to overcome your fear of heights lol.. or induce cardiac arrest.
 
hehe

with heights, standing on a cliff/or mt pass w/e, i imagine im standing on a curb-side. ive hardly ever fallen over the edge of a curb -lol-
there is definite danger, but to an extent believing it as an illusion, i get a bit of a rush from the fear, and that brings a smile to my face.
 
When I'm high up, I get the sensation that I might just lose my inhibition and throw myself over the edge. It's weird-- it started a few years ago, and now it just won't go away.
 
^?!?

is there a safer more metaphorical edge in your life, that youve been avoiding stepping into?
or, a steep edge you havent yet stepped over that you feel you should have in your life?

if so... how can you safely make that step, at least of acknowledgment?
id bet if this is the case, and you do take these steps, they would lead back to you, with a renewed sense of self, with or with out the actual goal being achieved/obtained - just yet.
 
I have come to the conclusion that I need blue skies and sunshine at least part of the year. I got too used to gray skies and snow, which is beautiful in its own way.

My life has had a sense of horrendous irony lately. Today is supposed to be my "buffer day" and I did relax in the sunshine. I think everything is going to be OK.

I will see how many flowers have ruined my car's paint tomorrow after I pack. If I never see a television again, it will not be too soon. TV makes me nutty.
 
its been , months here for the tV
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hadnt even thought of it besides now, and another time seeing it mentioned...

teevee breeds boredom('easiest thing in the world'-?)... id like to see a two part survey asking: how easily you become bored(1-5); and then how much tV you watch(hours per day).

and then a question: what does Boredom mean to you?
 
PIP-- that had not occurred to me; I'll need to ponder it a bit. TBH I thought that it was just unresolved echoes of my darker days, but you may be on to something...

Fuck. Television.
 
I hate TV. I'm certain that my quality of life has doubled since canceling cable and only watching certain shows/news online.

Just the commercials are enough reason to stay away from that crap.
 
Legerity said:
I hate TV. I'm certain that my quality of life has doubled since canceling cable and only watching certain shows/news online.

Just the commercials are enough reason to stay away from that crap.
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I agree fuck TV. If i really want to watch something i can watch it on the net. About the only thing i use my TV for is watching DVD's.

Our cable was out for a week lately and i didn't miss it at all. Nothing changed. My dad however was going round like a crack head needing a fix 8)
 
^Same here! I dont watch t.v. at my own place, just use my laptop for movies etc.
The advert's on U.S. TV are especially headwrecking altogether, every second one seems to be for medication and they get more air-time than any actual show that's on anyway! 8)

I just came across this new Screen being developed; has the world gone insane?!?!

''Watching a movie, while watching another movie in the distance''...so you can stock up on more medication to help you deal with the visual overstimulation probably! ugh...
 
Asclepius said:
^Same here! I dont watch t.v. at my own place, just use my laptop for movies etc.
The advert's on U.S. TV are especially headwrecking altogether, every second one seems to be for medication and they get more air-time than any actual show that's on anyway! 8)

I just came across this new Screen being developed; has the world gone insane?!?!

''Watching a movie, while watching another movie in the distance''...so you can stock up on more medication to help you deal with the visual overstimulation probably! ugh...
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LOL that's crazy. More stimulation! Don't let yourself feel the slightest emotion!! 8o
 
Haha wow we all share that commonality I guess. Wonder if thats why we all post on forums. I fucking hate TV too. Its the same stupid bullshit stories over and over and some programs that get aired now make me want to kill myself. Like a lot of the tru tv crap I have no idea how tru tv is even still in business. "Operation Repo", "The Fortune Seller", "The Pawn Shop", "Parking Wars".... its really the pinnacle of opitimy. If theres one person in this world I can honestly say I'd like to kill it would be the owner of tru tv. And also the shit head who invented "scripted reality". If its SCRIPTED, HOW THE FUCK can you even use the word "reality" in there? It has as much to do with reality as me fucking the redhead from mythbusters. Mythbusters is a show I can tolerate, along with cops, and occassionally jersey shore, but aside from that I prob watch tv like 3-4 hours every week. Too many filler channels now, too many repeated ideas, too much shit tv in general.
 
^^Haha...well I was addicted to the Bachelor/Bachelorette for a while. Yeah I'm man enough to admit it.
 
^=D lol

I'm woman enough to admit I used to watch Dog the Bounty hunter! So there! lol
If your going to watch trash tv; dont do half measures-thats my motto! :D
 
Good on ya! :)

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