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Grrrr Oprah :! I don't know what it is but she upsets me more than anybody else. I think I take all my rage and just dump it on to her somehow lol.

Ah ocean days and months and years are not so important. Maybe your mindfulness meditation is keeping you too much in the moment ;)
 
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i lol'd.


todays been a busy day for me at work. gotta do ALOT more shit tommorow, and I really hope that i dont get askd to work saturday.. i could use the $. but shit id like a day off.
 
Legerity said:
Grrrr Oprah :! I don't know what it is but she upsets me more than anybody else. I think I take all my rage and just dump it on to her somehow lol.

Ah ocean days and months and years are not so important. Maybe your mindfulness meditation is keeping you too much in the moment ;)
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BWaahahahaha!!!
That's hilarious!! That must be the reason!
That is kind of true- but I think I quit the classes.
 
Dave said:
Wait, what? Why? Were they that bad?
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I spent over a week now- maybe more like 2 in a deep depression.
I just don't think that I've been in a mind space for it.
Maybe things would have been different if I was more open to accepting the contradictions given in each class.
I am still going to my therapy- but I've now moved it out to every three weeks- though my therapist kind of wanted to see me before then based on my last session. I was kind of surprised when she asked if I was mad at her b/c I felt like I had not at all been rude- but I told her my mother asked the same thing and I guess I've just lost all the fight in me and don't even feel like I have the energy to fake smiles or pretend like I'm feeling friendly or okay........
I felt better today- Hopefully tomorrow is a good day.
 
got off work early today! which is awesome because i need a extended weekend with no work.
going to go make something for lunch and just chilllllllllllllllll.
 
n3o-- just posted a lame excuse. I have class all day tomorrow, and a potluck right after, so I might not be able to compose something new. I've got a few photos kicking around, but the emphasis more was something cool that I got to happen/messed up, so the actual quality of the photos aren't that great.

We shall see...

Ocean-- I'm really sorry to hear that you've been down lately. Today was a good day, and tomorrow you can build on it. I have a quick errand to run, but I'll be on AIM later tonight.

Be well :)
 
well my birthday is coming up, (monday).. and out of the blue my parents(mom and stepdad) want to take me out for dinner.

Which is pretty cool i guess.. How they want do things with me now..

My Ego is telling me different..

Some part of me wants to say no, and ignore them. and play it off that my birthday is just another day of the year. nothing special... that shows me being selfish as fuck, and i dont want to be like that anymore.

So i'm going to enjoy a dinner with the fam.. no matter how awkward i'll feel.
 
^^ Yeah, go to the dinner man, I'm sure you'll end up enjoying it. And it's nice that they want to take you out. I know what it's like to feel bitter about your family all of a sudden taking an interest in you as well. My family is the same after years of unjustified ignoring and disclusion from stuff. But sometimes it really is better late than never <3

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n3o-- just posted a lame excuse. I have class all day tomorrow, and a potluck right after, so I might not be able to compose something new. I've got a few photos kicking around, but the emphasis more was something cool that I got to happen/messed up, so the actual quality of the photos aren't that great.
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No worries mate, we'll have another Chemistry round some day :)



I hope everyone had a good weekend! <3
 
Good luck D's , strained parental relationships are tough for sure , but i think you are doing the right thing bro , stay strong ;-D.
 
I wanna take this moment to thank everyone on bluelight for their love and support. You guys are seriously my lifesaver!
 
had a good bday type dinner deal with my fam. went better then i expected! they brought my laptop, and my mums giving me her old cell phone. so all i'll have to get is a plan.
its a verizon wireless phone (pretty cool touch screen).
I get paid tomorrow so I'm gonna run 2 a V.W. store and get it activated.

workn 12 hours tomorrow.. so gonna celebrate my birthday working.. first time in my life this shit happened. lol
 
Heh, glad you figured it out. I'd have hated to have had to have gone all UTFSE on you.

That's right. Have hated to have had to have. You heard me.

:)
 
Yeah I never really bought the logic behind curving grades. Although if it somehow changed a grade from a fail to a pass I wouldn't mind :)
 
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