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had a sweet day hiking up a kind of secret trail. there's a really famous and over crowded gong show of a trail up the same mountain (more like staircase with dirt) so i decided to search for this gem. secluded and had some tough climbs. exercise only helps temporarily.. loneliness is forever at least for me considering i did it all alone
 
kaywholed said:
so sad right now.
making money, exercise, food, sun, people, pets, less drugs or more drugs, nothing helps. I slammed my head into a wall for a bit, and feeling pain is better than feeling like a pathetic loser, until you realize your slamming your head into a wall for fun, then I hate myself even more.
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kaywholed, you are NOT a loser. Just because you're going through a rough patch right now doesn't mean that you're pathetic. Believe me man, things WILL get better. But you need to keep trying <3

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had a sweet day hiking up a kind of secret trail. there's a really famous and over crowded gong show of a trail up the same mountain (more like staircase with dirt) so i decided to search for this gem. secluded and had some tough climbs.
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This is exactly what I did on Saturday!! It helped a lot...although the effects only lasted a couple of days, now I'm down again. So I guess you're right about it only being temporary relief.
.....which just means that we all need to do REGULAR exercise to maintain the effect!!
<3
 
http://i.imgur.com/FHVDv.jpg was a pretty rowdy scramble! first time up this trail and found it with my iPhone<3 and sheer determinAtion. it has no markers to ward off the tourists :D there's still snow on the peak, good couple meters. exercise is my new drug. need to dose or else I'll go cRaZy. whole weekend was stuck at home with that cold and I wanted to be dead... also given up on finding a girlfriend. no money no girl it seems around here..
 
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I miss bombing downhills on my Santa Cruz Nomad. Of all the things I miss from being hurt, riding my bike is the one I miss most.

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woo mtb lives!! I roll around on a Devinci Wilson. Sucks for going up being it weighs 46lbs..but it's a plow when you're going down. damn I need to get my ass to the bike park. haven't been up yet cause a lift ticket is $50 and me is broke :( NEED SPEED
 
I built my Nomad in '06, and it weighed in at 42lbs...... Definitely not for going uphill.

Later I cut some rotational weight in the wheels, and other bits here n there, but my Nomad was for dropping-in, not altitude-gain :D

Not that I gotta worry much about it..... even if my bikes weren't stolen, I still cant ride anymore 8)

BTW.... i used to be the Editor at Singletracks.com. go check em out, and ask if they still remember me.
I've been out of the mtb riding/bicycle industry for a while now.... and I just don't have the passion, energy, or physical ability to get back into it.
 
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^^ Cool pic Ix. :)



kaywholed said:
so sad right now.
making money, exercise, food, sun, people, pets, less drugs or more drugs, nothing helps. I slammed my head into a wall for a bit, and feeling pain is better than feeling like a pathetic loser, until you realize your slamming your head into a wall for fun, then I hate myself even more.
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Aw man, I dont think it is 'for fun', know you're being cynical about yourself and you're just seriously pissed off with things atm; but try not to be so hard on yourself- if things feel rough for you atm, then give yourself a bit of the respect you deserve hun. <3
 
thanks for the kind words.
i think ive had heat exhaustion coupled with stress. got cool for a bit and now feel fine. however it may have just been i haven't smoked in like 20 hours (about 6 hours longer than normal for me) and just puffed a fat og joint.
lets see what happens tomorrow.
 
kaywholed said:
thanks for the kind words.
i think ive had heat exhaustion coupled with stress. got cool for a bit and now feel fine. however it may have just been i haven't smoked in like 20 hours (about 6 hours longer than normal for me) and just puffed a fat og joint.
lets see what happens tomorrow.
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Thats why I didnt go to the baseball game my cousin invited me too. Its freaking hot & humid outside & didnt wanna sit there & sweat & what not, screw that, AC feels better.


Hola lethe_drowned!
 
Just dropping in and saying hi and spreading some <3. I'm leaving for Texas in an hour or so will be out for about six hours+ but I'll be online again and let you all know I arrived safely. Peace...
 
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