TDS Photo Thread v. 2011 is our time to shine!

[hazeforhorses]

wow that baby pic is flippin adorable!!!

 

[panic in paradise]

lol
yeah

the picture reminds me of a mid-fifties mag add; for bubble bath, or a scrub brush haha.

 

[imaimabadbitch]

Ok ...I am oficially Broody!!!!
He is ABSOLOUTLEY GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!:D:D
Look at his 'Kewpie' Hair! Awwww! He's gonna be a heartbreaker!
*pulls self Together*Sorry about the cooing...he is just amazing!:D

Again! Awwwwwwwwww So damn cute the 2 of ye!

lol thank you

wow that baby pic is flippin adorable!!!

lol
yeah

the picture reminds me of a mid-fifties mag add; for bubble bath, or a scrub brush haha.

yay thanks guys

 

[godlovesugly]

godlovesugly: I know alot of women who have been in this situation hun, its horrible especially when you feel so fukin lost and vulnerable.
Hopefully you have developed some strength out of the experience and can sniff out the one's playin asshole and learn how to protect yourself...it can be easy to let it deter you but they do not make up what recovery is about; they just put obstacles there; For you and for themselves...it comes back to bite them on the ass whan they are faced with their own vulnerability. Like you said some women can also be just as malignant. They are just a Mirror of some of the obstacles in life anyway. Once you can learn something helpful for/about yourself from it, thats all that matters.

TBH though Ive called the cops on pple, I know they are maybe not as benign here(in general) as in the U.S.A. but when it comes to lookin after your welfare, fuck em, Bad actions have bad Consequences! Look after yourself hun.

yes i have learned now to "stick with the winners" in the program. or whatever that saying in AA is haha. i know who the 'bad' people are and the 'good' people...i can distinguish who is really sober and working a program and who is not. i still go to meetings, though i have a love/hate relationship with the program. i think i mostly have a problem with the PEOPLE in AA/NA. the whole principles before personalities...yeah, good luck with that one [as my friend always says.] some are sicker than others....i must always remember. and i have to also remember that, in AA/NA, im in a room full of addicts and alcoholics, a bunch of sick people [sick in the head that is..] and its gonna be a bit of a cluster fuck at times. i know it works, because ive SEEN it work. i dont do the steps right now and i dont have a sponsor. ive tried in the past, but i dunno...not really my thing. especially the sponsor thing. ive gone through about 4 sponsors already. none of them worked out for me. im doing okay right now. havent used in awhile now. im not counting the days, i stopped doing that because i feel like its too much pressure to count every single day that i am clean. its been roughly about 3 weeks i think..? i dunno, im still trying to figure things out right now. you know how it goes


ohh btw theartofwar, your art is very good!! im more of a writer. i wish i was good at art. i havent written anything in a long time though. i can only write when im really depressed or fucked up.

 

[Asclepius]

^Doubt is healthy, if people were blindly following something , without questioning it, then I cant see, reasonably, how it would make sense to anyone; or if they would learn anything from it?!? Good luck with it anyway GLU.

 

[empty1]

remember to hun your dark passenger will tell you anything to keep you from that program , for me it was doing the steps thoroughly with a sponsor that made me see the power of the program , shit if what we had to go bye is what happens in the rooms none of us would go , well some would for the community aspect but like i mentioned earlier i work the program to learn how to live outside of it , is it me or is it always the na aa Nazis , and the motherfuckers that recite the big book like there living a clean life while in the rooms that are the biggest scumbags outside of them ....heres an example ....my girl at the time and i got clean together in 2005 after about a year she went back out so i broke it off because i knew i would use if it was around, i would have told myself anything , that i had to use so i was there to protect her blah blah , we can justify fucking anything ...so long story short she called me and wanted to get her white key tag and try again so of coarse i picked her up and brought her to a meeting , after the meeting i dropped her off at her apt and went home at 1 o clock in the morning im woken by my phone , it was my x calling to tell me (leaving out name) my first sponsor just showed up at her place ,and she didnt think much of it we all knew each other so she went down stairs to have a cigarette with him and he said i saw you get your white tag tonight and pulled out a knot of money and said if your having a hard time ill pay you right now if you let me fuck you and eat your pussy (please excuse me for being graphic im using exact words )luckily she wasn't caught out at the time so she said no and ran back into her apt , that was my first sponsor experience he had 8 years clean and i have forgiven him now , hes just sick to , but that didnt happen over night , at the next meeting while everyone was in the parking lot including my now x sponsor i stood up on the little rock wall that was there and asked for everyones attention and told everyone what happened in detail i didnt want it to happen to anyone else and i wanted to hurt him, so after my announcement i made him feel physically all the pain i was feeling emotionally , if your gonna be a scumbag sponsor make sure your sponsee cant beat your motherfucking ass !!!!!! my next sponsor changed my life and he is still my sponsor today we dont talk as much as we used to but i know hes there for me as i am for him ..... and as for my x she is coming up on 4 years and doing great, im so proud of her !!!!! thank god for my first sponsor he thought me exactly how i dont want to be ......point being dont let anyone stop you from your goal and its not about gaining control its about surrendering it ...............we cant control anything that happens in this wold except for our reaction to it .........

Ok ...I am officially Broody!!!!
He is ABSOLOUTLEY GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!:D:D
Look at his 'Kewpie' Hair! Awwww! He's gonna be a heartbreaker!
*pulls self Together*Sorry about the cooing...he is just amazing!:D


me and my son,taken a few weeks ago.

Again! Awwwwwwwwww So damn cute the 2 of ye!


...My other cars my feet!!

BTW AOW, kudos again on the Art Work, you have a talent there...you should post yer tat Design in here again too-it's stunning!!

@Empty 1: So sorry about your friend Empty Such a lovely pic of her...so sad

You and your girl are beautiful! She is stunning, she has the Vic Beckham hair and face outline but she is wayyyyyyyyy more stunning! (you know that already) Such a good lookin couple-Damn ye!!! *shakes fist* lol

Tried to repost those lovely pic's of you two but my net is being uncooperatively slow ATM!!



godlovesugly: I know alot of women who have been in this situation hun, its horrible especially when you feel so fukin lost and vulnerable.
Hopefully you have developed some strength out of the experience and can sniff out the one's playin asshole and learn how to protect yourself...it can be easy to let it deter you but they do not make up what recovery is about; they just put obstacles there; For you and for themselves...it comes back to bite them on the ass whan they are faced with their own vulnerability. Like you said some women can also be just as malignant. They are just a Mirror of some of the obstacles in life anyway. Once you can learn something helpful for/about yourself from it, thats all that matters.

TBH though Ive called the cops on pple, I know they are maybe not as benign here(in general) as in the U.S.A. but when it comes to lookin after your welfare, fuck em, Bad actions have bad Consequences! Look after yourself hun.

thank you hun !!!!! you and your son are both beautiful !!!!!!!

 

[theartofwar]

 

[empty1]

yeah brother !!!!!!!!you got some shit to be proud of !!!!!!!!! please keep it up the art of war

 

[theartofwar]

that'll be my half sleeve , can't wait.

 

[stellablue]

^ That is amazing work TAOW! %) You are really talented, and it will look amazing on you.

How many colors are you putting in this?

 

[theartofwar]

what you see is how it will be minus paper sheet beige will be my skin instead of of coloring it a different shade all over.

 

[**hAyzzZZ**]

It looks like the evil rabbit dude out of Donnie Darko. Fuckin pimp movie that is.

 

[theartofwar]

^ Thanks sweety

 

[stellablue]

Yea TAOW it will look good. You are a good artist.

 

[Pillthrill]

I was scrolling through and Tony said "whoa" when he saw your drawing TAOW! Its good!

Here is me

Still trying to figure myself out.......

and Tony finally hung up the X-mas present I got him last year, "Spoon"

 

[Keaton]

6AM Sunrise in San Diego

 

[Asclepius]

^Breathtaking!!! :D

him and he said i saw you get your white tag tonight and pulled out a knot of money and said if your having a hard time ill pay you right now if you let me fuck you and eat your pussy (please excuse me for being graphic im using exact words )luckily she wasn't caught out at the time so she said no and ran back into her apt , that was my first sponsor experience he had 8 years clean and i have forgiven him now , hes just sick to , but that didnt happen over night , at the next meeting while everyone was in the parking lot including my now x sponsor i stood up on the little rock wall that was there and asked for everyones attention and told everyone what happened in detail i didnt want it to happen to anyone else and i wanted to hurt him, so after my announcement i made him feel physically all the pain i was feeling emotionally , if your gonna be a scumbag sponsor make sure your sponsee cant beat your motherfucking ass !!!!!! my next sponsor changed my life and he is still my sponsor today we dont talk as much as we used to but i know hes there for me as i am for him ..... and as for my x she is coming up on 4 years and doing great, im so proud of her !!!!! thank god for my first sponsor he thought me exactly how i dont want to be ......point being dont let anyone stop you from your goal and its not about gaining control its about surrendering it ...............we cant control anything that happens in this wold except for our reaction to it .........

Well fair fucks to you!!! I have so much respect for you the way you handled the situation man...and also that you have forgiven him- Wow, thats such a big thing to do, but hell sure your benefiting from it now, eh?!!
People are people, we're all full of shit to some degree or another but some more than others and yeah, your totally right, basically some people are 'sick' and you just have to keep your wits and Intuition about you simple as...

So glad your Ex is doing well also now, that episode must have been a huge blow to her trust and confidence too, she handled it really well , dont know if I would have been able to handle it so eloquently! lol
I have been in a similar situation with someone, not meeting related, but someone seriously crossed my boundries...I managed to kick him down a stairs, he wasnt injured or anything but I was protecting myself and have no regrets...however it didnt take away the pain of having someone encroach on your personal space and trust. He continued for years after to insist on saluting me in public- THIS is what hurt even more he was trying to submit me into a weaker position, trying to make me feel like he was more powerful with his smug fking grin and laughing with his mates. Turns out he is a deadbeat, even Today and I feel sorry for him, I genuinely do, he's lost and an idiot.

You and your girl are beautiful! She is stunning, she has the Vic Beckham hair and face outline but she is wayyyyyyyyy more stunning! (you know that already) Such a good lookin couple-Damn ye!!! *shakes fist* lol

Tried to repost those lovely pic's of you two but my net is being uncooperatively slow ATM!!



thank you hun !!!!! you and your son are both beautiful !!!!!!!

@Empty: Erm, lol That is Imaimamadbitch and her son btw! Not mine...
It gets confusing in here sometimes!

 

[theartofwar]

thx PT , appreciate it man.

 

[empty1]

^Breathtaking!!! :D



Well fair fucks to you!!! I have so much respect for you the way you handled the situation man...and also that you have forgiven him- Wow, thats such a big thing to do, but hell sure your benefiting from it now, eh?!!
People are people, we're all full of shit to some degree or another but some more than others and yeah, your totally right, basically some people are 'sick' and you just have to keep your wits and Intuition about you simple as...

So glad your Ex is doing well also now, that episode must have been a huge blow to her trust and confidence too, she handled it really well , dont know if I would have been able to handle it so eloquently! lol
I have been in a similar situation with someone, not meeting related, but someone seriously crossed my boundries...I managed to kick him down a stairs, he wasnt injured or anything but I was protecting myself and have no regrets...however it didnt take away the pain of having someone encroach on your personal space and trust. He continued for years after to insist on saluting me in public- THIS is what hurt even more he was trying to submit me into a weaker position, trying to make me feel like he was more powerful with his smug fking grin and laughing with his mates. Turns out he is a deadbeat, even Today and I feel sorry for him, I genuinely do, he's lost and an idiot.




@Empty: Erm, lol That is Imaimamadbitch and her son btw! Not mine...
It gets confusing in here sometimes!

well than i stand corrected lol !!!!! imab you and your son are beautiful ....did i get right that time ?????? i never said there weren't left over effects from the life style i chose .....lol !!!!!


and Asclepius thank you , i don t know about you but i played that idiot on the streets myself for a while its good to see youve taken the high road and i mean that everyone needs a little kick once in a while , you did him a favor ,and i dont know sometimes forgiveness is just better for everyone around , the bigger picture you know ..........

 

[theartofwar]

I remember bulkin to 260, then cutting for a box at to this at 220ish

I will bulk to 300-320 and cut to 260, that'll be 40lbs and bf will be lower than in that pic. Than I can assess where I can try to compete at regionals.