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Legerity said:
Yay!

Black tea of course. Sorry ocean my psychic abilities are only strong enough to read one person's mind at a time for now, I'm working on it ;)
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i love black tea..

i'm a huge fan of chai tea :)

well got a job interview tommoro @ books a million and red lobster.
only problem is i cant get there, even tho its like a 10min ride.
sucks.
 
i just finished a bolthouse chai; i left that out as an ingredient with my scallops and honey yogurt recipe in the SO recipe thread...;-)

i have the intro, up to where the slide guitar starts, of "desired constellation" i think its called? by lykke li as the general ringtone on my phone.
...
sounds cool, & gets my attention.
:)
 
omg teaaaaaas <3

seattle market spice is my absolute fave. i've been drinking it since i was a little girl and get it shipped to me fairly often :)
 
^yeah it was pretty fun, i think it's stopped now. :(


well, my mom said she's only going to pay for 1 more month for me here in the halfway house where i'm at. which fucking sucks. she wants me to get into a religious (christian) program, and I'm not down for that. I didn't like the other christian rehab place. I hated it, and I have a feeling that i'm going to hate this one.
I'm still sober, so that's one thing. another thing is someone fucking stole my guitar today. which i'm fucking pissed. like really pissed, and getting that letter on facebook from my mom really iced the fucking cake.
I've got 30 days before I'm kicked out, so I gotta get a fucking job. whats holding me back is transportation, i'm slap dab in the fucking hood. and the only places that are hiring are in the wealthy side of bham. its good and all, but no one here is willing to give me a fucking ride anywhere. my mother doesn't understand. yeah i'm grateful that she's paying the ticket for me here.
I'm just really upset.
 
^^sounds weaksauce D's. Hope you figure it all out man.

I might have to go back to jail tomorrow for 71 days. Hopefully it won't be for 10 more days though. So if I'm not around for the next two months..that's where I am.

peace, love, and light <3
 
D's and Mehm, you are both in my thoughts, I wish you both all the best for the coming days/weeks <3 <3 <3
 
fucking piece of shit doctor.

apparently I have a chronically sprained wrist from getting hit by a car years ago (never got fixed because I was too high to care).

now the doctor says I need some expensive physio therapy. but I cant pay for it, and dont have insurance. and getting a job is hard because I cant use my fuckin hand.

now I might put some trust in this doctor but:
A) Doc convinced my mom to put me in the looney bin
B) Doc didn't xray it or look at xrays
C) Doc wrote the note with the wrong arm (mixing up left and right, should not occur for doctors, this just seems to me like the doc doesn't care

I think because of the legal trouble I got into (which the doc knows about), I have been branded as a degenerate looser or drug abuser.

Now I need to find out how I can get a do not resuscitate order, so if I am ever close to freedom, the fuckers dont keep me in hell.
 
<3 mehm hang n there buddy. I'll be waiting for you when you get out :).

<3 rosie <3

i've been busy putting in job apps today at fast food joints.
i dont care, i gotta find a job or else i'm fucked.
much love to overdone<3 for talking with me the other night.

sorry to hear khole, all the hospitals around here have me blackballd as drug addict to. maybe its a good thing..
 
Thanks for the support ya'll :)

I'll be going back in on the 22nd of this month. This will allow me time to work a gig and take care of the GF through her surgery and recovery. word
 
hell yeah mehm thats awesome news, well sucks going back. but least u got time to memorize a few card games, :).

hopefully it wont be so bad man.


well just put in a job ap at taco bell and walmart,
good thing u can put in at like 5 diffrent locations. (since im in the hood theres a tacobell and wally world all over the place.)

please god, if it's ment to be, its ment to be.
 
hope everyones hanging in there , it's been a rough few here - keep on goin forward ladies n gents. The end has to be worth this :/
 
aye aye

mighty winds from canada alarmed up.
its neat to think it is moving through the mountains through trees, past canadians and large game to batter my home!

=D
hahahhhh!

Edit: bah, only a squall... some hail then it blew by.
so much for that.
.hmph.
 
^We send our nasty winds down south where they belong :)

7:30AM still no sleep. Gonna be a cranky day me thinks.
 
^*Runs for cover*;)

Enki said:
I love pugs, love Boston Terrier's more even though they are flatulence monsters. My fav is Schnauzer at the moment. Here is my spoiled schnauzer
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Oh sweet lord, she's gorgeous!:D
Schnauzers are meant to be a VERY clever breed, evident by the bright light in the black, pebble eyes that peek out underneath their brows.... and the little whiskers!! *squirm*

D's said:
well just put in a job ap at taco bell and walmart,
good thing u can put in at like 5 diffrent locations. (since im in the hood theres a tacobell and wally world all over the place.)

please god, if it's ment to be, its ment to be.
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Best of luck to you D's, really hope you get something for yourself, you deserve it! ;)


theartofwar said:
hope everyones hanging in there , it's been a rough few here - keep on goin forward ladies n gents. The end has to be worth this :/
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Right back at you my dear! Many hugs to the artful one! ;)
 
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kaywholed said:
fucking piece of shit doctor.

apparently I have a chronically sprained wrist from getting hit by a car years ago (never got fixed because I was too high to care).

now the doctor says I need some expensive physio therapy. but I cant pay for it, and dont have insurance. and getting a job is hard because I cant use my fuckin hand.

now I might put some trust in this doctor but:
A) Doc convinced my mom to put me in the looney bin
B) Doc didn't xray it or look at xrays
C) Doc wrote the note with the wrong arm (mixing up left and right, should not occur for doctors, this just seems to me like the doc doesn't care

I think because of the legal trouble I got into (which the doc knows about), I have been branded as a degenerate looser or drug abuser.

Now I need to find out how I can get a do not resuscitate order, so if I am ever close to freedom, the fuckers dont keep me in hell.
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Forget about what you are saying, here's what you REALLY need to do.

ANY doctor who mistakes a left hand for a right hand does not deserve ANYONE's money.

Google for the state you live in, and the medical review board, or something along those lines. You can submit an official complaint about this doctor, that they don't know their left hand from their right hand (this is a MAJOR mistake); and if you do this, other people who research doctors in the future will be like "wow.... this one couldn't tell what a left hand is from a right one!! How does a doctor do that???" - and they will know not to go to them.

You may not care to do this, but hey, would you have gone if someone told you this doctor is a fucking moron? Probably not right? Do someone else the favor of letting them know what's up and that the doctor is a quack.

By the way I am very sorry to hear about this for you and I hope it all works out for the best.
 
thanks for letting me vent

Captain.Heroin said:
ANY doctor who mistakes a left hand for a right hand does not deserve ANYONE's money.
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Free health care man, I don't pay anything for it. although the doctor gets paid by the government for the wonderful service...

I thought about complaining, but I don't like to get other people in trouble. Why should a loser like me cause grief to a respected doctor and diminish health services to others? I am not worth the loss to society.

Maybe some night I will just go to the ER when its empty, but the last time I went there they locked me up and I am afraid to go back.
 
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